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Warning: Cussing, feeeeeeels
Before I knew it, the lips that were once on Luke's neck, were now on his chest, and traveling upward to his grin.
I didn't know whether to be angry or upset...so I settled for both, but not at Luke.
I was upset that I wasn't as fun as he wished I'd be, I was angry that no matter how hard I tried, I was never enough.
I felt my bottom lip tremble, and remembered I was in public and that there was no way that I'd cry here.
I slowly closed my eyes, collecting the tears before they released, and letting out a large exhale, before turning on my heel and walking straight out of the kitchen and out the front door.
We'd seen this girl before, she was Luke's ex-toy.
It didn't make sense to me how he could want something from someone else, when he had a perfectly good girlfriend right here, waiting for him.
Perfect? Good? Those shots are getting to me.
A large exhale broke me from my trance, as I turned to see Y/n turn on her heel and quickly walk out the front door.
I sighed, and before I fully knew what I was doing, I ran after her.
I decided that I'd walk home, I didn't feel like talking to anyone and going back in that house was a huge no.
I sighed for maybe the thousandth time, as I finally reached the sidewalk and I started my stroll home.
"Y/N! Y/N! WAIT!" Someone called, making me freeze in my spot, not even looking behind me to know it was Ashton.
"What?" I asked, more quietly than I wanted to.
"Why'd you leave?" He asked, following me as I decided to keep walking.
"Reasons, Ashton." I said, mumbling "Please go back to the party, you're drunk and you should wait for a ride home."
"I'm a lil' tipsy." He smiled, "BUT, not nearly enough as I'd like to be."
"Why do you wanna be so drunk?" I asked.
"Reasons, Y/n." He said, mocking me. "I actually saw what happened back there."
I stopped in my tracks, looking at him with heat rising to my face, "so you just wanted me to embarrass myself, when you asked?"
"What? No!" He exclaimed, like he was actually above that. "And 'embarrass' you? How does what Luke did, embarrass you?"
I shrugged, I didn't want to tell Ashton my insecurities.
Last time I did, things didn't end up so well...for either of us.
"I don't get you." He mumbled, "I mean, I used to...but not anymore."
"Same with you." I mumbled.
He nodded, and we continued to walk home in silence.
I still felt my eyes sting, but there's no chance in hell, that I'd cry in front of Ashton.
After a few minutes of walking, we showed up at my drive-way and I couldn't be happier than to go upstairs and cry till I fell asleep.
"Can I uhmm.." Ashton trailed off, scratching the back of his neck.
"Can is a question of ability Ashton." I gave a small smile, "What do you want?"
I wanted to fucking kiss her, that's what I wanted.
I wanted to kiss her so hard that she'd forget about Luke.
I wanted to grab her arm and slam the door shut behind us as I-
Is this what I'm like when I'm drunk?
My once lose skinny jeans, became skinnier again.
"Ashton?" I asked, noticing he spaced out.
"Oh yeah...Can I come in for a bit?" He asked, biting his lip and making my focus go there.
I gulped and slightly nodded, before opening the front door and closing it quietly behind him.
"Y/n? Honey? You finally home? It's really late darling, I hope you didn't- oh hello." My mom walked into the hallway.
"Mom." I slightly smiled, "Ash is just gonna stay for a bit yeah?"
I saw Ashton tense beside me and mentally banged my head into a wall at calling him 'Ash'.
"Ashy, honey, you've grown so much." My mom smiled, coming closer and wrapping her arms tightly around his large figure.
"Thanks." He chuckled, hugging her back.
"Oh my! Your arms are enormous!" She exclaimed, lifting his bicep.
"MOM!" I hissed, my cheeks reddening.
"Oh sweetheart calm down, We've known the Irwin's forever! It's a shame we aren't as close as we used to be." She said solemnly.
"Mom, we're gonna go upstairs now.." I said, going her a quick hug, "Don't stay up too late, sweet dreams."
"Hey, I'm the parent, and I tell you not to stay up too late and I love you. KEEP THE DOOR OPEN!" She laughed, leaving the room with a large smile.
"Your mum never changed." Ashton laughed, following me to my room, which I left the door open just a bit.
I decided this dress was comfy enough to sleep in, as I slipped off my vans and sat on my bed.
"Tired?" Ashton asked.
"You don't even know." I giggled.
Giggled? What the fuck? Since when do I giggle?
"Lay down." He said, sitting on the other side of my bed.
"But you're still here." I argued, a yawn managing to break through.
"And?" He laughed, taking off his shoes, "I'll sober up later, I can go home whenever."
I nodded, lying down and pulling the cover over me.
"You're not going to take off your makeup or change?" Ashton asked, laying down, but on-top of the covers.
"My make-up wipes are too far away and this dress is surprisingly comfy." I mumbled, tiredly.
"Let me go get the wipes for you, yeah?" He offered, I was shocked but too tired and emotionally hurt to argue.
He soon came back and I felt my bed sink, and soon enough a cool substance touched my face.
"Don't scrunch up your face!" He laughed, "I'm trying to get all the makeup and that's hard when you're moving."
I sighed and closed my eyes and Ashton rubbed my face harder, indicating that he was having trouble getting my makeup off. "Let me do it." I laughed, opening my eyes.
"Nooooo." He chuckled, "I wanna do it" I laughed, closing my eyes again. "I give up."
I laughed again and sat up, taking the wipe from his hands and doing it myself. "Thanks for trying though."
"Yeah.." He sighed.
I wish Drunk Ashton, was Sober Ashton. And that they'd both leave so I could cry alone.
But I didn't really want him to leave just yet..did I?
"I'm sorry about what Luke did.." He said, as I threw away the dirty wipes and laid back down, my face now bare.
"It's fine, I'm fine." I lied, pulling the covers higher.
"We've known each other our whole lives, yet you keep lying to me." He mumbled. "I hate liars. You know that."
Wow, haha, that was pretty long yeah? :)) How do y'all feel about Drunk Ash? Or the fact that their getting closer again? Luke being a complete dick? Comment your thoughts, babes, I love y'all's comments. Thankyou for reading so far<3 Love y'all