~~Chapter 7 - Date Night~~
All week I've been waiting for a text from Jerath saying when to date is and to be honest I still haven't recieved none. I don't blame him but at the end of the I did give mikey a handjob. I feel lonely without Jerath eventhough I've only known him for a few days I feel like I've lost part of me. I sigh heavy and bang my head against the frame of my bed. "Sucks to be you" I hear Charlie pip in.
"Fuck off, Its not like your being the big brother lately. Going out, drinkinh and shagging random lasses" I snap.
"Oh god Luke's on his man period" Charlie added.
"Fuck off Charlie"
"Go suck mikeys dick. oh wait you've already done that what about Jerath's... wait hes not talking to you.. so you don't have nobodies dick to suck"
"GET OUT" I yell and throw a pillow at his face.
"Okay.. I'm going" He said and closed my door. I sigh again and bang my head once again, against the bed frame. Why couldn't Jarath understand it didnt mean to happen or that I had no idea he was going to come into my bathroom. Its all Mikey's fault he's done nothing but ruin my life along with Thomas. Now I've lost Jerath the only guy that might actually like me and want to be with me. I can't believe he told me to leave him in the nurses office. The rest of that day was a massive blurr because all I worried about was Jerath and all I wanted to do was beat Mikeys fine ass.
As I place Jerath on the doctors bed, I feel nothing but guilt and stupidity curse through my already emotionally damanged veins. Nurse Liv looks at me with a smile on her face and placed a hand on my shoulder. "You like him don't you?" She asked and nod slowly.
"It's my fault this happened though" I say in a quiet voice. I take hold of Jeraths hand and squeeze it gently. Nurse Liv takes his temperature, heart rate and blood pressure before looking at me with a smile.
"He's going to be fine all he need is his nose and eye cleaned and some rest, I'm happy for you both to stay here till the end of school and I'll inform your teachers that your both resting in here" She suggests and I nod. Nurse Liv leaves the room and I look at Jeraths lightly concious body. I use my other hand to stroke his cheek and I blush when his eyes shoot open and I retracted my hand as fast as i could but not fast enough for him to pull it back to his face.
"Why did you stay luke?" he asked and I looked at the floor in embarresment.
"I felt guilty that you had your face beaten because of me" I answer him and look up slowly and his reaction changes from happy to sad in the space of 0.2 seconds.
"Yeah well, I should hate you but I can't maybe you should just leave" He said quietly, I scanned his face for an explination but all i saw was hurt and heartbreak. I shake my head and refuse and i hear him sigh extreamly heavy.
"FUCK SAKE JUST LEAVE" He yelled and I was taken back. I let go of his hand and grabbed my bag before leaving the nurses office. I took one last glance at him before I left. I notices my eyes getting all glosy as the tears fell more and more down my eyes. I pulled out my phone and quickly sending him a text of how sorry I actually am. I leave school grounds and took a steady walk home because I needed to clear my head. "I'm such a massive fuck up" I yell to myself and lets the tears fall even more.
(End of flash back)
I feel the tears rolling down my cheeks as I recall that event like it was yesterday. I cuddle up to my pillow and sob. I pull my top and joggy bottoms off and climb back into bed. I feel my eyes close shut as I drift into a peaceful sleep.
"Luke" I hear a vioce in my ear.
"Luke" I heat it again.
"LUKE" I hear it once more and feel a violent shove. My eyes open slowly and I see charlie standing over me, I groan and push him away.
"You need to answer your phone its been ringing for the last 3 hours" He sais as he threw something onto my chest. I grab the object and see 36 missed calls from Jerath. My eyes open wide and unlock my phone. I click Jeraths name and I hit the call button. I press the phone against my ear and listen to the ringing noise.
"Finally" Jerath voice sounds through the phone.
"Sorry I was asleep" I say and a smile appears on my face.
"It's okay, so about our date how about tonight at 8 and I'll pick you up" He said and I could tell he was nervous about saying that but I'm glad I did.
