"CAUSE of HIM"

"your voice is like a angel" "I'm no angel with no wings" "why not" "cause someone has to help me build my wings up again" as I tell him then everything went quiet. But the only thing she was good at was to fake a smile for everyone.

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8. 7.

Serena's P.O.V.

1 week later...

It's had been a week since harry kiss my cheek and a terrible night for me. All I can remember is that my father arguing that I shouldn't be with him.

flashback

As I was walking inside, making sure the door is fully close hearing the click it's closed correctly. As I was about to go upstairs but someone stops me and grabs my hair and I scream in pain.

" you really think he's going to like you" I know who this voice belongs to, it was my fathers voice.

"your just a worthless little bitch, and trust me your going to get dump by him, he's just only using for sex and your pretty body of yours." as he tells and gets closer and rests his hands on my waist and I push him forcefully. Then he swings his hand across my face. I touch my cheek but it hurts so much, he starts to unbutton my pants and pulls it down, I try to get out of his grip but I can't.

"shut your little fucking mouth!"

"please stop" I say between my yelps.

present

People kept asking me what happen to my face I just told them I fell but the only two people who know about it was  Zayn and Alex. When harry saw my face the next day and kept asking what happened but I lied to him. He kept asking me who did this to me, I just kept stretching the lie even bigger. But he didn't believe me at all. My bruise was starting to fade away put I hid it with a little of foundation.

"Hey Rena want to hang out this weekend?" harry asks me

" I don't know, I'm not feeling very well" I say lying to him. I didn't want to hang out cause of everything that happened. Every time Harry or the boys try to hug me or touch me, I flinch a lot and Zayn and Harry have been noticing that all the time. I have been starting to cut myself again to take the pain away. I haven't cut for almost a few months and now I'm back cutting again, I have to be wearing long sleeves everyday. I have never told anyone about me cutting because I don't want them to worry about me, it's really not a big problem. I haven't even touched a piano or sang.

"Are you sure Rena"

"yeah I'm sure harry"

"well I better get going" I say to Harry while walking away. No one knows where I go after school. Once I got to the back of the school, I took out my razor. As I breath in I heard his voice again and repeating over and over saying" you are worthless little bitch." I just couldn't take it no more that's when I brought the razor up to my arm. I kept on crying and taking the pain away then I when it finally touched my skin and it digged inside my skin it made me yelp but I held it, I was falling apart in the inside. I was about to do it again when I heard someone shout my name.

"Rena stop it" it belong to Harry's he walk up to me to stop and I look at him and started to cry so hard, then I felt two arms around my waist and pick me from the ground and took me with him. As he put me in his car I fell alseep.

few hours later

I woke up in a boys room, I thought I would be at Zayn's but his room was different then this one. As I look around I see a picture of Harry and two women. The two ladys look a lot like him. Then I see a different picture with a different girl but it didn't look like the other two women.

"good your wake." I jump and see Harry.

"how long have I been out?'' I say

"for almost 3 hours and its almost 6pm"

"wow"

"are you hungry cause I made food. I didn't know when to you wake up and I wanted to let you rest.''

"yes kind of." I say to him while hugging my arms.

"why do you cut yourself" that took me back as he ask me.

"huh"

"why do you cut yourself" he repeats it again.

" personal reasons."

"okay, can I hear that beautiful voice of yours one last time?"

" what's up with you about my voice."

"your voice is like a angel"

"I'm no angel with no wings"

"why not"

"cause someone has to help me build my wings up again" as I tell him then everything went quiet.

"why don't I get you some food"

"yeah" as he left I decide to look at the picture again. I was still wondering who was that girl in the picture, I pick up the frame and examine who this mysterious girl.

" here's your food"

"thanks" I turn around and put it back where it was.

"so can I hear that voice of yours"

"okay, since you won't shut up about my voice and do you have a piano" I say to him while looking at his green eyes.

"I do down in the basement"

"okay mind if I play?" he shakes his head and he guides me down to the basement, as we got there I sat down and tie my hair up.

"here I go" I say to myself.

Believe in Me by Demi lovato

I'm losing myself trying to compete

with everyone else

instead of just being me don't know where to turn

I've been stuck in this routine I need to change my ways

instead of always being weak

[chrous]

I don't wanna be afraid

I wanna wake up feeling beautiful........today

and know that I'm okay

cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways

so you see, I just wanna believe in me

la la la la la la la la la

the mirror can lie

doesn't show you what's inside and it,

it can tell you you're full of life

it's amazing what you can her just by putting on a smile

I don't wanna be afraid I wanna wake up feeling beautiful......

today

and know I'm okay cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways

so you see, I just wanna believe in me

I'm quickly finding out I'm not about to break down

not today

I guess I always knew that I had all the strength to make it through

 

not gonna be afraid I'm going to wake up feeling beautiful.. today

and know that I'm okay

cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways

so you see, now, now, now I believe in me

now I believe in me

As I finish, a tear slides down my face, I feel Harry's thumb pad wipe it off and brings me close to him and kisses the top of my head.

"can I take you somewhere" he asks

"where" I say smiling at him

"it's a surprise" he says with a smile.

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