So many things are happening so quickly. I just cant keep up with it. Its too much.
I never wanted to say goodbye but I knew this would happen one day or another, with all of our careers blasting off , but they are my best buds and, so much more. Why so soon?
I just can't leave them, they are the only stress relievers I have, the only friends I fully trusted. We all wanted different things but, i thought that we could have lasted longer.
All this rambling going on in my head because of what was happening at the moment.
The boys, Luke, Ashton, Michael, and Calum, we're going to be touring with 1D for the next year and I couldn't handle it. Of course, I was also going to be starring in a new movie, which is the biggest role I've got EVER!
But the boys were my best friends and I don't know if I could even survive. The boys have each other but I don't have anyone but them.
We were all going our separate ways tomorrow, and I was sleeping over. I suspected I was the only one awake unt I heard someone knock on my door.
It was Luke.
"Can I come in?" I heard him sleepily say.
"Sure..." I shyly said. Luke opened the door and making me giggle with how hard he shook the bed when he flopped onto the bed with me.
We had been dating for about 1 month and he still gave me butterflies every time he was even remotely close to me.
"So you couldn't sleep either I'm guessing?" He said with one of his arms behind his head.
"Nope, can't sleep with so many thoughts racing through my head, you know?" I turned to him and he turned his head to me.
"Well, I don't think I'll ever sleep knowing I won't see you the next day." He said smiling at me, than turning his head back to the ceiling. I was blushing till me face was as red as a tomato and hot as the sun.
"Same here." I cooly said. Out of nowhere, he pulled me into a hug and kissed me on the forehead.
"Promise me we will never forget each other? Promise whenever we can, we will meet up with each other once in while? Please?" He said like he was about to cry, as I was tearing up as well.
"Promise." I held out my pinky for him to twist his pinky around mine symbolizing the promise.
I love him so much but I know it will be hard to even contact each other with all the new fame we will get. I hope he knows that this promise, wont last forever. But I wasn't gonna tell him right now. I didn't wanna ruin the moment.
"Goodnight, I love you." He whispered to me as he turned on his side and closed his eyes.
"I love you too." I stared at the ceiling until I finally got slept, because I knew, Luke was beside me.
It was morning and I had just gotten ready for my flight. We were about to get on the limos that were taking us to different places. The limos that were gonna take us to our different paths. We had our suitcases on the sidewalk and we were all bear hugging each other.
"You promise not to forget us right?" Michael said smirking at Luke and I.
"Luke told you about our promises last night didn't he." I glared at Luke and Luke put his "what did I do?" face on.
"Nahhh, we heard you last night, you guys weren't the only ones who couldn't sleep." Calum jumped in on our conversation.
"Excuse me but by 'we' you mean, you guys. I was tired as fudge." Ashton pointed out. I laughed at them snooping in our conversations. They always do that.
I was really gonna miss these goofballs and all their silliness. I mean I wouldn't be where I am today without them.
"But seriously Jessie, you promise you won't forget us right?" Michael repeated.
"How could I forget you dickheads?" Luke and Ashton pretended to be offended, by slapping their hands on their chest and making an "o" shape with their mouth, while Michael shrugged it off and Calum laughing his head off.
"We'll miss you too." Calum sarcastically said. I rolled my eyes and pulled them into one big hug.
"I will miss you guys so much for realz" I said to them.
"We will too." Luke said.
The limos pulled into the driveway and they went in the one closer to us and me, all alone, in the other. As we drove by each other, I could see all the boys waving through the window, looking like a bunch of little kids acting like idiots. I laughed and shook my head.
I can't believe I will miss these goofballs, but they are the best. I will miss them so damn much.