Today, I finally realized how little I actually mean to people. Nothing will change when I am no longer here. You'll carry on and act like I never meant a thing.
Do you ever feel so sad that you're chest aches, and your heart beats but you just feel empty? Like you're nothing and your life is nothing, and you feel like everything would be better if you could just sleep, for a while. Do you ever feel like that? That's how I always feel. Not that you noticed...
I'm so broken that I feel it. I mean phisically feel it. This is so much more than feeling sad now. This is affecting my whole body.
Depression is like a war. You either win or die trying...
I'm (useless, dying, broken, imperfect, betrayed, confused, never good enough, fragile, falling apart, pathetic, annoying, rejected, lonely, defeated) absolutely fine...
Do you really care? Prove it to me. Do you love me? Tell me. Do you really want me here? Stay with me then. Help me through this. That will show me that you really care, love and want me here.
They said suicide isn't a good option, but they never gave us a better one.
I wish I could go back, to a time when I could smile, and it didn't take everything in me to do it.
I deserve it...
That awkward moment when you think someone cares about you, and then they don't.
Sometimes the person who always tries to keep everyone happy, is the most lonely person.
I'm trying so hard to be a good person.
There is such a thing as a living heck, believe me, I've been in it.
I wanna sleep forever.
I don't see the difference between saying 'I wanna die' and that.
There isn't one.
No one really cares until something dramatic happens.
I tell everyone else to be stay strong, but I can't do it myself.
I will be okay. Is that what you want me to say?
Depressed? Earphones in, music up, ignore the world.
If you could read my mind, you'd be in tears.
Do you ever feel like there's not a person in the world that loves you?
I hope I cross your mind once and a while so I don't feel so pathetic about thinking about you all the time.
People who die by suicide don't want to end their lives, they want to end their pain...