"Okay sure, to be honest I thought you wasnt going to take me on one" I smile and begin to get all giddy and feel the butterflies in stomach.
"I wasn't going too"
"Oh" I said as I felt my heart shatter.
"But I couldnt stop thinking about you and I wanted to see you again and then i remeber about the date i asked you on and well I thought that would be a good time to see you"
"Well, I'll let you get back to your beauty sleep and I'll see you tomorrow handsome"
"Bye.. cutie" I say and I hang up the phone. I hold the phone the my beating heart and smile happily. Shit! I only have 24 hours to prepare myself. I unlock my phone and click Catalina's name ready to call her when she barges though my bedroom door.
"Lets get you ready for this date!" She cheered and I nodded.
"Are you physic or something" I asked her as I crawled to the edge of my bed.
"NO but i know you need my help babe" She smiled and raided my wardrobe.
"Fine" I say and head to my bathroom to take a shower. I open the shower door and turn the water on. I let it run for a few before slipping out of my clothes and hopping into the shower. I feel relaxed as the water cascades down my naked body. I grab the sponge and squirt linx body wash onto it and rub it all over my body. I watch the soapy bubbles disapear with the water along with any emotions I have of Mikey. I stay in the shower for a couple more minutes before turning of the shower head and climbing out. I grab the closest towel and notice a piece of paper fall onto the floor. I pick it up and sit on the side of the bath tub. I unfold the paper and begin to read the messy hadn writing.
near in a million year would I ever hit and kicked a gay guy but when you arrive to at the mansion and I first layed my eyes onto you. I instantly knew that you was going to be trouble for me so to stop it I did the only thing I knew how to which was kick ten balls of shit out of you then appologise and make you feel good while making me feel amazing as well. But when you met that new guy I got extreamly jealous because not only could he have a proper relationship with you but he could come out about being gay and I can't cause I know I'll loose everything I have going for me. I love you Luke but I can't loose my popularity, friends or reputation because of you. I wish I could just be with you but I guess I can't and you've already moved on before I had fully decided what I wanted to do.
cya around kid,
I feel my cheek become wet as the tears roll down my cheeks. I hate that he couldn't be with me because he was scared of loosing his rep but I also hate him because he's allowing me to move on and it isnt fair. I wipe my eyes and grab the lighter from my cupboard. I light the paper and through it out of the bathroom window. I'm not going to keep it cause i know full well that i'll never get what I want from him. I walk back into the bedroom and see 3 gorgeous outfits layed out on my bed. "WOW" I say utterly speachless.
"What took so long?" Cat asked.
"A letter from mikey, I burnt it so I can't ever look at it again and I can move on" I say sort of confident.
"You know he never writes letter to people"
"I don't really care to be honest, not after what he's done to me"
"I agree but I'm just saying you must be special to him to write a letter to someone"
"Can we change the topic?"
"Sure, so which do you like the most"
"Hmm. how about the black skinnies, Red tight fitting top and Black leather jacket with my military boots?" I say moving the clothes about on my bed. Cat thinks about it for a while and agrees.
"Thats really good skills Luke"
"Thanks" I blush and quickly pull my clothes on cheeking the time and seeing Jerath will be here in 20 minutes. I let Cat style my hair and straighten out my outfit before I give myself a quick sprey of lynx and tap some after shave onto my face and neck. I smile at my reflection in the mirror and hug Catalina tightly.
"Thanks babe for everything" I smile and kiss her cheek before leaving my room and heading down the stairs. I notice 3 people sat in the living room. My mum, step dad and .... "Jerath" I gasp and look at him then the clock on the wall.
"Your early" I say recovering myself.
"I wanted to meet your family before taking you out plus we live across the road remember" He laughs and I giggles slightly.
