21. A going away Party
I found out this morning, I have to go away.I never told Niall or anyone.I don't want to go away! I am not going to be here for my Nieces Birth or anything.I will be here for the wedding, but then I have to go back.I am going away to go star in a movie for a leading role.And the sad thing is, I will miss my 18th birthday.The day I am suppose to get married is 2 weeks after my 18th birthday!!And I wont be here for it!!!! So I have to reschedule it, the day that I was suppose to get married was the day I first met Niall!I will never ever get that day again till 2017!!Why!!I started to cry, why did this have to happen to me.
Niall came in after he heard me crying.Should I tell him?Or should I not? I have to tell him definitely.
"Niall, I have to tell you something and you're not going to like it"I said
"What is it Love?"He asked
"I am leaving for 2 years to work on a movie" I said as I started to cry again
"Christa, love, isn't that when you wanted to get married?"He asked"Two weeks after you turn 18?"
"Yeah,but I guess I will have to make it in 2017 love"I said" I am sorry"
I ran out crying, I ran to somewhere I knew I would be alone. In the place I love most, a wedding chapel where me mum and me step dad were married. The place, I want to get married.I ran downstairs to the basement. Into the little closet I run to, a place where I kept and extra blade.I took the blade, I had put it next to my skin and cut so so deep, I could see my bone.Then I took the blade again, and made scratches across my arm. It felt so wrong but it felt so right.Then I heard footsteps, like Niall, Harry and Liam and Zayns.Probably, it was Niall, Harry, Liam, Zayn, Luke, and Ashton and Mikey, Oh great, there on a search for me gotta hide gotta hide. So I locked the door, and sat in the corner under the window.Someone came over to the door, and jiggled the handle.I nearly screamed but thank god I didn't. I didn't know someone was at the window, but whoever it was they saw me and yelled to the others.So this time they jiggled the handle and knocked the door down.Oh great it was Mikey.
"Come on Christa, lets go home. Your big brother and boyfriend are waiting for you"He said as if I was a child
I got up and tried to run past him. But to my luck, he caught me. I started screaming and kicking."I don't want to go!I don't want to go!!!"I screamed. Then since Mikey is an adult and Harry can trust him. Mikey was allowed to hit me for a punishment. So Mikey, spanked me. And I just cried and cried. Then Harry came down,and since I was so tiny (Not that tiny but small" Harry picked me up and held me like a baby. I cried on his shoulder and eventually fell asleep.Then I woke up,but at home in the timeout chair.Great, this thing is back. Anyways, Harry came in and got me from the chair.
"Christa, come out please we have something for you"He said
"Fine I will come out"I said as I stood up and walked out the door.
I saw nothing.Then SUPRISE!!! Everybody screamed SUPRISE!!!!! I was so happy they threw me a going away party.I will miss them.The party was grand. And I am glad we threw it.