It's been two weeks since Michael last talked to me. It has been hard. I would cry in Luke's arms every night, I would hardly eat, and I would sleep during the day. I would see their concerts, congratulate them. But Michael would just ignore me. I couldn't do it anymore.
"Morning boys, how is your morning?" I said walking into the hangout with Luke.
They just looked at me and laughed. Then they handed me some pancakes.
"Good. And yours?" They asked. I looked at Michael who didn't look up and said
"Could be better..."
I couldn't help but think that it is my fault that Michael is not talking to CJ. I couldn't let it be that way. I had to make him talk to her again. She was broken. But I know that what I am gonna do is going to break her more. But it had to be done if she was ever going to get her brother back.
I looked outside and it was dark. I knew CJ was going to go to bed soon. So I had to do it now. I looked at her and gist my head to the door so I can talk to her. She followed me out of the bus. She looked at me with wonder and I knew she thought something was wrong.
"What's wrong Luke?" She asked. It was hard to say but I said it fast.
"Ithinkthatweshouldbreakup..." I said super fast.
"I didn't get that. Can you say it slower?" She asked
"I... think... We...."
"Okay... A little faster. Luke, you can tell me anything." She said.
"I think we should break up..." I said and trust me she was not happy.
"But... But... Why?" She asked
"I just don't think that me and you should continue." I said.
She looked really hurt. I can tell she was about to cry because her eyes changed to a really dark blue.
"I am sorry that I wasted your time... And I am sorry for whatever I did to make you think that you should break up with me. And I am sorry that I thought forever was real..." She said crying and running inside.
She made this so hard for me!!! I didn't want her to know that this was the only way to get her brother back. It hurt so bad to break up with her, but I had to... I decided to go back into the bus about 5 minutes later and saw Calum giving me the death glare... He looked pretty pissed off.
I walked to the front and I saw CJ coming inside crying.. I hugged her tightly, why was she crying?
"Hey... What's wrong CJ?" I asked.
"First, I lose my b-brother, and n-now I lose my b-b-boyfriend... Am I that bad, to be around?" she said as she cried even harder...
"No... no you aren't... Why did Luke break up with you?" I asked... She just shook her head and cried even harder... When she calmed down she looked up at me.. Her eyes were a really really dark blue, she was so broken.
"Why don't you go clean up, and go to bed... you had a long, crazy and weird day... Okay?" I said.. she nodded and headed to the bathroom to get cleaned up.
About 5 minutes later, Luke walked in with red puffy eyes.. I didn't care.
"Why did CJ walk into the bus crying? Why is she sad? Why are her eyes so dark? Why did she say that YOU BROKE UP WITH HER?" I asked all these questions.
"I did break up with her.. I told her that I think that we shouldn't continue to date." Luke said.. I punch his arm really hard.
"OWWWWW!!! WHAT THE FUCK?" He said in pain.
"WHY THE FUCK DID YOU DO THAT... she already lost her brother because of the whole relationship thing, and now you don't think that you should be together?" I asked.
"NO CALUM!!!! I think we should be together... But Michael will not talk to her because of our relationship... I can't continue the relationship knowing that her brother won't talk to her because of me. I don't want that. I need her. I want her. I love her. But I just can't. She needs her brother in her life and with me out of the picture she will get him. That is why I broke up with her. NOT BECAUSE I THINK THAT WE SHOULDN'T BE TOGETHER. BUT SO SHE CAN HAVE HER BROTHER IN HER LIFE." Luke said as he walked into the bunk to got to bed.
How was CJ going to take this... How will she react..... WHAT IS MICHAEL GOING TO THINK AND DO????!