I woke up with a pounding headache, my whole body hurt from exhaustion and no matter how hard I tried to ignore the pain, it was just too much.
I put on a sweater and walked around, Harry wasn't in bed and I had no idea where anyone was so I decided to take in the scenery around me. The hotel was breath taking, big pillars held up marbles walls while glass chandlers hung from the ceiling.
I walked outside and smiled, breathing in the fresh Rio air. I wish my mom was here with me, smiling with me and telling me how lucky we are to get to experience this. I wish she was here to hold me and kiss my cheek as we both looked up and seen the statue that looked over us.
I smiled even wider whenever I felt a gust of air, I looked up into the sky above me and kissed my fingers, holding them up high. "I love you mum." I whispered and turned around to go back inside.
I walked into the breakfast hall and they were all there, not saying a word. Even Niall was just staring at his food blankly with almost no expression. I sighed and grabbed a bowl of fruit, you never really know what fresh fruit is until you try Rio fruit.
It was hard for me to swallow, that same lump that's been stuck in my throat for the last month is still there. I breathed out and put my bowl beside me, I pretended i was on my phone but I was actually watching them.
Harry's face is in pieces. One eyebrow up, his cheeks hollow and eyes blank as he plays with his blueberry.
Zayn's in a state of confusion. He keeps looking around the group of boys every few seconds to see if anyone's changed at all, they haven't.
Louis doesn't know what to do, you can tell by the way he knits his eyebrows together and stares at Liam who doesn't understand either. Louis looks like he's begging Liam to do or say something, but Liam just looks back at Louis with the same face.
I sigh and stand up, putting my bowl in the little sink and walking by them, I know Niall's eyes are on me. I also know that's him that's walking behind me, so I speed up, only to hear him speed up also. "What!" I scream at him and he stops dead in his tracks.
He's at the other end of the hall where our rooms are all attached. He's looking at me with wide eyes, I take this chance to check him out. He's so damn beautiful, but he's a fucking liar. His shorts are hanging off his hips very nicely and his tank top frames his muscles beautifully.
"I-" he said and pushed his hair back. "Can we talk?" He asks. I use to feel my heart beat faster whenever he talked to me. I use to feel butterflies swarming my stomach, almost making me throw up. I use to feel safety whenever he was around me.
But I just feel numb, I feel nothing at all.
Welcome to the Numb Phase.
"Why?" I ask with absolutely emotion. He looks at me, his jaw hitting the floor.
"What happened to you?" He asks, how fucking dare he.
"Sorry, I didn't quite catch that?" I said and walked closer. I put my hand on his stomach and put my ear to his mouth.
"What happened to you?" He asks again.
I stand back, standing flat footed again and looking at him. We stare at each other for a few seconds before I burst out laughing, actually falling to the floor laughing.
Have you ever been so mad that you skip yelling and go straight to laughing like a fucking lunatic? This is me, right now. And when I half stop laughing, Niall's face starts me right back up again. "What happened to me?" I asked through laughter.
I stand up straight, starting to become a little more serious. "You." I say and turn away from him. He grabs my hand and asks me to explain to him, "if I have to literally sit here and write this out for you, you're an even bigger idiot than I thought." I said and pulled my hand back from him.
"Braelynn, please!" I stop walking when I hear his voice crack. "I can't eat, can't sleep, I haven't stopped crying. Just let me explain myself!" He cried out and touched my back. I no longer had the feeling of butterflies like I use to have whenever he touched me. The Sparks were gone and there was nothing I could do.
"It's okay Niall." I said touched his cheek, tears starting to form in my eyes. "It's fine, we made a huge mistake with this. We shouldn't have gotten ourselves in so deep. It's okay." I explained. I kissed his cheek and walked away.
I sob out loud whenever I heard him punch my room door and scream my name before screaming in frustration. I heard his head hit against the door and I turned the TV up.
This was my fault, I allowed myself to mix pleasure with work and that was the worst mistake I could ever make. I'm sorry.
THIS IS SO SHORT AND IM SORRY!! But I love you all so much and thank you a milllllllion for reading!! & for those of you that have read curiosity, the sequel will be out AS SOON AS CAN GET SOME CREATIVITY AND MAKE A COVER! But hey, Curiosity killed the cat, but satisfaction brought it back ;)