28. December 23rd
"Look fake snow" you giggle looking at Justin, "we can't even go outside, because of you dork.." "You were the one to leave me" he defends himself. "I had a very good reason" you say. "And by the way I knew that it was the last chance I got" he looks down. "Yeah but I'm here now as you can see" you smile at him and peck his lips. "You are and I can't tell you how grateful I am" he smiles at you. You just smile at him. You love him. You really do love him. Too much to let go, but you know you have to sometime. You just want next year with him, just to see if he knows how to do that. Then you'll decide.
"Let' a focus on something else" he says, "what about we play Singstar or something like that?" "Yeah we can do that.. But I can't sing so we'll play basketball" you smile.
"I beat yo ass Biebs" you exclaim, "first time in forever.." He chuckles at you, "beginner's luck..." "I know. But somehow I can't help but think, if it really is because I'm really good at this" you tease him. He shrugs, "maybe.. Let's try again.."
After several hours of basket ball he sits up and you put a pillow on his lap and lay your head on it - of cause where his leg isn't broken -. Then he starts stroking your hair and you love it. You hear him mumble something, but you can't really make a sentence up in your head that would match so you just smile. "I love you... Even though I can't always show you I really do love you and I hope you'll never leave me" he whispers. You pretend you're asleep. "You asleep princess?" he asks. You take a deep breath in and slowly breath out. "Sleep tight babe... You need sleep" he strokes your forehead and cheek.
"She has been sleeping in forever... I'm getting bored" you say. "Justin you have to learn to be alone.. Not to get attention all the time" your mom says. You sigh, "fine.. But I can't really do anything.. I'm in a wheelchair.." "Then play sudoku" she says and gives you a paper with sudoku on. You sigh and look at it, "fine.."
"I did it" you exclaim and look at your mom, "I solved it.." "No you didn't sweetheart look again.. There's two fours over in that row" she smiles and points at the last row. "God dammit" you exclaim and look at it again.
"This time I did it" you exclaim once again. "You did.. After two hours you've solved the easiest one" your mom teases. "Give me a harder one then" you say. She gives you a paper and you start solving it.
"It's impossible" you sigh. "What's impossible?" you hear *y/n*'s voice. Finally, you think smiling at her. "Oh sudoku.. It's not really impossible.. This ones goes there and this one there..." and she keeps going on like that till she has solved it.
"You would probably be better at it if you had finished high school babe" she teases. "Shut it *y/l/n*" you say annoyed, "I can do it.. If I want to.."