I woke up and looked around the room. The light was still one and I could hear music from the tv. And also I was on the floor. I grabbed my phone off the table to look at the time. I had to get up and leave early because Aaron's mom was coming home, and she did would freak out if there was a girl here. But it was only 3:00, my alarm wouldn't go off for another 4 hours. I sat up and stretched then cralwed back into bed. I pushed Dani over some and curled up right next to him and fell back asleep.
Next thing I know, my alarm is going off. It had been going off for a few minutes before I actually heard it. I turned it off and moaned. It was cold and I didn't want to move. But I rolled over and looked at Dani who was still fast asleep. I crawled out from under the covers and packed my bag and changed then crawled back into bed. I kissed Dani on the forehead and he opened his eyes.
"You a'right?" he mumbled.
"Yea, I just wanted to let you know I'm leaving now. But I'll be back this afternoon," I said. "Do you want to walk me out or stay in bed?" I asked.
"No I walk you out," he slurred his words a bit.
But he didn't move. I laughed a bit and kissed his forehead before getting up. I slung my bag over my shoulder and quietly made my way upstairs. I crept through the kitchen and family room and opened the front door. Outside it was cold and I quickly ran out to my car and turned the heat on. I sat there for a minute and then started driving.
I arrived back at my apartment around 7:30. I was wide awake and I knew I wouldn't be able to go back to sleep. So I decided I would join my roommate in going to church. I took a shower and got dressed a a slim black dress and then blow dried my hair and did my makeup. I put makeup on my neck where you could see a few hickey's but one was so purple that I couldn't seem to make it disapper. I turned to my roommate who was doing her makeup.
"Hey does this burn look bad?" I asked as I pulled my hair back. She turned her head a bit then answered.
"No I mean you can tell something is there but It's not bad looking," she said. "What happened anyway?"
"Oh I was over at Dani's place for the weekend and I took a shower there and was going to flat iron my hair with an old flat iron and it broke when I was doing my hair," I lied slightly.
Technically there was a flat iron that broke but it didn't happen to me, it had happened to Kayla. I added a bit more makeup to my neck and then grabbed my red heals and my roommate and I drove to church. I texted Kayla while I was in church.
E: Hey Kay, I'm coming back over once I'm out of church. Can I borrow a scarf? Dani gave me a huge hickey on my neck and I don't want my parents to see when I go home haha
K: Yea sure
E: Thanks your the best!
I turned my attention back to the speaker who was having a lesson on the law of chastity: don't have sex before marriage blah blah blah. Oops. I tuned back out knowing that if I listened I would start to feel guilty about everything. But I had nothing to be guilty about.
Church ended and as my roommate pulled up to our apartment I practically jumped out of the car and ran inside to quickly get changed. I pulled on a pair of skinny jeans and a low cut tank top. I threw on my black hoodie and ran out.
I got into my car and as I was pulling out of the parking lot I called Dani.
"Hey guess what?" I asked as he picked up.
"What?" he asked.
"I'm on my way back over," I said.
"Oh good cause Aaron and Aidan are annoying me!" he yelled. I could hear Aaron and Aidan yelling in the background.
"Hey boys!" I shouted.
"They say hi," Dani said. "Hurry and get here."
"I'm coming. I'm on the freeway now and I'm going about 20 over to speed limit," I laughed.
"Well at least you'll get here soon," he laughed. "Just don't get pulled over,"
"I won't," I said. "I'll be there in like 10 minutes," I said.
We said our goodbyes and then turned on the radio and blasted music. A little bit later I pulled up to Dani's house and I saw him running down the hill that was just across the street from his house. I smiled and got out of my car and sat on the hood and then laughed as Dani tripped on a rock or something. Then he came walking up to me and kissed me. I placed my hand on the back of his neck and he place his hand on my waist.
"What were you doing up there?" I asked. "Isn't that your toking spot?"
"Yea but I wasn't toking," he said. "I just got bored and decided to go explore up there, you know when I'm not high," he laughed.
"Right I get that," I said as we walked inside. He headed downstairs and Kayla ran right up to me and gave me a hug.
"These boys are a nightmare to live with. Where have you been, I needed another girl here," she laughed.
