I sat in my room. Thinking. Not just about Luke. About everything. All the stupid promises. They all ment nothing. My mothers funeral is just two days away now and he left me. He said he'd never leave me. He said we would go to wonderland..
Calum came over because I wanted him to help me put my thoughts into a song. "You know he misses you?"
"If he missed me he wouldn't have left."
"Alyssa-" I cut him off.
"Can we just please work on the song.."
"Sometimes I start to wonder was it just a lie?
If what we had was real how could you be fine,
Cause I'm not fine at all.
I remember the day you told me you were leaving,
I remember the makeup running down my face,
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them,
Like every single wish we ever made.
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia,
And forget about the stupid little things,
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you,
And the memories I never can escape,
Cause I'm not fine at all."
When I finished singing I turned to the door to see Luke standing there.
Ohhhhh cliff hanger hahahah thanks for reading.💘 I'll update soon.