Well I woke up this morning in Mikey's arms... He smelt like last night a mixture of sweat, cigarettes and alcohol. I remember what happened last night and when it replays through my mind many of times I keep remembering more. I do remember getting home and Michael drank a lot more. And honestly I don't blame him. I feel horrible... I just want to tell him how I feel. But I can't. Not yet.
Thing is, he is snoring really loud and he is holding me really hard right now and I want out! But I can't wake him! He's my best friend. Wait. Best friends don't let their best friends sleep. Hehe.
"Mikey wake up its 11:00!" I half shouted half whispered in his ear.
"Nooooo! My head hurts so fucking bad! What happened last night?" He said whining.
"Well first let me get you something for your headache and I will tell you what happened and it's not that great." I said getting up and going to the kitchen to get the medicine. I also fed Jen and let her out to the bathroom.
I got back to my room to find Mikey on his phone. Maybe I lied a little bit when I said I like Calum more than Mikey. Because I feel like I like Michael more.
"Hey I have your meds!"I can't believe that Luke would ever do that to his best friend. I just feel so bad for Michael because he can't remember what happened. Now the hard part telling him it all over again.
"Mikey I know you will get angry but remember I am here!" I told him... Then I told him everything.
"JAZMINE I AM GOING TO KILL LUKE! AND ANNA!WHY?! I lost her and I don't want her back now! She is not worth my time!" He shouted pacing around the room. "Your right Mikey. You should take a break from Luke. Even if he's my brother and one of your best mates."
This is so bad. I just want everything to be fixed but that's impossible. It was Anna and Luke's choice to do this. And I will admit it, it hurt to see Luke and Anna like that after Luke and I just broke up.
"Jazmine I'm gonna go home I will call you later." He said hugging me. "Okay bye," I said into his shoulder "bye." He said kissing the top of my head. He just kissed my head! Okay now I'm getting a little obsessive. But I still can't believe that he kissed the top of my head.
I then went to my bathroom to get ready for the day. Still pondering on if Mikey has feelings for me. He is always nice to be but most people are.
I turned around and started my shower. While that was happening I made sure all my make up was off then I stripped out of my clothes. Seeing the scars I was given. I hate them but they are my battle wounds. I stepped into the shower letting the water trinkle down my entire body. I then put some shampoo in my hand and started massaging it through my hair.
After I finished getting ready I wrapped a towel around me and walked out of my bathroom to my room. I decided on a crop top that said 'Be Confident' and a black mid thigh high skirt. I then spun around and went back to the bathroom and finish getting ready. I started by doing my makeup. I don't bother putting in concealer and foundation only under my veiny eyes and eye lids foundation for the eye shadow. I then put on my eye shadow which was a bronze sparkly gold like shadow then some black eyeliner and mascara. After my makeup was finished I grabbed my blow dryer and started drying my hair. When my hair was try I curled the bottom half of my hair with the top straight. Then I was ready for the day.
I then thought about my morning and I think I know how I feel. I like Micheal Gordon Clifford... What am I going to do? I hope he feels the same way because my feelings are strong.
A/N OMG!!! Guys I really suck! I have not updated in ages Ugh I feel sooo bad but let me sum it up for you I have been soooooooo busy! This is a short update I know but I hope to get a big one in tonight if my softball game gets canceled! I feel horrible! But the story.... what do you think? #Mazmine? Should it happen? IDK you tell me!
Love ya guys! XOXO ~Kylie