"Sorry, I had to get out before Aaron's mom woke up," I said. Kayla moved my hair a bit and sucked in.
"Damn that's a pretty big bruise," she laughed.
"And that's covered up with makeup," I added as she walked over to a drawer and pulled out a grey scarf. She placed it on my neck and messed with it for a bit then stepped back to admire her work.
"There, no more hickey," she said as we walked into the bedroom where Aaron was playing COD. Kayla sat down next to him and I sat down next to Dani.
"Hey what time did you leave this morning?" Dani whispered.
"A little after 7," I said as he placed my head on his shoulder and intertwined our fingers.
"You shouldv'e woken me up and I would've walked you out," he said as he used his other hand to run through my hair. He knew I loved having my hair played with.
"I did wake you up," I laughed. "You didn't move,"
"You woke me up?" he asked. "I don't remember this," he laughed.
"Well we had almost a full conversation," I laughed. "I'm guessing you had a hangover. You did have a lot to drink last night."
"I did kinda have one," he sighed. "But you had more to drink then me. So how was your hangover?" he asked.
"I've never had a hangover," I said. Aaron laughed.
"That's bull shit, your such a lightweight and you've never really drank before. You must of had a hangover," Aaron said as he threw his controller down as he lost.
"Well I've never had one," I said. "My first time I drank about half a bottle of whiskey and still felt fine the next morning," I said just as my phone went off. It was my mom. "Hey mom whats up?" I asked.
"Hey sweetie how are you?" she asked. She always wanted to have a random conversation before getting to the main point.
"I'm good," I said.
"Good, we are having dinner early today, so around 3," she said. I looked at the clock on the desk. it was already 2:30.
"Ok well I'm on the freeway right now. So I'll be there soon," I said as I hung up.
"Your mom wants you home?" Dani asked.
"Yea but my family lives like 10 minutes away so I can stay for a few more minutes," I said as I cupped his face in my hands and kissed the tip of his nose.
"Well then why don't we spend the last few minutes by ourselves?" he asked and bit his lip. I laughed and he leaned in close and kissed me, I bit his lip a little bit and he laughed. "I like that," he whispered.
"Good," I whispered back.
"Ok you two, if your going to make out or something then get out. I'm getting tired of you two," Kayla laughed. "But you guys know I love you," she said as Dani stood up and then helped me up.
"Love you too Kay, thanks for letting me borrow your scarf," I said as I gave her a hug.
Dani and I walked outside to my car and we sat on the hood. He pulled out his VTR and took a drag and then I took it.
"You really are pretty amazing," he said as I took a draw. I was still trying to get use to the nicotine in the juice, but I didn't cough this time.
"How am I amazing?" I asked as I took another hit.
"You just so chill. I mean you drink, vape, smoke weed. And your cool with me smoking," he laughed as he took his VTR.
"Well I'm kinda ok with you smoking," I laughed. "I don't like the fact that you smoke. I had three grandparents die of smoking. But I'm not going to tell you how to live your life. If you want to smoke then I'm ok with that," I said.
"And see, that is pretty awesome. I've dated girls that said if I wanted to be with them then I would need to stop whatever I was doing. I moved in with one of my girlfriends and she made me stop smoking. I did it cause I loved her, but it bugged me that she tried to change me. So thank you for not trying to change me," he said as he kissed my forehead. I scooted closer to him and rested my head on his shoulder.
"I really don't want to leave," I said. "I mean I'll be back in a few hours, but I really like spending time with you," I said as I looked up and Dani looked down at me and smiled.
"I like spending time with you too," he said as he kissed my forehead. "But if you go now then you can come back sooner," he said. I laughed and ran my hand along his chest.
"Then I'll go right now and then we can do whatever we want," I said as I sat up and kissed him.
I jumped off the hood of my car and walked to the drivers seat. I was just about to open his when Dani spun me around and pinned me against the car. He held one hand down and kept it against the door so I couldn't move it. I should've felt scared but I knew that Dani wouldn't hurt me. I looked up at him and he stared down at me with a serious face. Then he moved closer to my face and kissed me gently.
