9. chapter 9
the week went by and Luke still hated me,or at least acted like it. i constantly heard the guys practicing next door at Lukes house. i thought it was adorable that they worked so hard. i was getting ready for the concert with the girls. "I wouldn't be surprised if Luke runs off the stage and starts making out with you looking like that." i laughed at Miranda's comment. "very funny. this is your outfit Sabrina if he calls me a whore its your fault." i joked. i was wearing a pair of short blue leaned shorts that barrely covered my butt, w light blue loose crop top that was strapless, and my blue converse to add my own style. i didn't particularly like the outfit because it wasn't my style but i had to admit i looked hot. "lets go before we are late." i laughed then we all rushed out the door. we took my car. we got there just in time. they started to announce everyone. we pushed our way to the front by the stage. there was a couple of really good acts. After about an hour the boys came on. "hey guys we are five seconds of summer and this is our newest original song…maybe you have seen our youtube. I wrote this the other day. its called heartbreak girl so give it up Aussie!" Mikey introduced then they started playing and the lyrics caught my attention. "You call me up,It's like a broken record Saying that your heart hurts That you never get over him getting over you. And you end up crying And I end up lying, 'Cause I'm just a sucker for anything that you do. And when the phone call finally ends, You say, 'Thanks for being a friend,' And we're going in circles again and again" i couldn't believe it Mikey wrote a song about me. i called him crying and at the end i said thanks for being a friend. before i could be too happy about it i had to listen to the chorus. "I dedicate this song to you, The one who never sees the truth, That I can take away your hurt, heartbreak girl. Hold you tight straight through the day light, I'm right here. When you gonna realize That I'm your cure, heartbreak girl?" is he trying to say what i thought he was? does Mikey have a crush on me? he said he never felt anything when we kissed. i continued to listen to the song. "I bite my tongue but I wanna scream out You could be with me now But I end up telling you what you wanna hear, But you're not ready and it's so frustrating He treats you so bad and I'm so good to you it's not fair. And when the phone call finally ends You say, "I'll call you tomorrow at 10," And I'm stuck in the friend zone again and again," he was i couldn't listen anymore i walked odd in the middle of the chorus. i didn't want my best friend to have a crush on me and make this awkward. i walked out to my car and just sat in there waiting for the girls. i turned on my radio and layed my seat back to where i was laying down. after about ten minutes of listening to my blink 182 CD i heard someone knock on my window. i couldn't see who it was but when i rolled down my window it was the security guard. "let me guess you couldn't find two dollars to get into the concert and your waiting for your friends?" He asked i shook my head no. "my best friends are performing and well they just sung a song one of them wrote about me. It pretty much states that he has a huge crush on me and it was sweet but its kind of awkward." i explained. "American i see. That is pretty crazy." he told me. i laughed. He didn't have much to do since everyone was inside and he was just the parking lot security guard so we walked over to the sidewalk attached to the mall and we sat down and he let me tell him everything from when i moved here until now. It was pretty cool. He was about 70 years old. "TANA!" someone yelled my name in the distance. i looked to my right and saw a dark figure walking towards me. "would that be the song writer?" the security guard asked smiling. i looked over at a visible Mikey. i nodded and stood up. "Tana why did you leave?" He asked as if he didn't already know. "That song. It was about me. Isn't it kind of awkward now that i know you have a crush on me?" Mikey blushed. "not unless we make it awkward. we could still be best friends we just know i like you…a lot." i smiled then hugged him. another figure came into view. i pulled away from Michael's hug. it was Luke. i watched as he threw his keys across the parking lot like he was angry. He sat down aggressively on the curb. he buried his head into his arms which was resting on his knee's. "Nice meeting you sir." I told the old man quickly and turned around motioning for Mikey to follow me. we walked over to Luke. "whats wrong?" i asked sitting next to him. He looked up at me with a single tear running down his face. "whats wrong? whats wrong is i can't have the girl i fell in love with because all of my friends like her. i have no idea why it hurts so much…i just…i have to go." he stood up and walked away. I watched as he searched for his keys. "i came with him…i have to go. The concert is over and the girls have found guys to go home with,your free to go." Mikey told me smiling then ran over to help Luke. Michaels POV Luke and I pulled into his driveway. i was staying the night with him to talk about what was wrong with him. Even guys need to vent to their best friends. Since Cal went home with Elizabeth,and Ash went home with Ashley i am the only one left. we walked into his living room and he screamed into a pillow. Luke's POV i didn't know what to do anymore. i try to be a dick to her to get her to hate me but she is so sweet she can't see someone hurt. She saw right through me tonight. thats why i had to leave so early. i try and hate her but somehow every time i call her names or be rude to her,ill put a fake smile on at that moment, but as soon as i get home or to where no one could see me i would want to punch myself in the gut. i don't know why i feel this way. she just moved here two weeks ago. "Dude what is going on with you? you didn't start acting like this until she got here." Mikey told me as i lay face down on my couch. i was crying now because apparently i couldn't control my feelings. Plus all of my friends like her a lot too. i mean Mikey just wrote that song about her. it was a great song,i just hate that its him telling her he should be with her. i lifted my head up and sat up. it only lasted a second because now my arms were on my knee's and my head was laid on my arms. "i think i love her mate." i mumbled. "Mate you can't love her i mean she has only been here for-" I cut him off. "I KNOW! i don't understand it. i try to hate her but i can't. I LOVE HER MIKEY!" i shouted. i had tears rolling down my face. Not because of her but because i am scared. i can't control it. when Cal kissed her that day,i couldn't help but be mad. i had no control over myself.