60. The Goodbyes
"Ashton.." I run up to his bed. He turns his head towards me. "Hey love." I smile tears coming to my eyes. "I've been waiting for those eyes to open... I've missed you so much.. I couldn't le-" I shake my head. "I couldn't stand not seeing you." He smiles at me. "I've missed you too." I smile kissing his forehead. "Get some rest." I sigh walking back over to Michael. I wrap my arms around him closing my eyes. He puts his hand in my back pockets and I squeal. "Stop!" He smiles at me kissing me. I put my head on his chest breathing in deeply. "I've missed this." He sits down pulling me on his lap. "I have too."
"Alright mate. We'll see you later... We're all going to take showers and eat but we'll be back." Ashton sighs. "Don't come back tonight. Go out. Get drunk. Sleep. Do something I don't care but don't live here." I look down at the ground. "You know-" Ashton cuts me off. "I have Brad and all these guys. You just go. No one is going to find out what happened. We're all just having a long break. Okay?" I nod turning around. "Bye mate." I walk out of the room going towards Kenzies room. "Hey superhero." She smiles at me. "Hey cutie." She says weekly. I lay down beside her wrapping my arms around her kissing her temple. "How are you feeling." She sighs. "Like shit." I close my eyes. "I'm so sorry this happened." She kisses my cheek. "Its okay. I'm glad I did it.." I smile. "Are you getting any feeling back?"
she shakes her head. "Its like my left am has fell off my body." I sigh. "Hey. Don't let that stop you. Go have fun okay? Not too much fun though." I smile. "Okay baby.." I stand up walking out of the room after kissing her and saying bye. I walk over to Luke. "So we're going out tonight." Michael stands with Ariel. "Are you sure?" I nod. "Yeah.. Yeah i'm sure." Luke puts his arm on my shoulder. "Alright lets go then."
This time I make sure to hold back on the drinks. I feel like I can't trust anybody here. I know its stupid but I feel like somebody is ready to get me ar anytime even if we have security watching 24/7 now. "Luke? Luke Hemmings." I turn around. "Hannah?" She smiles at me. "Wow um. Its been a while." She laughs nodding. Holy shit she's hotter than I can remember. "Wow um.. How have you been? We haven't talked since um.." She sits down next to me. "Since you and Michael got into a BIG fight over me and the. you became friends. Yeah. Since then." I cough awkwardly. "Uh.. Yeah.. So how have you been." She smiles. "Good actually. I'm graduating. I've missed you." I smile back at her. "Thats awesome. I'm glad you're doing good." She gets closer to me. "Yeah.. So listen. I'm trying to get noticed. I'm posting videos like you used to. Do you think you could like help me out? Like say something about me to someone?" I look at her weirdly. "Wow. Um no. If thats all you want then no. Just because my band has got big doesn't mean I'm going to hand out popularity. We worked hard for this." I get up walking away. This is why you can't have friends.
I dance with Ariel having fun. "You look so sexy." I start to run my hands down her body. She giggles. "We're in public." I wink. "They're all drunk." She turns away from me walking to the bar. "Babe?" She turn around with some drinks. "Did I say something?" She shakes her head. "No calm down." I sigh. She wraps her arms around me sighing. She stands up on her toes trying to kiss me. "Thats fucking adorable." She rolls her eyes. "Its not going to be adorable If you don't kiss me." I smile bending down so she can kiss me. "Come on." I pull her to the back where there's a booth. "So..." I start to rub her thighs. "Okay Mr horny." My cheeks heat. "Sorry. I've just missed this.
I giggle as Michael starts to kiss around my ear. I feel so stupid. "I have to go to the bathroom." He groans letting me stand. "I'll be waiting." I roll my eyes but I kiss him passionately. "I love you. So so so so so so so so so so so so soooo. Much Words cannot describe how much I love you Michael. To the moon and back baby." He kisses me again. "Hey.. Calm down.. I know you love me you're just going to the bathroom. I love you too babe. Okay?" I nod. Kissing him again. I turn away walking from him. "I'll always love you." I walk towards the bathroom but stop when I see Calum. Sitting alone drinking. I walk up to him. "Hey.. I uh.. Hi." he looks up at me. "Hi." You can tell he's totally drunk. "I love you Calum. I'm going to miss you." He stares at me then wraps his arms around me. "k sexy." I pull away from him awkwardly looking for Luke. I can't leave without saying bye. "Luke..." He turns around to me. "I.. I need to tell you bye.. I know you'll probably forget this. B-but I have to go... Its... I just have to... Please take care of Michael.." I wrap my arms around him and then walk away quickly. I look around one more time before walking out the back door. "Good bye forever."
*AUTHORS NOTE* Hi guysss. So thats the end. ooops. Don't worry I'm making a sequel. Unless yoi guys want me to continue on in this book with that ^ I'm Leaning more towards a sequel thoughhh. Tell me what you guys think. Anywayssss yeahhhh byee hope you like the maybe last chapter of Depressed Girl c: