12. Friday: December 12th, 2014
I want to thank Kirsten Stemen for standing up for me. I really do appreciate it! Not many ppl do that for me.
I am having a lazy day today...I'm wearing black boots, grey leggings, a grey and neon pink shirt that is huge on me, and my hair is in a bun on top of my head.... My throat is killing me and I have a fever but I'm at school. I just found out what finagle means! It is hilarious...it means- obtain (something) by devious or dishonest means. See?
I'm going to tell you all again yesterday's journal was not directed towards anyone! and it is making me feel upset that some of you would think it is you!
Jasmine, I'm sorry for what ever I have done to you to make you hate me. I truly am. It hurts to know that our friendship doesn't mean a thing to you. We have known eachother since first grade, for God's sake. And, it doesn't mean a thing to you. I have just sat there and thought of doing bad things to my self because I know you wouldn't care. I have just sat there and cried and cried and cried because of you. I have no clue what I did to deserve this. But all I'm asking is that is stops. There is no need for you to cuss your brains out at me. Now is there? Do whatever, tell everyone what a bad person I am, spread rumors about me, I don't care because I know they aren't true and if someone believes them then they aren't a true friend either. I am also sorry if it is over Sam, because he did say that he is over you, and I did not steal him from you. If you want to be technical he started talking to me first. And to be honest, I love him a lot and he loves me a lot. What you guys 'had' is over, now me and him 'have' something. And don't treat me like crap just because I said this, because it is the truth and I have had at!