It felt good to be home even know I was still sore from everything that just happened. Zayn was distant I mean he's always distant but this is different really different. I watched Zayn walked in to the kitchen with out saying a word and me being me had to go see what he was doing.
" Zayn?" I asked softly walking up behind him as he leaned over the slick gripping the metal hard. He pulled his arm away from me
" Zayn!" I asked again
" don't you get it! This is my fault everything that happened to you it's my fucking fault Haven we can't do this you need to leave your gonna get killed" he snapped grabbing bout my arms pinning them down to my side. I glared at him
" I don't want to leave ! Nothing is your fault your not going anywhere Zayn malik!" I screamed he laughed
" no you need to go" he snapped
" I love you Haven but I don't want you hurt" he said backing away from him
" I DIDNT GET HURT BECAUSE OF YOU I GOT HURT BECAUSE OF JASON NOT YOU!" I screamed smashing at glass at the back wall besides Zayn I've never been this mad in my life he didn't say angling he just hugged me pulling me in to his chest I relaxed hugging him back tears steaming down my face.
" Haven until we Jason I need you to stay with me either here or at your place" he said I nodded agreeing with him.
" what about Louis?"
A pained expression came over his face but was replaced with a smile
" he's your best friend of course you can see him" he said but I could tell there's something he's not telling me. What was I missing? I'm not gonna over think anything I'm just glad to be in the arms of Zayn again.
" c'mon let's get you on the couch how about I make you some tea? Yeah?"
" I'd love that"
About a hour later Harry came over gave me a hug and now him and Zayn are in the kitchen talking about what ever those two talk about all I know if Harry told me Jason is caught and everything's okay I'm just glad this is all over. As bad as this sounds the scar doesn't bother me as much as it should I hate it reminds me of death. Just like the feeling in the pit if my stomach that this wasn't over just yet.
" hey love how you feeling?" Harry asked sitting down next to me
" eh" I said he just nodded
" you know everything is gonna be fine right?"
" I know " I lied