"I don't have to tell you!" I said trying to hide the fact that I was looking at Ashton. "Why wont you tell me, i have the right to know!" Luke said. "No, you don't! People are aloud to have secrets and this is one of mine." I said calmly. "Fine, tell me this ever since you were little, you acted depressed, why?" He said. "Why do you want to know so bad.." I said I could tell him the truth on this one but, i don't know how he would react.
"Cause I'm your big brother and i deserve to know!" He said getting a little bit angry. I have no clue why he really want to know but, its stupid. "FINE, YOU WANT TO KNOW, HOW ABOUT CAUSE MY BROTHER, NO MY IDOL STARTED TO IGNORE ME. OR CAUSE ME GETTING BULLIED AT SCHOOL, BUT NONE OF YOU GUYS WOULD KNOW THAT CAUSE EVERYONE THOUGHT OHH, SHE BAD AND SHE ALWAYS GETS IN FIGHTS. OR HOW ABOUT YOU KNOWING THAT YOUR CRUSH THAT YOU LIKE OR EVEN LOVE DOESNT LIKE YOU!" I said crying.
That was my breaking point, yes i dealt with depression. I ran up to my old room and saw that everything was the same. I decided that i just need to get away from here. So, I ran to an old friends house, she lives a couple minutes from here. I stopped at an old abandoned house that i always use to go in when i was sad. When i went in i saw everything stayed the same. Aunt Katrina showed me this place, all the memories were coming back. I broke down in tears saying" Why did you have to leave me!"
After a couple minutes i was done crying and i started walking towards Meli's house. Meli's real name is Melissa, she is so pretty! She has brown hair, brown eyes, and tan skin. She is girly but, she loves to read. I finally reached Meli's house and i knocked on the door. The door opened and I saw Meli. I gave her a hug saying "I missed you so much."
She hugged back. I told her everything that happened and she said i could stay here for the night and she was sorry about Aunt Katrina. Halfway through the night i heard my phone go off 'Cause just okays not enough, help me fight though the nothingness of life, i don't want to go though the motion, i don't want to go one more day... I look to see its Luke, I just ignore it. My phone goes off again and i see its Dean. I answer it to hear him say, "Where are you? Im scared, are you ok?" "Yes, im fine babe, i will probally be back home tomorrow night. I got to go, love you." "Ok, love you too." Then he hung up, Meli just raised her eyebrow at me.
"Whose Dean, and why did you say i love you?" I guess i forgot to tell her about Dean. "Dean is my Fiancé that i met when i moved to California. I did a tattoo for him and then from there we dated and today he proposed to me before my aunts funeral." I said proudly. She just smiled and said "Congrats, I need to meet this guy. Especially if your going to marry him!"
"You can meet him tomorrow. You can come over and would you like to be my Bridesmaid?" I said she started to jump up and down. "Yes, i would love to be! Can I help plan it also?" She said. "Of course, but, just to let you know there are going to be 3-6 more girls helping me. They are the boys girlfriends and Fiancés." I warned her. "Ok, lets head to bed we have a big day tomorrow." We headed up to her room and i slept on her couch in there, thinking of how tomorrow is going to play out.
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