It's been a few weeks, we flew over to Mexico last night after a week in Brazil. I dragged my suitcase up to my new room and collapsed on to my bed. "I need sleep!" I screamed into my pillow and harry laughed. "It's not even funny."
"I know it's not." He said and fell on to his bed.
I rolled on to my back and stared at the ceiling, "can I ask a question?" I said to Harry, he hummed in respond and I looked over at him. "Am I fuck up to the band?"
He sat up on his shoulder and looked at me. "What?" He said laughing and shaking his head.
"Am I?" I asked. "I mean, no one really talks to each other anymore and I feel gross whenever I'm with all of you." I gulped. "I mean, I'm a lot better than what I was when I first started here."
"Okay whoa." He said and sat up, legs hanging over the bed. "Where's this coming from?" I shrugged. He licked the corner of his lips and closed his eyes. He turned over and tucked himself into bed.
I sighed and nodded, clearly I was right. I turned over in my bed and fell asleep instantly.
It was that time again, time to preform and I'm standing on the elevation stage waiting for my que to come. "I've got Braelynn ready for stage!" One of the mangers said into the walkie-talkie. She looked at me and nodded her head, my platform started moving up and my heart started pounding.
I stood up, "hello Mexico!" I said into my mic and everyone started cheering. I threw my hands in the air and smiled at them, touching their hands and my music started.
"I hear you be the block but I'm the light that keeps the streets on. Notice you the type that like to keep em on a leach though, I'm known to walk alone but I'm alone for a reason!"
My dancers came up behind me and danced with them. Smiling and trying not to screw up my lyrics as I wanted to laugh. "Sending me drink ain't appeasing, believe me." I did a back bridge as I drug out the last words and running to the other side of the stage.
It's been a little while since I've had this much fun on stage. I flipped my hair and screamed my lyrics, danced the routines and told my fans I loved them over and over again!
"Sadly, my turn is over but the show isn't! Please welcome, ONE DIRECTION" I said and the boys all ran out on stage.
"Thank you Braelynn!" Liam said and we touched knuckles and I ran out back. I was out of breath but I was laughing, I felt good
"Have you ever stayed back and watched the boys play?" Lou asked me. I shook my head, "stay for this one." She winked and I got changed into gym pants and a tank top and sat out back and watched.
Their first song was Spaces, I loved this song. "Who's going to be the first one to start the fight?" Niall sang into the mic, his voice was a work of art. "Who's going to be the first one to fall asleep at night?" He looked into the camera, his blue eyes looked painful.
Louis watched him carefully as he said his part, niall finishing off the chores. "Who's going to be the first one to say goodbye?" My heart ached.
"Are you doing this on purpose?" I asked Lou. She winked at me, this wasn't really all that funny. "This hurts." I whispered and she nodded.
"Ohhhh the spaces between us keep getting deeper it's harder to reach Ya, even though I tried. Spaces between us hold all our secrets, leaving us speechless. And I don't know why." I sighed.
"Who's going to be the first to say goodbye?" Niall screamed into his mic.
"Lou!" I said and she looked at me. "Why is he looking at the camera like that?! It's like he's looking right at me!" I said.
"Because he is." She whispered and got up, leaving me to sit here and watch this, totally fucking confused.
They finished their concert by ending it with One way or Another and they called me back to the stage. I got up, changing really quick into shorts and going up the stairs. I was handed a mic and confusion was defiantly written all over my face. "What's going on?" I asked and Liam put his arm around me, pulling me toward the crowd.
"You see Braelynn, we al know how much you've been through." He said into the mic. I looked at Zayn, he had a weird smile on his face. "And it's your birthday today."
"Oh yeah.." I said and everyone laughed. I actually forgot my own birthday.
"So, with that being said." Louis said and we all turned around to the huge screen behind us. "Happy birthday Braelynn."
I watched the screen, I screamed whenever I seen my aunt pop up in a Skype call. "SARAH!" I screamed.
"Hi baby, happy birthday!" She said, "where are you guys?" She said, looking behind us.
"Mexico." Harry said as she waved, saying hi the fans behind us.
"Oh my god, I miss you!" I said and she started crying. I burst into tears whenever I see my dog starting to wine and Sarah picking him up, "Benjie!" I screamed and started jumping around the stage. My dog started wagging his tail and basically sounded like he was screaming. "Aw, oh my god!" I screamed. I turned to the boys, "THANK YOU SO MUCH!" I said and jumped into their arms, they all huddled around me and hugged me.
"Harry birthday." Zayn said and everyone started singing happy birthday. I stood there while confetti shot out around me and my dancers came running out on stage. This was the best birthday ever.
"I love you and miss you Sar-bear!" I called out to her and she waved to me, she moved benjie's paw to make it look like he was waving too. "I love you so much!" I air kisses them and they said goodbye.
