It has been hard not hanging with them. I miss them A LOT! I don't know what to do without them... The media has gone in a bit of a craze since everyone found out about the boys having accounts on a fan fiction website. They somehow found out where Beanie, Shannon and I live and have been trying to get us to answer questions about the whole thing. I still feel really bad about what I did. I think they were pretty mad but they just didn't want to show it. I don't think I will ever stop thinking about this.
I lay on my bed with my hair sprawled out around me and covering my face. My phone keeps going off but I just ignore it. Pretty sure it is the media or Movellas... My phone begins to go off but this time it is a call. It was, Niall. I instantly pick it up.
"Hello...?" I say into the phone.
"Ana? Are you there?" Niall's voice rang through my ears. It was like he was right next to me.
"Yes. Why?" I say. I kind of wanted to cry. I miss him and everyone else so much.
"We miss you. I miss you." Niall says. He sounded like he was just crying. I couldn't help but start to tear up.
"I miss you guys too. Are you okay?" I ask.
"Hi. Well, whenever he starts to think about you are talk about you he begins to cry. I don't think he is okay. Oh yeah this is Beanie." Beanie says. I felt bad for Niall. I smiled when Beanie began to talk though.
"Hi Beanie. How is everyone else?" I ask sniffling.
"They are okay. Are you crying?" Beanie asks.
"Yes... Well I have a cold too." I say.
"Hi! Ana you need to come back! Please! Please! Please! We miss you too much!" I could tell that was Shannon. I want to come back but at the same time I am afraid I am going to make a mistake again...
"Hey, Shannon. I miss you guys a lot too. What if I make a stupid mistake again?" I say.
"I don't know... it is just a mistake though. You need to come over here!" Shannon says. I don't know what to say back...
"Ana, please. Can you please come? I want you here with me." Niall says. It sounds like he is crying now... I miss him. I miss them.
"I am not sure... Half of me is saying I want to go, but the other half is saying I need to stay here." I say as a tear rolls down my cheek. I want to see them. I miss them too much.
"Then just come over here." Niall says. I wish he was next to me. I wish they could come here. I would love it.
"I have an idea..." I say smiling.
"What is it?!" Niall says. He sounded happy. Just then I got a call from my sister. Seriously.
"Darn it! I will have to tell you later. My little sister is calling. Bye." I say and hang up. I answer my Sister's call.
"Hello?" I say.
"Hi, Ana!" She says. This is probably one of the random calls. She always calls me for no reason. It is really annoying.
"Why are you calling? Is something up?" I say.
"Do you really know One Direction and Five Seconds of Summer? Or is that all a lie?" She says. Ugh. I don't want to talk about this.
"I don't want to talk about this. Yes, I do know them. I need to go. You interrupted my phone call with someone else." I say annoyed.
"Oh. Okay. Bye!" she screams into the phone. It hurt my ear. I decide not to call them back. I am too tired.
Hey... I am too tired to talk... can I just talk to you guys later?
Okay, love. I will talk to you later. Love you, Ana
Love you too, Nialler.
Hey.... sorry the chapter is short. I hope you like it anyways. :)~Ana
>°~°< lol... have no clue what that is....