"I have to go. I will see you tomorrow Ryan." I said, as I picked my bag up from the floor. "Oh sky." Ryan said. "Yea?" I asked. "Can I take you out to lunch or something tomorrow?" He asked. "Ryan, you know who I am. You know people will go crazy over this. I can't risk anything." I replied. He nodded. "It was worth a try." He said. I laughed. I hugged him, and he walked me out to my car.
"Skylar! Who's this!" Some paparazzi asked. I just kept walking. "Okay, tomorrow, same time?" Ryan asked with his head down. "I can't tomorrow. I have Liz's sweet 16, but maybe the next day."'I replied. He nodded.
The next day, I woke up to screaming. I walked downstairs, to see Calum and Luke talking to each other.
"Just the person we want to see." Luke said grabbing my arm. "What's wrong?" I asked. "This." He said throwing down a magazine, with a picture of Ryan and I hugging, and him kissing my cheek.
"Luke it's not-" "what I think." He finished my sentence. "It's not. Really." I replied. "Well tell me what I am seeing! Because I see you getting close to a guy." Luke said. "He is my therapist." I said. "Yeah. Okay." Luke said. "Really! Here call him. He will tell you." I said dialing Ryan's number.
"Hey sky." Ryan said answering his phone. "Tell Luke you are only my therapist." I said. "Mr. Hemmings, I am only Skylar's therapist. Nothing more." Ryan replied. "Bye Ryan." I said, hanging up.
"You haven't been home, you haven't been helping, you haven't been in the kids' life." Luke said. "I know. And I'm sorry." I replied. "Starting today, I'll be sleeping in the guest room." He said. "Don't. Don't do this." I said. "Are you really going to believe some dumbass reporters! Instead of me! Your wife!" I yelled. Luke kept walking.
*this part is a trigger! If you have problems with self harm, I recommend you not reading this part.*
I was breathing heavy and crying. I needed help, and there was no one to go to. No one would help me. All I am is a girl with problems, who had her first child at sixteen, and married Luke Hemmings. No one would want to help me. So I did what I had to do.
I took my blade that I had stored in a box, and looked at it. "Hello old friend." I said. "Let's meet again." I said, cutting my arm. The first few times, I got a little dizzy, but then, I got better. I looked in the mirror. "Forever and always." I said. "Screw that!" I yelled, taking the necklace off, and throwing it on the floor.
There was a knock on the door. "Mom? Are you okay?" Someone asked. "Liz honey, I'm fine." I replied. "Okay." She said walking away. I wrapped up my arm, and rolled down my sleeves, and walked out.
"Uncle Mikey." I said knocking on his door. He was cuddled with aunt Kylie. "What's up." He replied. "Um. I passed the bathroom, and I heard mom yelling, I don't know-" "Liz, can you go get your dad and send him in here." Uncle Mikey said cutting me off. I nodded.
"Dad, uncle Mikey wants you." I said. "Okay. I'll be right there." He replied. I nodded.
"Liz said she passed the bathroom, and heard sky yelling." I said. "So?" Luke replied. "Do you think she-" "I don't care." He replied. I looked at him. "Luke. Shes your wife. You said you would help her through everything she is going through." I said. "That was before I found out that she is cheating on me." He replied. I rolled my eyes. "Skylar's health is more important than some stupid guy, that is probably gay." I replied. "I really don't care anymore." He said. "What is wrong with you." I said walking out.
"Skylar." I said walking into the bathroom. There was a note on the sink. It read, 'Dear loving family, I'm truly sorry. I can't live with anything like this anymore. I can't live knowing that I can never have a personal life. Who ever is reading this, give this back to Luke, and tell him, forever and always, will turn into something different. Tell Liz that I will be there for her tomorrow. Tell Ashton that I am sorry for being such an awful mother to him. Tell Lucas and Zoe, that I love them dearly. Tell Alex that her father is back in Australia. Pass this letter on. If you're wondering why I am writing this, it's because Luke thinks I am cheating on him. I'm not. If you're wondering why I was screaming, it's because I started again. I needed to. I'm sorry. I will see you all tomorrow. Love, and will never stop, Skylar Marie Williams'
"Shes back to Williams." I said to Calum. "The necklace is in there and so is the ring." He said. I nodded. "Luke doesn't even care." I said. "We need to make some calls." Calum said. I nodded. "I need you to call, Liz, Andrew, Bella, Amber, Sabrina, Tate, Brad, Mr. Williams, Lexi, Ben, Jack." Calum said I nodded. "and there's one more person." He said. "Who?" I asked. "Her mother."