"Come back soon," he whispered.
"Don't worry," I said as I got into the car. I drove away and smiled.
I got to my parents house and I was greeted by my two loud dogs. I bent down to pet them and Jack, the younger dog, jumped up and licked my face. I smiled. My mom walked in and smiled at me.
"Hey honey, how are you?" she asked.
"I'm good, just a little tired," I said. I wasn't lying. I was tired. I mean I slept on the floor most of the night. And I just don't sleep well when I'm drunk. But I wasn't going to tell my parents that.
"Why are you so tired?" my dad asked as I walked into the kitchen. "You been staying up too late?"
"Well I have a test this week," I said. "So I was studying for it. So I won't be able to stay long today because I have some more homework I need to do," I said.
"That's fine. We're just glad you come home at least once a week to see us. We know your busy with school," my mom said. Just then I got a text. I took my phone out and looked at it. It was a text from Dani.
D: I miss you already. You've been gone for like a day!
E: haha are you high because I just left like 10 minutes ago.
D: haha yea i know you just left, it just seems like forever. And no i'm not high. i wish though.
E: you cant get high, aaron would kill you
D: yea I know :p just hurry back, I wanna hold you tight :)
E: I'll be back in an hour :)
D: YAY :)
I smiled and put my phone away right as my mom put the food on the table. We said a prayer and then ate. I ate quickly and then cleared my spot.
"Going already?" my dad asked as my mom and dad both finished their food.
"Well I'll help clear the table but I really do have a lot of homework I need to get done," I said as I started putting things up.
I gave my parents a hug and got down on the ground and gave my dogs a hug goodbye then I walked out to my car and drove away. I pulled up outside of Dani's house and I got out and locked my doors. I walked up to the door and knocked. I waited for a moment and then Aaron's little brother came and let me in. I said hi to Red who sat by the basement door, then I ran down the stairs. Aidan wasn't in his room, he must've left. I walked into Aaron's room and saw Aaron, Kayla, and Dani playing COD. Both Dani and Aaron were shirtless and I could see Aaron's tattoo of a star on his bicep. It looked really cool. When Dani saw me he paused the game and jumped up and hugged me then we walked into the other room.
"Are you done playing?" Aaron called.
"Yes," Dani said as he pushed me against the bed. I jumped up on the tall bed and laid down as Dani crawled on top of me. He smiled down at me. "I missed you," he whispered as he leaned down and kissed me. But this kiss was different. It tasted...like smoke. It wasn't a good taste. I pushed Dani up and he looked at me confused.
"Have you been smoking?" I asked.
"I had one cigarette while you were gone," Dani said.
"I can tell," I laughed but I pulled him closer and kissed him.
We spent a few hours just sitting on Aidan's bed watching Bad Grandpa. We would make out for a bit and then watch the movie a bit. I rested my head on Dani's bare chest and my hand traced random shaped on his chest and stomach. Every time I touched his waist or sides he would squirm a bit. It was cute that he was ticklish. Once the movie ended Dani jumped up and looked at his phone. It was 7:00
"I'm hungry lets go get pizza," he said as he walked into Aaron's room and then walked out in a hoodie. I followed him upstairs and a lady with blonde/grey hair was in the kitchen. It was Aaron's mom. "Hey Juilie are you making dinner tonight?" Dani asked.
"No I figured your all grown and can get your own dinner. I hope that's ok," she said as she put a plate in a cupboard.
"That's totally fine. Em and I were just going to go out and get some pizza," he said.
"Ok have fun," Juilie said. Dani and I walked outside and got in the car. We drove down the road to the pizza place but they were closed.
"Damn I hate living in Utah. Everything is closed on Sundays," Dani said.
"Wal-Mart is open," I said. "We can get some microwave pizza," I suggested.
"Sure," he said.
We drove to wal-mart and we held hands throughout the store. We grabbed pizza rolls and other things and then went to check out. As we were walking out I heard my name called. It was my best friend Jade, she worked at wal-mart. She ran up and hugged me and then looked at Dani.
