He's been trying all morning to talk to me. He keeps trying to grab my hand but I pull away and move my body away from his.
I was trying to rehearse for our show tonight but Niall was making it almost impossible. He kept trying to 'explain' himself while I was trying to get myself ready for next costume. I was pushing him away from me every time I had to get back on stage.
We only had a few hours before the show and I was, for some reason, last to rehearse whenever I'm the first one on. But whatever I guess, as long as I get to go threw my steps and keys. "Braelynn, would Ya just listen to me for a second!" His accent was thick at this point, clearly his nerves running thin.
"Get off me." I said and shoved him away, walking down the hallway into my dressing room, I slammed the door and Locked it before he could open it. He spoke outside of my door, my back was against it while I listened to his whispers behind me.
"It's not what you think, please open so I can explain." I sighed and fell down the door. He repeated to himself how sorry he was but I just ignored him and pulled my knees to my chest. My heart was heavy but I could let it get the best of me.
I stood up and went over to my first costume and put it on, I pushed my door opened and Niall was out in the hallway. He grabbed my arm and startled me, pulling me to his face. "I didn't do it. You need to understand."
I just pulled myself away and walked down the hall with my heels in hand. Louis tried to say hi to me but I just kept walking, not even looking back to see if Niall was chasing me. I walked into my Managers room, "I want a new roommate." I stated and she looked up from her phone and laughed.
"You and Harry hate each other, there's no way." She said and louis walked in the room. "Besides, Louis wouldn't leave Harry's room anyway. Take it up with him and let me know what you come up with." She said and walked out the room.
"Why do you wanna switch?" Louis asked, sitting down. I shook my head, not really wanting to tell him or even look at him. "Your outfit is nice," he said softly and I looked down at my outfit and smiled. It was my favourite blue sparkly dress that went with my black boot heels.
"He um." I started and looked down, "Niall and I just aren't getting along." I said with a shaky voice.
"And you think you and harry are going to get along so much better?" He winked at me and leaned forward.
"We wouldn't talk to each other, it would be different." I shrugged. "Can you switch with me or not? Liam and Zayn are not switching and I don't know who else to change with."
"You'd have to change with me anyway." Louis said.
"Please louis, if it doesn't work I'll just go back with Niall. Just please." I begged and he finally nodded his head. "Thank you Louis!" I said and hugged him, he stumbled back on to the couch and I got up, hearing my name being called for the stage. "Thank you!" I screamed as I ran out and grabbed my mic.
"Hello Rio!" I screamed into the mic and my music started. I got up on my stool and sat down, crossing my legs and putting the mic to my mouth. "I wish I could believe you, then I'd be alright. But now everything that you've said really don't apply to the way I feel inside, loving you was easy, once upon a time."
Her face is screaming pain as she sings the lyrics. I stand backstage watching her on the screen as she screams them out, trying not to choke on the words that are falling off her lips. "Can't seem to get over the way you hurt me, don't know how you gave another that don't mean a thing." Her voice rings through my ears and I lick my lips as she gets off the stage, her hand on her stomach as she hits the key like its no buddy's business.
"As much as I wanna trust you, I know it ain't the same. All because you lied." I curse under my breath and hit the wall beside me. She already traded rooms too, I can't do anything about this and it's driving me fucking nuts. She won't even look at me, she's not going to stand there and listen to me rant about how nothing happened.
"I tried and tried to forget this, but I'm just too full of resentment." She finishes the song off and looks straight into the fucking camera, she knows I'm watching.
She rushes off stage to get changed into her next costume and I breathe in her sent that I've been missing for almost two days now. I miss whenever I would smell her in the shower, the strawberry sent would take over the whole room.
"Who's she rooming with now?" I asked and louis pointed to Harry that was warming up his voice.
"Go go go!" Someone screamed and Braelynn ran past us again, I swear I think I seen her give me the finger.
"What did you do?" Louis asked and I looked at him. "We're you guys a thing or something?"
"Eh, kind of..." I said and waved my hand back and fourth.
"What did you do?" He asked again, this time a little more serious.
"She seen me with that girl at the fashion show and she got really insecure over it. The next night, last night, that same chick showed up in our hotel room and tried to have a little strip tease."
"How the hell did she get in the room anyway?" Louis asked, his face mimicking complete disgust as his head went back.
"That's what I asked. Nothing happened, but Braelynn walked in just as I was changing and realized that, that chick was in there. I had my shirt off and that girl was only in her underwear.."
"And you're sure nothing happened?" Louis asked, cocking an eyebrow. "How does that even happen?"
"She tried but I said no and told her she needs to leave. But she didn't, she kept saying that she knew I was eyeing her. I wasn't." I clarified. "And the worst part, the girl was wearing her moms blanket to cover up." My face was slapped and my hand went to the stinging spot on my cheek.
"What the fuck Niall!" Louis screamed at me. "Now I know she's got a good reason to switch. You fucking idiot!" He screamed. "What would you fucking think if some guy she was talking with the night before was in her hotel room and both were half naked?! Using your mums blanket to cover up?!"
"I know I know!" I screamed back. I pulled at my hair whenever she started singing The Worst. "Can she get anymore fucking obvious?!" I shouted and slammed my fists on the wall before storming into the bathroom.
But even with the concert of the bathroom walls, I could still hear her voice singing the lyrics. "I don't need you, I need you but I want you." My ears perked up.
"Thank you Rio, you've been a pleasure! Be just as loud for the boys as you were for me. I love you all!" She said and everything stopped. I ran out of the bathroom and looked everywhere for her but apparently she was already gone to get ready for the party tonight.
My head hung low when we walked on stage, this was going to be a shitty concert.
Aw niall boo :( hey guys!! What's your plans for the weekend?! Xxbella