Cuts. He cuts. If it wasn't obvious enough. But I had to make sure. I ran into Ashton's room were he had just walked in and sat in there.
" so Ashton want to watch a movie?" I asked innocently.
" no" Ashton said coldly.
" why not?" I asked.
" because I want you to leave me alone. So out!" Ashton screamed.
" Ashton can I see one of you bracelets? Plz" I did my puppy dog face.
" come see it" he rolled his eyes.
" thank you!" I said and walked over. I grab his hand and yank the braclets off.
" what are u-" but u cut him off.
" how could u cut!" I yelled frustrated.
" Alexis. You . Can . Not . Tell. Anyone" he said slowly making his self clear.
" I am telling the boys." I say turning around but e caught me fast.
" YOU CANT." Ashton growled.
" Ashton u need help!" I scream.
" no I don't." He hissed.
" Ashton plz stop and let me tell" I asked.
" I will spank ur sorry bum if u do!" Ashton growled.
" Ashton u can't punish me for nothing!" I screamed back.
" tell and watch. I'll use ' the belt'" he said. Even the name sent shivers don't my spine. ' the belt' was the hardest punishment in the world. It is leather and thick and could leave u sore for a week.
" I am going and I'm risking that chance." I turned around sassily and he held me again.
" fine but I'm warning u don't get to comfy sitting down." Ashton smirked. I hated this Ashton. I hated him so much.
" good bye Ashton." I said walking out the door and running downstairs.
" guys!???" I yell trying to look for them.
" boo!" CALUM said behind me.
" AHHH!!" I screamed a girly shriek and jumped.
" CALUM THAT WAS SO NOT FUNNY" I yell catching my breath.
" u should've seen you face it was priced less" he said dying of laughter.
" calum. I need to tell u something. " I said slowly.
" what's up babe?" He said confused.
" we'll Ashton he we'll u know in he " I said looking for words.
" spit it out Lexi!" Calum said.
"CUTS" I screamed.
"Alexis it's not funny to joke around like that." Calum said.
" but I'm not joking I swear." I said.
" Alexis now tell me how do you know? " CALUM says raising a eye brow.
" he has them on his hands come ill show u!" I said grabbing his hand and dragging him upstairs.
We walk in Ashton's room and he's sitting there playing guitar. When he looked up he was glaring at me. I walked over to him and pull his sleeves up and it reveals the cuts.
" Ashton why?" Was all Calum could say.
" because you don't know the pressure on me okay!? I have millions of fans who look up to me I have to make sure I do everything right. I can't make mistakes. I can't do anything." Ashton says.
" so you think it's a good idea to cut?? What would u say if Alexis starts cutting? What would u tell her? Or what if he cut a vain and died what do u think we can live without u?" Calum said.
" we'll Alexis wouldn't dare." Ashton said.
" I'm not afraid I've done it before!" I yelled. They both held shocked expressions.
" YOU WHAT!" They both grumbled.
" nothing.!" I yelled quickly.
" Alexis you cut and u never told anyone!" Calum yelled. I looked down.
" mike knows and I promised him I would stop. " I said.
" but you didn't tell any of us? So now your keeping secrets?" Ashton said.
" you have no right to tell me that you cut your self now and u didn't want to tell anyone!" I yelled at Ashton.
" but you came and told on Ashton when you did it before also." CALUM said.
" I'm not the problem I only did it once!" I yelled.
" DO NOT RAISE YOUR VOICE YOUNG LADY!" Calum scolded.
" okay I am sorry for not telling you and I'm sorry for raising my voice but what r u guys ganna do about Ashton? He's ganna get hurt." I say tears threatening to fall but I held them back.
" Ashton. Plz " I get on my knees with tears falling "plz stop cutting." I said still on my knees at his legs.
" Alexis I'm so sorry!" Ashton yelled dropping to the floor right next to me.
" I've been acting like a jerk.! I've been mean and called u names and u just took it! I even spanked u or no reason! I hate myself so much will u plz forgive me?" He asked tears still.
" well... OF COURSE I FORGIVE U!" I hug him really tight.