21. December 17th
"Why did you do this Justin?!" you cry as you break down in tears. Yesterday Justin drove after you and ended up in a car crash and you don't know if he's going to survive.
"You crazy fool... We broke up you didn't have to drive after me" you exclaim as you look at him. Then Alfredo comes in with tears in his eyes, "hey.." You fall into his arms and cry your eyes out, "why did he have to do it Alfredo? Why does he love me that much? Why couldn't he just be angry with me, then he wouldn't have followed me and we wouldn't be here.." "Because that's how life is *y/n*.." he sniffles. "I hate you Justin... I hate myself.. Why?" you sob into Alfredo's chest. "Don't hate anyone.. It isn't your fault.."
"But look at him... He's miserable" you look at the love of your life as you feel a knife through your heart. This doesn't feel like christmas, you think. "I love you Justin.."
"But Alfredo it is my fault.. If I never broke up with him he wouldn't have driven after me and he wouldn't be here" you sob, "I'll never see him again.." "*y/n* you'll see him again, I promise" he strokes your back.
"I still love him Alfredo.. I really do and I don't wanna let him go.. I want him back.. I want him and his mistakes... I want him... Even though he can be stupid, I want him back... I can live with his mistakes, I just want him here," you cry your eyes out. "I know *y/n*... And you'll get him back.. I promise... He'll wake up" he says. You pull away and look at him, "have you told Pattie?" "Yeah she's on her way... Actually she's here in an hour" he mumbles on the edge to break down in tears. You understand him. He has been Justin's best friend for a long time. "I'm sorry to say this *y/n*, but you have to tell the world what happened" you hear Scooter's voice. Sniffling you look at him, "I-I can't Scooter..." "Give me your phone I'll do it for you" he says, tears in his eyes. Justin has always been like a son to him. You give him your phone and see a doctor standing in the doorframe. "I'm gonna have to ask to leave the room we have to do some tests on him" he smiles carefully. How can he even smile, you think angrily. "I'll leave but how can you even smile this isn't funny" you exclaim annoyed, as you walk out. "Sorry ma'am.. I don't wanna look mad either" he says apologizing. You nod, "sorry I'm just not exactly happy right now..."