"Oh my gosh I haven't seen you in forever!" she squealed and gave Dani a hug. She and Dani went to school together. We all did. But Dani was only a year ahead of Jade, so they knew each other better. I was a year younger than Jade, two years below Dani, so i only went to school with him for a year. "Wait are you two like together?" she asked as she noticed Dani was holding my hand.
"You could say that," Dani smiled as me. Jade gave me a hug.
"I'm so happy for you. We need to talk more this week," she said.
We said our goodbyes and Jade went back to work and Dani and I went back to his house. We made the pizza rolls and then walked downstairs to Aaron's room and sat on the floor. Aaron and Kayla were watching American Dad. I sat down next to Dani and we ate our pizza rolls and watched tv.
"Hey when are you leaving?" Aaron asked around 10:00.
"Oh right. I have to stay at my place tonight cause I have class tomorrow," I said. "I should probably leave now," I sighed.
"Are you sure?" Dani asked.
"Yes," I said as I kissed him. "What time do you have work tomorrow?" I asked.
"8:15," he said.
"You could stay the night at my place," I smiled. "I can drop you off at work in the morning." Dani jumped up and grabbed his backpack and started throwing clothes in his bag. I laughed and stood up.
"See you guys tomorrow!" Dani yelled as he walked up the stairs with me right behind him.
We drove back to my place and then walked inside. We walked to my room and sat down on the bed. I changed quickly into a tank-top and shorts and then cuddle up next to Dani. We just sat there in the quiet for a few minutes.
"What are you thinking about?" I asked him.
"I really want a hotpocket," he said. I looked up at him and laughed. "What? I really do want one right now," he chuckled.
"Then lets go get some at the store," I said as I stood up.
I grabbed a sweatshirt and changed back into some jeans. Then we walked out to my car. Dani took a hit from his VTR and was about to get in the car when two guys walked up to Dani and I.
"You guys vape?" the shorter one asked. He had long brown hair that covered his eyes.
"Yea," Dani said.
"Do you do anything else besides vape?" the taller one asked. He had short blonde hair that was spiked up.
"Drink and smoke," I said.
"Smoke what?" the shorter one asked. Dani laughed.
"Your a stoner aren't you?" Dani asked. "Cause only a stoner would ask that,"
"And only a stoner would pick up on that," the shorter one said. "Man I like you two," he said. "I'm Dil and this is Mic."
"I'm Dani and this is Emily," Dani said.
"Where you guys heading?" Dil asked.
"Going to the store to get some food," I said.
"Do you guys wanna come and smoke with us when you get back?" Mic asked as he pulled out a plastic bag from his jacket.
In the bag I could see ground up weed and I could smell it too. Most people hate the smell of weed. But I didn't mind it. I also didn't mind the taste of it but most people thought it was nasty.
"I'm up for it," I said.
"Sweet, meet us in our apartment in like 20 minutes," Mic said as they started to walk away.
Dani and I got in the car and dove a minute down the road to were the store was. We walked in and bought hotpockets and then left. We drove back to my apartment and then walked in. I sat on the counter as Dani made his food. As it was cooking he walked over to me and I wrapped my arms around his neck and bent down to kiss him.
"Your gonna have to deal with me tonight," I teased. "I get a bit crazy when I'm high," I laughed.
"Oh good," he said as I ran my hands through his hair. Then the microwave went off. Dani pulled it out of the microwave and quickly ate it. "Wanna go up to those guys apartment now?" Dani asked.
I jumped off the counter and walked out. I locked the door and we walked up the stairs and found the apartment and knocked on the door. But there was no answer.
"Wonder where they are?" Dani asked.
"I bet their down at the smoking ramp?" I said as I started to walk away.
"What?" Dani laughed.
"Well they aren't allowed to smoke in the apartments so there's a ramp at the edge of the parking lot where people go to smoke," I said. "They said that they smoke so I bet that their down there."
We walked outside and walked over to the ramp and sure enough we found Dil and Mic sitting on the cold ground smoking cigarettes.
"Hey guys," Dil said as he offered Dani and I a cigarette. Dani took one but I didn't. We sat outside for awhile and talked and then Dil said that we were going to head up to their apartment. As we were walking back Dil stopped. "Shit man I think I forgot to lock the gate where my motorcycle is," I stopped.
