Today has been fantastic, I have had so much fun, but you know what? Today wasn´t fantastic and I didn´t have fun. Today was terrible! I thought it was a good idea to take chances and do something just because it was what I wanted, but you know what? You get judged by everyone, the ones you thought was your friends, people you don´t even know and people you don´t even care about. You should be feeling powerful when you do something nobody expected you to do. You should be feeling proud, but life isn´t like that. People judge. Even though we talk about how we shouldn´t talk about people behind their backs, we do it anyway. Why try to teach us something, we don´t even listen to?
But even if you get judged by doing something nobody thought you would do, you also get judged when you are just being you. So I guess what I am trying so say, is that; Just do what you want to, when you get judged anyway. Be you, not because of others, but because of how and who you want to be.
Don´t let people change you. Do crazy things, that´ll make them think you are weird and stupid, and just live with it. We only have one life, so don´t waste it on other peoples opinions. Just be you!
Right now, some of you are probably thinking; Why should we be ourselves, when the one writing this probably isn´t?
Your right. I´m not. I´m not myself and more then anything else I wish that I could just forget about what others think. It´s so easy to tell others that they just have to be themselves, then it is to actually be yourself. It takes time. It´s not just something you do, but think about this; Don´t you want to shock people, show them that you are nothing like what they think. They maybe think they know you, but they don´t know the slightest about you. They don´t just get to think they know you.
Best advice for you, guys:
Shock people! Don´t just let them think they know you, and don´t let them choose who you are. It´s you who choose who you are. So, spread your wings and fly! Or don´t do that, because I don´t want you guys to get hurt. It was just a saying, I didn´t mean it literally.
Have I forgotten to tell your guys; I´m really weird, kind of a part of being myself. Don´t know if it´s a positive or negative thing, I guess you guys have to tell me.
Well, goodnight Daisy. See you tommorow!