7. December 6th
It's 3am and you're at the airport with Justin, Destiny and Alfredo. Before that Justin and you had a wonderful night and date.
"I'm gonna miss you so much baby" he whispers against your lips as a tear falls down his cheek. "I'm gonna miss you so much too Justin" you whisper as the tears make their way down your cheeks. "Don't cry baby.. We're gonna be together soon" he wipes away the tears and looks into your eyes, "I love you baby.. And we'll figure something out.." "I hope so" you sniffle, "it's just unbearable to say goodbye to you again.." "I know.. It is for me too.. Everything's gonna be fine.. I promise you" he kisses you, "we still have one hour together.." "I know but it's only one hour" you look down. "Look princess... But it's one hour.. It's better than a second... We'll see each other soon.. I love you so much" he pecks your forehead, making you smile. "I love you too.. Very much.." you smile. "Are we gonna meet again before Christmas Eve?" he asks looking into your eyes. You shrug, "don't know.. I gotta check my schedule first babe.. But I think so.." "I hope so" he takes some hair behind your ear smiling.
"I don't wanna let go again" you say once again. There's half an hour left and hole inside of you starts to grow.
The hole starts to grow inside of you as the minutes go by. "I don't wanna let go either.. But we have to... Just till the 24th of December baby... It won't be long.. I promise" you stroke her cheek. A tear makes its way down her soft cheek. You wipe it away, "don't cry baby... Please.." "Do you want me to cry now when you're there to comfort me or do you want me to cry at home where I'm alone and there's no one to comfort me?" she sniffles looking up at you. You chuckle, "I don't want you to cry alone.. I wanna make you feel better.." "Okay then we agree" she smiles.
"I love you so much.. It's not even possible" you say and kiss her, "it hurts.. The way I love you hurts.. Whenever you're not here with me I'm missing you and the only thing that can make me feel better is being with you.. No matter what we're doing.. Just looking at you is enough.. You make me happy.." "You too Justin" she says the tears streaming down her cheeks. "Why are you crying baby?" you ask. "Because it was so beautiful.. And I have to go soon.. And then you just tell me this.. It's not fair" she sobs.
You smile at her, "you're welcome beautiful.. And don't think about that you have to leave soon.."
"But I can't Jus" she sobs, "I have this hole inside of me when I think about that you won't be there with me till the 24th of December.." "I will.. In your heart baby.. We'll have a Christmas Eve together next year.. I'm on a break remember.. We have all next year together," you smile, "I'll figure something out.. My last show is in Miami 23rd of December and then I have to do something I can't remember and then I'm gonna fly to LA the 24th of December... And I'll meet you.. And by the way I think my mom will join you again.."
"But it's such a long time" she complains. "I know it'll be okay baby" you kiss her forehead. "I know" she smiles.
When she leaves you both cry like crazy and then you drive back to your hotel.
"I can't handle this anymore" you mumble, "I have to get home.." "Justin that's a bad idea" you hear Scooter say. You turn around to him, "I can't do this Scooter.. I wanna get back to her.. I know I'll screw if up okay.. I know I'll go to a club... That's how I am.. If I don't get to be with her I have to be with another girl.. I get lonely Scooter.. I have to have her with me.."
"Justin.. I'll make sure you won't go anywhere" Scooter says. "But I'll screw up anyway" you exclaim, "I know it.." "Then don't do anything.. Call her.. Skype.. Do anything to make you stay away from any other girls.. You've done it in 6 months.. You can do it another month" he says smiling. "Haha very funny" you laugh a fake laugh.
"Don't do anything you'll regret okay" he says and walks away.