"You have a motorcycle?" I asked.
"Yea wanna ride. I always will give rides to hot chicks," Dil laughed. I turned to Dani.
"Do you mind if I go?" I asked him.
"Go ahead, I'll go back with Mic," he said.
I followed Dil down to the parking garage and he led me over to a darker part of the garage and opened up a gate and turned on a light. In the middle was a large black bike. (Don't ask me what kind). Dil rolled the bike out and got on.
"Are you coming?" he asked as he turned the bike on.
I nodded and got on the back and wrapped my arms around his waist. I felt weird because I wasn't too sure if that was ok to do. But how else was I going to stay on.
"First time on a motorcycle?" Dil asked.
"Yea," I laughed.
"Well then I'll make sure you have fun," Dil laughed as he started to drive out of the garage.
We went down the road and made it all the way down to the mall, like 5 minutes away, and then we headed back. We pulled back into the garage and I got off and waited for Dil to put his bike away and lock the gate.
"Did you have fun?" Dil asked.
"Hell yea," I said as we walked up the stairs. We walked into his apartment and Dani and Mic sat on the couch. I walked over to Dani and sat down next to him and laid my head on his shoulder.
"Damn your cold," Dani laughed.
"I didn't even realize it was cold," I laughed. Mic walked out of the room and came walking back in with a beer.
"Want some?" he asked.
"I've never had beer before," I said. Mic walked back out and then handed me a bottle.
"Then enjoy," he said. I took a sip. It was an interesting taste but it wasn't horrible.
"Want some?" I asked Dani.
"I don't like beer," he said. I finished off the beer and Mic just stared at me for awhile.
"What?" I asked him.
"You handled that pretty good. Most girls I know would stop like half way or would be acting drunk now," Mic laughed.
"Well I'm used to hard drinks like whiskey and stuff," I admitted.
"Well I can't find my bong and my pipe is broken," Dil said as he walked out to the living room. "Do you guys have a pipe?"
"Back at my place I do," Dani said. "But that's like 20 minutes away."
"Wait you don't live here?" Dil asked.
"I do, he's just spending the night," I said.
"Isn't having guests over night against the rules?" Mic asked.
"Yea but I'm careful about it," I said.
"Do you guys have an apple?" Dani asked. "An apple makes a wonderful pipe. And plus when you get the munchies after you can eat it," he laughed.
Dil went to the fridge and pulled out a large green apple. He grabbed a pen and took the white tube thing out that was on the inside and then poked two holes in the apple. He left the tube in on the side of the apple and held it up.
"We have a pipe!" he cheered. "Lets go!" he said as he grabbed his jacket.
Mic, Dani, and I followed him outside. We walked out past the smoking ramp and Mic led us down the road a bit and then down a random dirt hill that was next to the sidewalk. We walked down to the bottom and then into some trees. We were a few feet away from the apartments but the trees were so thick you couldn't see the building. Mic handed Dil the bag of weed and Dil packed in a little bit on top of the apple. Then we lit it and took a long drag on the plastic tube. He pulled the apple away and blew out. Then handed the apple to Dani. Dani grabbed the lighter and lit the top and took a long drag, then started coughing.
"Shit, I haven't smoked in awhile," he laughed.
"And you shouldn't be smoking now," I laughed as I took the apple and lighter. "But I won't tell," I said as I lit it and took a long draw. Then I pulled the apple away and held in the smoke for a few seconds before breathing out. "Fuck throat rape," I coughed a bit but stopped after a few seconds.
I handed the apple and lighter to Mic who took a slightly shorter drag. Then handed the apple back to Dil. Dil packed the apple a bit more, using up the rest of what was in the bag. He took another hit then started laughing. It didn't take much to get him high. He handed the apple to Dani who took a hit then handed it to me. We did this for about two more rounds, when the weed ran out. And then we walked back to the apartment. Dil danced back and Mic walked slowly. Those two were already really high. I walked next to Dani.
"Feel anything?" I asked. "Cause those two obviously are feeling something," I said as I made Dani laugh.
"Nope, I mean things are moving slowly right now but I'm alright," Dani said.
