I feel like I still love you, but hearing and seeing your name does not help me feel better anymore. Are my feelings disappearing or just me?
I feel like I'm disappearing, and I know it. Falling apart every breath I take, and everytime I look at your name. Don't deny it, you know it's true. Someday, I'll just be dust, and you'll wonder what you could have done to save me. Truth be told, you couldn't do anything to save me. I could have saved myself, but the depression killed me. I could have run to you for help, and I know you would have done your best to help me. It would have done some good, but I am disappearing anyway. I'm wasting away anyway, so what's a little more pain? I should ask you to help me, or make me smile, but I can't. I'm selfish enough, and I'm sorry. I'm just disappearing, and nobody will miss me anyway. Would you save me if you could?