It had been almost a year since I was last in New York. And almost a year since I last saw Addison.
I still had dreams about her almost every night. They consisted of me meeting her and us falling in love.
The lads had her plenty of stories of her and they knew how in love with her I am. Even though I only met her twice.
But here I am walking off that same stage. Walking down that same hallway. To that same hotel.
But this time I took a detour. I knew she wouldn't be at the same place and it hurt me to go back to that same hotel room.
I pushed open a door labeled 'roof access' and walked up the stairs pushing open another door.
The cold air hit me like a wave. I felt like I could breath. These past months I have been so frustrated. I can't seem to get her out of my mind.
It's then when I saw a silhouette standing near the edge.
"Hey! You could fall you are too close to the edge." I yelled.
They didn't even react they acted like they didn't hear me. I walked over the person to pull them away. But my eyes saw something I never expected.
Standing on the edge was a girl in tears, shaking and completely broken down.
And that girl was Addison.
"Addison! Get down!" I yelled.
I tried grabbing her but she pushed me away. I fell down and she watched my every move.
"Promise me something." She whispered.
"Anything." I replied.
"If anyone asks why, tell them because I was weak. Tell them because I could handle it."
"I don't understand." I said looking into her eyes searching for an answer.
"My savior." She smiled, stroking my cheek with her hand, "I always did love you." She whispered and with that she took a step of the edge of the building falling hundreds of feet.
I tried to grab her. I screamed her name. I screamed how much I loved her for hours. Until I finally heard the ambulance.
I was crying, crying so hard I thought I would never stop. My soul reason to be here just killed herself and you let her!! My mind yelled at me.
(A/N: she is dead. Comment)