"Well it was a pleasure meeting you Jerath please take care of my boy for me" My mother said and gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
"later Mum, bye Dad" I say and leave the house with Jerath next to me. I smile at him and slip my hand into his, giving it a quick squeeze. I climbed into his convertable and strap myself in. Jerath sits in the driver seat and starts the engine. I place my hand on his thigh, slowly stroking it up and down.
"Oh god Luke stop" He breathed, I smiled and I continued taking my hand further up his thigh closer to his crotch. I notice him pull into side of the road and look at me.
"I said stop but you moved it up and now I'm turned on to fuck" He groans unfastening his seat belt and leaning over to me. I blush and unfasten mine. He pulls me onto his lap so I was straddling him. His lips soon connect with mine and the kiss becomes hot and passionate. His hands slide up my top and rubs my sides and stomach. I tug at his hair gently earning a groan from his lips.
"I thought we was going on a date" I laugh slightly.
"Change of plans, I'm to turned on for that.... wait stop!" He said pushing me back slightly.
"I want our first time together to be after a couple of date and we become offical" he says look into my eyes, I nod and climb off of his lap and buckle myself into the passenger seat again. I look at the window as Jerath starts the enginie and pulls back into the main road. I'm slightly pissed that he didnt let me have a little fun but I don't wanna rush things like I did with Mikey... I wan't to actually work and be a couple with Jerath like him with me. I sat quietly till we pulled up in front of the local movie theatre and climb out. I take his hand and he's the one to squeeze it.
"Two for The Hobbit please" Jerath said pulling out his wallet and paying for our tickets but when it came to the popcorn and drinks I paided for them. We took our seats at the back of the cinema and I placed my head on his shoulder and tooks our hand together again, playing with his fingers and stroked them gently. I couldnt be happied with Jerath but a part of me wishes I was doing this with Mikey instead. I sigh and watch the film, feeling Jerath kiss the top of my head.
"I know you wish I was Mikey" He whisper into my ear. Ping of guilt runs through my veins and I can't help but look at him.
"Not at all, I want to be with you Jerath, yeah Mikey was a big part of my life but I'm with you now" I say a little louder then expected. Everyone turned round and shushed us, I blushed and layed my head back on his shoulder.
When the film finished, we left the cinema and headed back to the car. I climbed in and smiled when we pulled into the italian pizza place. I gave him a quick kiss and smile, feeling all giddy inside. The waitress shows us to our table and I order the peperionni pizza with extra cheese as Jereth ordered the hawaiin pizza also with extra cheese. The waitress kept flirting with Jerath and he flirted back but I just kept eating my pizza and ingoring it sort of. I swear to god if she doesnt stop flirting with him I'm getting up and storming out of this place. I watch the waitress walk over and offer us water, I decline and Jerath accepts. The girl leaned over the table with her top button unfastened showing her celvage to Jerath. I stand up and walk away from table and out of the resturaint. I begin to walk in the direction of the way we came. I can't believe he flirted with her infront of me like I wasnt even there. I hear my name being called but Ignore it when I'm spun round and a pair of lips are crashed against mine. I kiss back instantly and wrap my arms around his neck. We pull away and lean our foreheads together. "Where do you think your fine ass is going?" He smirked and I blushed.
"Away from that tart of a waitress" I say and look into his eyes.
"You got jealous" he laughted lightly.
"No not at all" I say and roll my eyes.
"C'mon lets go home and watch some films" He says and takes my hand, walking us in the direction of the car. The drive was pleasent but when we got back to mine it was so much better. We cuddled and watched movies all night.. well till I fell asleep into his arms. To be honest I think I feel asleep with a huge smile on my face. Jerath is the reason behind the smile and the fast pace of my heart.
So Mikey wrote Luke a little letter... What do you guys think of it?
Lukes date with Jerath went well sort of.... Luke is starting to fall for Jerath I think which I think is good tbh.
So comment and tell what you think of the story so far and if you want me to change something for future chapters let me know your idea's cause all are taken in to account.