I started dancing around the stage and singing the music in the back ground. "Goodbye Mexico!" We all said and we went back stage.
"Thank you so much!" I said and put my hand to my chest, trying to contain my emotions. "I really needed this!" I said while nodding my head and wiping away my tears before they fell off my face.
"You deserved it." Liam said and hugged me. I buried my head in his neck and he whispered in my ear. "I know things are rough right now, but you'll be okay." I nodded my head and he let go.
"Thank you." I whispered to him.
I'm drunk. I'm 20 years old today and I'm drunk.
I've never been so drunk I'm life, I'm surprised I can even walk right now. There's a guy at the bar in Punta Mita and he's been eyeing me all night, I know this because I've been doing the same. I giggled whenever he moves closer to me, leaning over to me and whispering something that I can't comprehend but I nod anyways.
The music is really loud and he pulls me out of my seat and on to he dance floor. He presses my backside to his front and we start moving to the beat of the music.
Thank god I kept my shorts and tank top on, it's hot as hell up on here. "You've got a nice behind." He says and touches my butt. I swat at his hands.
"We can dance, but don't do that." I said laughing, it's so hard to be serious when you're drunk. "I LOVE THIS SONG!" I said and he pushed me back up against him, I downed my drink, my 12th drink in the last two hours and tried to get free of his grip so I could dance more.
But apparently he didn't like that. "Stay." He said and pushed me back up against him, again.
"But I wanna dance." I whined and moved his hands away, only for him to grab me again. "I don't really like that." I complained and moved them again.
"How about you come home with me and you can dance for me? Huh, how does that sound?"
Not too fucking good, that's how that sounds. "Hm, no I'm actually really super tired. I'm just going to go home." I tried to pry his hands off me but their so tight around me right that I can feel his finger tips starting to leave bruises.
"I've got a bed. A nice big bed in the hotel just across the street." He started to grind into me, this was a seriously bad idea.
I finally got his hands off me and I disappeared into the crowd. I tripped and fell into someone. "I am so sorry, there's just this gu-" I stop myself whenever I realized I knocked Harry's drink all over his shirt. His eyes went dark green and he looked down at his shirt, "Harry, I'm sorry.." I tried to say but he just threw his glass at the wall and walked away.
I need to find someone before this guy carries me away. I looked behind me and seen his head starting to become more vivid the longer I stood here. I turned a corner, someone's gatta be around here somewhere.
My hand was grabbed and I was turned around. "Have another drink." He said to me and poured the liquid down my throat. Something about that drink was not right at all. Now I might be way past my limit, but I know straight alcohol when I taste it.
That drink was laced.
My eyes go wide and I wanna throw up. But it was quick to work, my limbs were already feeling really heavy. "Oh shit." I slurred and turned away from him when he started laughing.
I made my way threw the crowd, I wanted to scream I mean I thought I was screaming but I wasn't. I finally found Harry. "I-I, Harry." I said and tugged on his shirt, trying to keep myself steady.
"What do you want!?" He screamed at me and I started to slip down his body. "Whoa; what happened?!" He said and tried to pick me up.
"Tha-that guy." I swallowed and tried to keep my eyes opened. "He laced." Was all I could say, my body became seriously heavy as I tried to keep myself steady in Harry's grip.
"Who? Braelynn, you need to tell me who!" He said and lightly shaked me.
I took a deep breath and opened my eyes, "him." I said and pointed not even three feet away from me. Harry's body stiffened and he looked at the guy.
"Where's the others?" Harry asked me in a rushed toned.
"I don't know, harry, pl-please help me." I begged and my body was lifted off the ground.
"Liam!" Harry's voice screamed, "Liam! It's okay Braelynn." I knew I was being carried bridle style, but I didn't understand why he was being so nice. "Zayn! Zayn, help me!" Harry's voice bellowed and Zayn's voice ran through my ears.
"What happened!' Zayn said and I felt my body being moved into someone else's arms.
"I'm going to fucking kill him!" I heard harry scream. "He laced her drink!" I heard him yell again. I was lifted into a sitting position, I wanted to throw up and lay back down. "Braelynn, I need to know exactly who he is okay? Can you open your eyes?"
"What's going on?" His Irish accent was noticeable ten yards away. That's Niall.
"Her drink got laced." I heard Zayn say.
"Braelynn, can you open your eyes please." My body was shaken again and I tried my hardest but only got them to open half way. "Who?" Harry's face is red and his voice is panicked. My breathing was heavy as I looked at him and then into the crowd.
Harry picked up my hand and pointed around the room, I stopped him from moving my hand whenever I noticed the man looking around. "That guy?" Niall asked and I seen him look at me. "That guy laced her drink?!" Now Niall was in a panic.
Happppppy birthday Braelynn, here's a drink, now let me take you home so I can try and fuck you while you're knocked out.
I need drama someway somehow guys. Sorry it was with some creep, but this is going to get INTERESTING!!!'