~~Chapter 4 - Torture~~
It's been a week since that whole Mikey sex situation and well life has for worse. By worse I mean Mikey's bulling has become more of a everyday torture. The only good thing that's come out of moving to England is I've become closer to my step-dad and Catalina. I'm currently getting dressed for school as it's friday so the last day of this week seeing Mikey's face until I go back on monday. I hear a knock at my door. I open it to see Cat standing there with a huge smile on her face. "Morning Lukey" she smiled.
"Morning Cat" I sigh.
"What's up?" she asked.
"Nothing, I just don't wanna go to school"
"Why? has Mikey done something to you again?"
"No he hasn't"
"Okay come on we better get going" she takes hold of my hand and drags me out of my room.
I arrive at school with this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach and I look around the corridor for Mikey but he isn't here yet. I begin walking to my locker when something grabs my wrist and pulls me into the janitors closet. I see the light get switched on and the guy I've been avoiding all morning standing in front of me. I sigh and pull my hand out of his grip. I turn to walk out when he spins me around and press my body against the wall. "Get the fuck off me" I spit.
"No" he replies.
"Cause I need to do something"
"Don't you dare, haven't you bruised me enough" I pull away once again but get shoved back against the wall. I feel a shooting pain in my back and I let out a yelp.
"Sorry but I can't have you out of my life"
"You said you can't be with me remember"
"Well I've changed my mind"
"I'm not some toy you can use when you want sex"
"Luke it isn't like that"
"Fuck off Mikey" I pull away and make a break for it before he could pull me back I tripped over my bag that was laying on the floor.
"Shit" I curse. Mikey hold out his hand and hesitantly take it and he pulls me up to my feet. I feel a bolt of electricity course through my vains. I pull my hand away but only to have Mikey's lips crashed against mine. I push on his chest but I seems more like I'm pulling closer to me. I break the kiss to catch my breath.
"I'm -" Mikey says before I cut him off.
"Don't say it... I don't wanna hear anymore of your shit" I stomp out of the janitors closet. I walk to my locker and grab my history books. I slam my locker shut and speed walk to history. I take me seat at the back of the class which happens to be near Mikey. The rings signalling class is about to start. I open my book and begin reading the lessons objectives. I feel something hit the back of my head but I brush it off. It happens again and I pick up the screwed up paper and open it. I read the word scribbled onto the paper.
You. Luke are a faggot and deserve to die
I feel another one thrown at my head and I begin to read that one.
You don't deserve to live... Luke you need to die you homo bastered!
I see another two more screwed up balls of paper and I pick then up and begin reading them.
Luke your nothing but a dick suckers and butt fucker.
GO DIE YOU HOME FREAK. YOU DONT DESERVE TO LIVE.
I began to feel tear fall down my face and then out of no where a ruler is slapped against my back. It happens agains and the pain is excruciating. I yelp a little to myself. I hold back my tear as I feel a warm liquid trickle down my back. The end of lesson bell rings and I run out of the class to my locker, grab my spare top and sprint into the toilets. I make sure the toilet is empty and pull my shirt over my head and I look at the ruler mark on my back with blood oozing out of it. I try to clean my back but it's a massive fail. I pull my clean top on and pull my jacket on as well to hide the blood that's come onto my t shirt. I hear the door fly open and Mikey and his disciples form a circle round me and I feel my heart pounding ten to the dozen. "look what we have here" Mikey smiled evilly.
"I can smell faggot" a tall brown haired guy commented.
"Oh it's only Luke Kingstone" another one added. I began to move when I was pulled back and slammed against the wall. The event of this morning come back to me and I sigh cause it's much worse then that now. I get lost in my thoughts when a hard fist flys into my face causing me to fall to the ground. my face get connected with another few punches while my ribs and stomach get kicked and stamped on.