"Same, I feel a bit dizzy but I'm not feeling like I did last time," I laughed. "But last time I had a lot more and it was my first time," I said.
We said goodbye to Dil and Mic and Dani and I walked back to my place. One of my roommates was home and had her friend over. We said hi and then walked quickly into my room. I laid down on the bed and Dani crawled on top of me and started kissing me. I moaned a bit and tugged at his shirt. Dani got the idea and took his shirt off quickly and threw it on the ground, and then started kissing again. I rolled over so I was now on top. I kissed him passionately, occasionally biting his lip making him moan. Dani started removing my tank top and I quickly took it off. Dani scratched at my back, it hurt but then again I liked it. We continued to kiss for a few more minutes and then I stopped.
My high had finally hit its full effect and now I was super dizzy. I sat up and ran my hands through my hair. I shook my head a bit and it was like a light show going off in my head.
"It just hit, didn't it?" Dani laughed as he sat up. He placed a hand on my leg. I nodded.
"I feel like I'm on a boat," I giggled as I stared strait ahead at my closet. The clothes seemed to rock back and forth slowly.
"Well you are rocking back and forth slightly," Dani laughed.
I could feel my self rocking now that he mentioned it. I laughed a bit but just sat there. A million things ran through my mind. Then I just feel over. Face first. Into Dani's lap. I didn't even realize it until a few seconds later. I rolled over and looked up at Dani who looked down at me. He had a calm face and his dark blonde hair flopped down over his eyes. He looked gourgous. I smiled up at him and placed one of my hands on his cheek.
"What are you thinking?" he whispered. I thought for a moment. I had a lot of random shit going through my mind.
"I really want another hickey," I giggled. "I like them."
"Well I like them too," he smiled. "Where do you want this one?" he asked. I thought for a moment. I already had a lot on my neck and chest. I thought about the back of the neck but then I remembered that there was one already there.
"On my lower back," I said. "Make it big," I said.
"If you want it big I might hurt you," he said as I rolled over onto my stomach.
"I don't mind," I said as I moved my head so I could see him.
He smiled and bent down and placed his hands on either side of me. I felt his warm wet lips on my back and I smiled. Then I felt him sucking on my skin. I could feel a bruise forming already. His tongue moved around in small circles and he bit me a bit. It did hurt but I didn't care. Then he stopped and sat up. He looked down on I could see from the corner of my eye he was smiling. I jumped up and ran over to my mirror and looked at my back. Sure enough there was a huge purple, almost black, bruise. I smiled and kissed him and then grabbed my tank-top and put it back on.
"I'll be right back," I said as I kissed him and stumbled to the bathroom.
I was very dizzy now. I went to the bathroom and then walked out to the sink and started washing my hands. I let the hot water run over my hands. I didn't even realize my roommate and her friend were sitting at the kitchen table. I looked up in the mirror so I could see them. They were laughing. My roommate pointed at me. "Look at her neck," she laughed. Shit I had forgotten I was wearing a tank-top and you could see most of my hickeys. I quickly shut the water off and hurried back to my room and locked the door. I stood against the door for a moment listening to the laughing. I felt a pit in my stomach.
"Whats wrong?" Dani asked as he sat up from the bed. He patted the spot next to him and I crawled into bed.
"My roommate and her friend probably think I'm a slut," I said as I looked down at the pillow.
"Why?" Dani asked as a laid down next to me and faced me. He ran his thumb on my cheek.
"They saw all my hickeys and were laughing," I said. I probably sounded like an idiot.
"Well why do you feel bad about that?" he asked.
"My roommate is mormon and they pretty much look down on anyone in a serious relationship or sex before marriage. And so they probably think I'm a huge slut cause we just met a week ago and I spent the whole weekend at your house and now your spending the night. Again. I'm just breaking all the rules," I stopped. I did sound like an idiot. "Aw fuck it, I don't care. I like my hickeys," I smiled a bit and kissed Dani's nose. "We should probably sleep now," I said. "I don't think Aaron want's you to be super tired when I drop you off at work," I laughed.
Dani stood up and turned off the light and then made his way back to bed. He snuggled up against him and fell asleep.