I can't believe I told him and he was totally chill about it. It still made me a little uneasy not being overly sure who's the baby was, but I'm very confident that it's Niall's. Let's just hope it comes out with at least blue eyes, they're both natural brunettes so that won't be a problem, my hair is naturally curly so if it came out with blue eyes and brown curly hair, no issues, no questions. But if it comes out with brown curly hair and crystal green eyes, I'm fucked.
It made my stomach turn a little just thinking about it, I know for a fact that Harry wouldn't be as happy as Niall if it was actually his. I sighed and got out of bed, tonight was the last night of the tour and I was more than ready to just relax and spend time with Niall. He's different though, like last night we all went out and he made sure I only drank juice or water, he wouldn't let anyone get to close to me incase they ever hit me and I lost the baby. I didn't mind at all, I liked how he was so protective of me.
The other boys I think are putting two-n-two together though. Liam was eyeing me at the bar last night, asking with his eyes why I was drinking orange juice and it not having any rum in it. I just looked away from him and downed the juice, this was going to be fucking awkward.
I looked at Harry who was still passed out on his bed, "Harry." I whispered and poked his cheek, his eyes slowly opened and he looked at me. "It's time to get up." I said and he closed his eyes again. "Harry." I said louder this time.
"No, five more minuets." He hissed and gently pushed my leg.
"No now." I said and pulled the blankets off him, revealing his boxers and bare torso. I laughed at him and his cow boxers, "They're comfy to sleep in okay." He grumbled and sat up, putting his feet over the side of the bed.
"Can I ask you something?" He said as he stopped at the bathroom door. I nodded my head while pulling out an outfit for today and packing my suitcase, running around making sure I've got everything. "Are you pregnant?" He asks and I drop everything.
"Why are you asking that?" I said and stood up fully, looking at him with squinted eyes.
"Because, you didn't drink last night and Niall's been pretty protective over you. Also, you're getting sick like four times a day and morning sickness doesn't just hit you in the morning." He explained while putting on a pair of sweats and walking over to me. He sat down on the edge of my bed, I was only a few inches away from him as my suitcase was right in front of the end of the bed. "Are you?" He asked again.
I gulped, "Yes." I said and he sighed, his hand hanging low before looked at me again. "Is it mine?" His voice was soft, I figured he'd loose his shit. I shook my head, "You know this for sure? You know for sure that it's not mine?" He said and his hands grabbed my hips, pulling me toward him where he set me on his lap. "Promise?" He said as his lips grazed my neck.
"I'm sure, it was only one night." I said with a low voice, pulling myself off him.
"I would be there if it was mine, just so you know. Niall probably won't be there enough." He spoke to me.
I turned to him, "And you want to me believe that you would be there whenever you go home? Harry, you came home drunk every night whenever I was with, I don't think so." I scuffed at him.
"Is that why you're saying it's Niall's? Because you're scared I won't be there?" He said with a flip of his eyebrow.
"Harry stop, it's not yours." I said and swatted at his hands that tried to grab me again. "I'm going home with Niall, I won't be on tour with you guys again because my contract ends in a week. I'll probably only ever see you whenever you're with Niall, even if." I said and turned back to getting my suitcase ready. "You need to get ready." I said and he nodded, getting up off the bed and walking to the bathroom.
I pulled my hair back with a clip and changed really quickly, looking at myself in the mirror really quick and pulling a sweater over my shoulders really quickly. Harry stepped out of the bathroom a few minuets later with black skinnies on and a blue-ish black v neck t shirt. His hair was pulled back by a bandanna and he sprayed himself with Axe.
He grabbed his suit case and walked out the door without saying one word to me. I shrugged and looked around the room one more time just to make sure and then walked out the door also, everything was piled high on my suit cases. "Let me." Niall said and tried to grab my suitcases.
"Niall no, you have your own to carry. I think I'm good." I giggled and pecked his nose. He scrunched his face up and I followed him down the hall way. We were in the elevator waiting for it to go down, honestly, this was the most awkwardest elevator rid I've ever taken. It's like whenever you go to the doctor's office and someone really smelly walks in there with you without your permission and you're trying not to throw up. Yeah, it was that awkward.
Niall's arm was placed around my hips, making me melt into him and I leaned my head on his side. I was excited to go back home with him, I missed his mom and Theo, as for Greg... He can kiss my ass. I was actually a little bit scared to know what he would have to say about me having Niall;s baby, and I'm more than sure he's not going to think highly of it.
"Where are we doing our show tonight?" I asked.
"The Super Dome." Liam said with a smile, I 've never been there but I've heard it's huge. I loved the feel of Australia, the hot air hitting your face as soon as you step out and the sun beating on your skin. I loved that feeling,I loved being tan! I got really excited whenever Liam said we were going to the beach this morning, I already had my bathing suit on under neath my white tank top and dark blue shorts.