Mikey and his posse eventually leave and I lay on the floor with a bloodied up face and bruises ribs and stomach. I pull myself off the floor with horrific pain shooting all over my body. I wash my face as see it all cut and swollen in places. I grab my bag and sprint out of the school onto the bus and straight home. I've been at school for 1 hour and I'm already coming home early. I slam the front door shut and race upstairs to my room. I lock my door and I walk into my bathroom. I run a bath and strip down to my underwear and look at my badly bruised and swollen torso. I sit in my warm bath, I hiss as the water touches the ruler cut on my back. I lay there for about 5 minute letting my body relax and the pain ease a slight bit. If my mum found out I was being bullied she'd kick off and if Charlie found out the person who did this would be dead. Mikey and the sex a week ago pops into my head and put a smile onto my face. I know what your thinking why is he thinking about him bully. well let my say this to you... I think I've fallen in love with him.
I climb out of my bath and wrap a towel around my bottom half. I take the plug out of the bath and watch the water go down the drain. I dry my body and shove on some boxers and long pj bottoms and a old band tee. I look at my wrists and at the razor on the side of my bathroom sink. I walk up to my sink and pull the plastic razor apart. I stare at the blade that I have between my thumb and forefinger. I look at my wrist once more before take the blade across my wrist. I do that action a few more time over my wrist and I see I have 6 cuts. The blood seeps out and I feel a relief and happiness as I watch the blood take away all my pain and misery. I clean the blade and hide it in a little box at the back of my cabinet. I clean my wrist and wrap a bandage around it. I walk into my bed and unlock my phone. 2 missed calls from Mikey and 1 text from Catalina. I read the text from Cat.
Catalina: Hey Lukey, where are you as I'm waiting for you in the hall message me back ASAP. Xxx
I replied back.
Me: I went home as I felt quite sick and tired. xxx
Catalina: Okay I'll come and talk when I'm working :) xxx
Me: okay see ya later xxx
I lock my phone and curl up in ball on my bed and close my eyes. Please god if your real give me something to live for.
I hear a knock on my door which wake me up form my nap. I look at the time 05:45pm. shit I've slept for hours. I climb out of bed and walk toward my bedroom door. I unlock it and see Mikey stood at my door. For fuck sake why can't he leave me alone for once. "Fuck off Mikey" I say closing the door. he shoves his foot before it can close.
"Can we talk" he asked.
"It's not like I have a choice so come in"
"Thanks" he closes the door behind him.
"What do you want"
"You to understand I never mean to hurt you at school, I just -"
"You just want do it to show that your straight and that you don't have feeling for me well congratulations you have succeeded on that now piss off" I shout.
" I like you Luke but I can't be in a relationship with you because of my rep"
"I don't care anymore... I don't even like you no more"
"That's a lie"
"Oh really well how can I like a guy who beats the crap out of me"
Mikey takes a step closer to me and I can't move as my feet are glued to the stop. "That doesn't work on me"
"Really" he says closing the gap between us.
"Really" I say as his hands cups my cheek and his lips inches away from mine. I feel his minty breath brush against my lips. I close my eyes as I make our lips connect. we begin moving toward my bed and I may down with Mikey's body hovering over me. Shit! why am I doing this.
"I want you luke" he moans again my lips.
"I want you too" I gasp. his hand travel down my body into my boxers. Mikey wraps his hand around my dick and begin pumping. I moan really loud so Mikey kisses me to shut me up. His pumps become faster and harder. I reach my climax and cum in his hand. He pulls his hand away and I climb out of bed and strip so I can change my boxers. I feel arms wrap round my waist while I'm pulling up my boxers. I turn round in his arms and look at him. "what are we Mikey? as I'm getting confused" I sigh.
"I don't know but I do know that I like you but I can the with you if you get what I mean" I nodded as I understood where he was coming from kind of. I sighed and pulled out of his arms.
"I like you a lot but you can't keep hitting me to prove a point to people"
"I'm really sorry about that"
"It's fine but I won't forgive you if you do it again okay"
He nodded and pecked my lips. I smile and hug him. "please don't hurt me again"
"I promise I won't"
"I'm keeping you to that"
I crawl back into bed with Mikey cuddling me to sleep. Maybe this is my something good I hope...
So in the next chapter you will meet Jareth the new American guy :)