Hey y'all! I'M BACKKKK! It's been soooo long! uGh, but how's about that JBH music vid tho ;-)
Warning: cussing, trigger
"I hate liars too, Ashton." I mumbled, turning over and facing away from him.
He sighed loudly, "I don't lie to you.."
"You just did." I retorted. "I also know, for certain, that Michael's mom won't even let him own a cat, seeing as his diet only includes of pizza and icecream, so there's no way he can take care of another animal."
"What goes on in my personal life, isn't your business." He hissed, standing up.
"Then what goes on in mine, isn't your business either." I said, looking up at him.
"Y/n I've seen you." He paused, "You-you're not eating... and when you finally do, you end up throwing it all up."
"Leave." I stated, sitting up now.
"W-what?" He looked surprised.
"Leave. Now. Ashton." I hissed, pointing to the door.
"Fine. Fuck you. Fuck all your secrets, I'm done." He grabbed his phone off my counter and stormed out, followed by a loud slam of the front door, probably waking my parents.
I sit there. I listen. I'm there for support.
And all she does is keep her secrets...Just like she did, when she was younger.
It annoyed me to no end.
Her fake smile, made me want to punch a locker and hug her at the same time.
As soon as I got home, I ignored my mum and ran up the stairs and locked my bedroom door.
I paced back and forth, before pulling off my shirt and walking to my full body mirror.
"You're such an idiot." I whispered to my reflection. "You'll amount to nothing, but some asshole who slept with half the school."
I felt a tear stream down my face before making sure the door was still locked.
I started pulling at my hair, scratching at my arms and stomach, whispering all my faults to my mirror. I felt numb to it all. This was all too regular.
I woke up shirtless in the middle of my floor, gripping an old blanket, with red marks all over and my face blotched with dry tears.
Nevertheless, I stood up and changed into a clean pair of clothes and vans, combing my bed head-or floor head?
After I was ready for the hell I was going to face today, I took my phone and its charger, and ran down the stairs.
"Ashton?" My mum called. "W-were you crying last night, honey?"
"No." I stated, grabbing an apple and plugging up my dead phone.
"Oh.." She mumbled, "I thought I heard someone crying.."
"Probably just Lauren- you know how she gets obsessed with those guys at her school." I hinted.
"Yeah, you're right. I'll ask her about it, after school." She hummed, "I have to go to work, I love you."
"I love you too." I smiled, kissing her cheek. "Have a good day."
"You too, baby boy." She smiled, leaving with her keys in her hand.
"Honey, want some breakfast?" My mom asked, as I came down the stairs with my new concealer covering the bags from a long night of tears.
"No thanks.." I mumbled.
"Eat." My dad said, placing a full plate in front of me, on the table.
"Dad-" I tried.
"Your mother worked hard on it. You never spend time with us anymore. Now, you are going to sit there and eat every bite on that plate as we sit like a family." He hissed, opening his newspaper.
"..Yes sir.." I whispered, stabbing a piece of scrambled egg and slowly bringing it to my mouth.
After my eggs were gone, I felt queasy, but still had 2 pancakes and sausage links left.
Sighing, I continued to eat, until my plate was empty and a few tears had escaped my eyes.
"Why the fuck are you crying?" My dad asked, astonished.
"I-I'm going to puke-" I wheezed.
"GO TO THE GOD DAMN BATHROOM! FUCK!" He yelled, standing up out of his chair so I wouldn't 'puke on him'.
I got up, quickly racing to the restroom, emptying my breakfast into the toilet and shaking uncontrollably.
"Baby?" My mom called, running to me. "Are you alright?- Oh honey... How about you stay home, yeah? I'll try to make a doctors appoint-"
"NO!" my head snapped in her direction, "I mean...I think I just ate too fast or have a tummy bug. I'm fine." I 'smiled'
Guys, I know this was pretty short and all that, but I wanted to show more thoughts that go on inside their minds and how their home lives are.. Also I put in something hinting at her and Ash's past...ooo...Comment your thoughts? Thankyou for reading so far<3 Love y'all