Thank God I'm not showing yet, that would be bad.
We piled our stuff on to one of the buses and went in the car that was waiting out back for us to take us to the beach before our show. I was more than excited, I ran to the car and jumped in the front seat, clapping my hands together as I waited for the others. My face was glued to the window as we pulled up to the beach, the boys laughed at me whenever I almost tripped out the door and ran to the waves, spreading my arms out as the waves splashed against me. I screamed whenever I was picked up from behind and spun around. I grabbed on to Niall's neck and laughed.
"I love hearing you laugh." He said into the kiss he gave me. He walked back to the other guys that were waiting up on the hot, white sand and sat down with me still in his arms- bridle style. "So, what are you going to name it.' Harry said causally. Niall and I both shot him a dirty look as he munched on a chip. "Well?" He pushed. The other three looked at us, waiting for an explanation.
"Thanks you fucking dick." Niall said with such venom I felt it. "We're not picking names yet." He said like a little kid, he might as well of stuck his tongue out at him.
"Whoa wait." Louis said laughing, his hands out. "Braelynn's not.." We both looked at him, "Are yo- What the fuck Nialler!" He screamed and jumped up, pulling Niall away from and picking him up. "You're going to be a daddy!" He said a little too loud. I jumped up and shoved my hand over his mouth, "Shh!" I screeched at him. He dropped Niall, literally, and covered his own mouth.
I could Harry scuff at us, I rolled my eyes at him. What a baby, he doesn't need a child, he is one. I took my shirt off and my shorts, laying out a towel and laying on it. I really liked this bathing suit, it was a hot pink colour with black lines on it.
[that's not what braelynn looks like, just the bathing suit!]
I was so excited to start tanning! Niall laid down with me while the others went to play in the water. He had his shirt off, showing off his nicely toned muscles in the stomach and arms, making me drool. "I'm so happy to have you." He said and kissed my cheek. "I can't wait to take you home with me again and tell my mom that you're having my child and that I'm so so excited!"
"Aw, baby." I said to him and touched his cheek. His hand rubbed my belly in circles, leaving kisses all over it. "I don't know if you can hear me yet, but you're the best that's ever happened." Niall spoke softly to my belly, making my giggle. I played with his hair as he laid his head on my stomach, just whispering things that I couldn't hear. His lips pressed to it before he came back up to face me. He kisses my face all over, "Niall stop." I said through giggles.
After we all played in the water, throwing the football around and splashing each other we all relaxed more on the sand. I could feel myself burning a little but that was okay, a nice tan would look good on me, my skin was a little pale. I liked being able to show Niall affection without worrying about who was watching or taking pictures, I liked how he told people were actually together.
It took months of us being quiet, I didn't even think that he was going to do it. But one night, before the concert in Texas, we got into a huge fight. During the concert he told everyone that were, indeed, a couple and people took it extremely well. Some blew my twitter up with mean and nasty tweets, others were applauding us. I was just wondering how we were going to tell people about this little situation, I want to wait because there's always that just in case moment. You're not suppose to tell anyone unless you past 12 weeks, even then something could still happen.
After a few hours at the beach we had to pack up for rehearsals. We met a few fans outside of the beach and we all took pictures with them, I was a little scared because they kept hitting and punching me in the stomach to either get to me, or to one of the boys. I just put my hands over my stomach for a little bit of a barrier. We got back in the car and drove off to the venue where we could shower off and get ready. This was going to be an emotional show, that's for sure.
"It's on baby let's get lost, you don't need to call into work because you the boss. for real I want you to show me how you feel, I consider myself okay that's a big deal. " I finally had a head set mic so I could dance and still sing without having much trouble. "Some call it arrogant, I call it confident. Beauty's inside when you what I'm working with. Damn, I know I'm killing you with them legs, or maybe my thighs, better yet my smile." I was having so much fun!
"I walk like this 'cause I can back it up!" I went right into the dance with the dancers, my smiled never fading as I did so. This was my last song of the night, my last performance.
I caught my breath before I stood at the end of the run away and touched the hands of all my fans and stood up straight. " I just wanted to say I can't thank you enough! I wish I could be here all night, but I can't and sadly, this is my last performance!" I said, my heart starting to break a little. "I will always keep every single one of you in mind and I will always love you guys to death! You are my heart, my soul and my everything. I am literally just another girl from Canada, singing in her garage and pretending there's an audience in front of me." I sniffed, wiping my eyes.
"Now ladies and gentlemen. ONE DIRECTION!" I said and watched as they all came on stage. The crowd went wild and that was my que to get off stage. I walked out back just in a complete mess. "I didn't think that was going to be that hard." I said with a pout and Lou hugged me, "I'm going to miss you so much, especially our little life lesson talks." I said into her shoulder.
