17. Update on what is going on
A/N (important!!): Heyy. So I'm sorry for not updating for so long. It was selfish of me especially since I know so many of you encourage me to continue. I guess just re-reading my old chapters I realised that I actually have changed quite a lot since I started writing this and need to move on. Last year was when I started writing this fan fiction and I absolutely loved writing it. I also was in my happy place last year. It wasn't perfect last year, but this year has gone down hill. I absolutely hate everything about my new school and I only wish I could go back to last year, which I need to let go of. Things like looking at pictures of 2014 5SOS are painful reminders of that I used to have it a whole lot better than I do now. I loved my surroundings and I loved my friends but it's just different now and I don't get the same feeling that I used to get. Writing this fan fiction reminds me so much of last year and wishing that I could just go back to the way it used to be is what I should stop doing. I need to stop thinking about it and accept that this is my life now and it's only going to get better if I keep going at it. I've decided that it's time that I should wrap up this fan fiction so I can focus on moving forward instead of trying to move back. I'm trying to find a way to end this story so thanks to all the people who have supported me and thanks for reading! Usually I wouldn't share personal information like that but I feel like after waiting for so long, you guys deserve to know why this is such a short fan fiction. That's the end of my rant. I'll start working on my next chapter ASAP.