13. Chapter 13
Me and Josh went out of my house and straight into his house ( since he lives right next to me) I don't know why but I was still quite nervous.
we went into his house,
" Why are you so nervous?" He asked but didn't look at me
" how do you know I am?"
" I know you Jen, I know you more than you remember..."
"Do you think it will ever come back to me?" I asked
" yes" he said confident with his answer
I stood up and hugged him as tight as I could he kissed me so soft, I felt so... So good.
as we kissed I heard my phone ringing.
It was my mum. I didn't pick it up I just turned the sound off.
2mins later she text me:
where are you Jen? Call me back.
i text her back:
im ok but I'm not coming back home until u tell me the truth
" what's up?" Said Josh
" mum text me asking where I am and I said that I'm not goin' back home until she tells me the truth."
He went into the kitchen for about 3 mins and came back with two cups with hot chocolate
He sat next to me.
" I love you" he said whilst hugging me
" I love you too..." I said
"But, why? Why do you love me? I don't deserve it... I'm such a jerk, you love me and I tell you that we could be just friends..." I said as he grabbed me and kissed me before I finished
" I love you because you are amazing and if you want to stay just friends I don't mind because that won't stop me loving you." He said looking deep into my eyes.