"Oh hunny, this isn't goodbye, it's see you later." She said and poked my nose. I smiled at her and hugged her tighter. I knelt down to Lux's level and ran my fingers threw her hair, "I'll still need a babysitter." Lou said and laughed.
"Just call me and I'll be there!" I said and picked Lux up. "I told Niall." I said and looked away from Lux and at her mother. She cocked an eyebrow at me, "He's so excited. He said that I'm going to home with him and I'm never leaving him." I giggled Lux started screaming Niall's name for fun.
"Unkles Niall!" She stuttered. We both laughed at her attempt to say 'uncle'. "UNKLES NIALL!" She screamed again, making me laugh harder. We went out to watch the concert end and then Liam called me back on stage, "You can bring her." He said and I looked at him, completely confused.
I was lifted back on stage and Niall was no where to be found, it wasn't my birthday so there wasn't going to be a surprise there. I had no idea what was going on. Four of the boys were standing in front of me, "Braelynn is about to get a huge surprise." Liam said and wiggled his eyebrows, I looked back at Lou begging her to tell me what was going on, but she seemed just as confused as I was.
Suddenly, the four moved out of my way as the crowd started going wild. "You might want to record his." Zayn said with a nasty smile, his tongue between his teeth. I looked behind them and seen Niall with a full tux on, I was eyeing him up and down as he looked so fucking good in that thing. A mic on a stand was placed in front of him as he put his base over his shoulder.
I looked at everyone in the crowd, my hands out asking them what was going on. Music started playing and Niall's voice blew threw the stadium. "
When your legs don't walk like they use to before, and I can't sweep you off your feet. Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love? Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks?" My eyes filled with tears. "And, darling, I will be loving you 'til we're 70. And baby, my heart could still fall as hard at 23. And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways, maybe just a touch of a hand. Well, me-I fall in love with your every single day, and I just wanna tell you I am. So honey now, Take me in your loving arms."
His hand stretched out and I gladly took it. He put me in front of him, his guitar over my stomach as I pressed into him. "I'm thinking out loud, that baby we found love right where we are." I turned around, my hands around his neck as someone else picked up the guitar from where Niall left off. He took the mic off the stand.
"Cause hunny, your soul could never grow old, it's evergreen." He sang to me, my heart melting and my eyes just spewing tears. My hand was over my mouth as he got on one knee, in front of everyone. "And baby your smile's forever in my mind and memory. I'm thinking about how people fall in love in mysterious ways." He pulled a small box out of his jacket and I screamed.
"Braelynn, will you marry me?" He asked.My jaw dropped, my vision was gone because I was crying so hard. My heart was racing and everyone in the crowd was screaming for dear life, even Lou had her hand over her mouth, Lux was screaming too. I started shaking my head yes, jumping into his arms and screaming. He spun us around and passed me the box, the ring was beautiful
[i'll show you the ring at the end]
I started screaming even more whenever I seen it, putting it on right away.
I jumped into his arms again and wrapped my legs around his stomach, he held me up and the rest of the boys [except Harry] came running over to us, jumping on Niall too. "Well ladies and gents, this is it for us until next year! We want to thank you all so much!" Louis said into the mic, I stood up with them, still bawling my eyes out.
Niall kissed the side of my head before we all grabbed hands and we all bowed. Music blared threw the speakers as we got off stage, I ran out back screaming, showing Lou the ring. "Niall! You did good!" She said to him and patted his back. She took me out back, both of us squealing over the ring and the way he did it. "Be prepared for media to eat this!" She warned.
"I don't even care." I said and hugged her again.
"Don't forget about me whenever you're making your wedding plans." She winked and I shook my head, I would never forget about her. "Now run to your Fiance and get home!" She said and I nodded, running to Niall who opened his arms to me and held me close.
"Ready to go home?" He asked and I nodded my head. "Well boys, looks like I'll be seeing you next year." He said and hugged all of them.
"Thank you all so much for giving me this
opportunity." I said to all of them, I hugged each of them, saving Harry for last. I hugged very tightly and he replied to it, hugging me back. "It's okay." I whispered to him and he nodded against my neck. "Go home and go to your mum's, she loves you Harry. She's not going to be around forever, so stop beating yourself up over something that happened years ago." I whispered and again, he nodded against my neck. I pulled away from him and touched his cheek.
His jaw tensed and he turned to walk away. I sighed, that poor boy. "Ready babe?" his hand pressed to my back and I nodded, "Our stuff is already on the plane." He told me and I nodded, we locked fingers and took off to the airport.
I can't help but think about our future together.
NO THIS IS NOT THE LAST CHAPTER! but holy shit, I think I made myself cry during writing this.AND I'M THE WRITER! i hope everyone is having a happy new year, xxbella [ that's a really big picture, i'm sorry!]