"Can we come up and hang out with Ari and you?" I look at Michael. Ash snorts. "What?" Ash chuckles. "I don't think Ari is going to want to hang out or do anything for a while." Michael glares at Ash. "I'm confused is Ari sick?" Ash busts out laughing. "She's far from sick!" He pats my back. "Then why would she not wan-" My eyes widen. "Oh.. OH GOD. MICHAEL YOU DIDN'T!" Michael face palms. "Shut up you're not supposed to know its between me and Ariel." I shake my head. "Wow. Just wow Michael!" He looks down. "How was it?" He shoves me down. "Shut the hell up!" I chuckle and stand up. "Damn. Somebody needs a little more so he can be Mr happy again." He rolls his eyes. "Lets just get food I promised to bring her some."
I knock on the door knowing Michael is gone. "THE DOORS UNLOCKED FUCKING OPEN IT GODDAMMIT!" I open the door shocked. "I- Uh sorry. I can come back." She groans. "I thought you were your stupid ass friend." I chuckle. "Troubles?" She glares at me. "Oh like you don't even know I'm sure Ash told everyone already!" I stare at her confused. "He can't keep quiet! Ugh!" She gets up and waddles to the bathroom muttering fuck with every step. "You guys didn't..." she turns to me her eyes wide. "Oh god you didn't know! Shit shit shit." She waddles back "Can you like forget that. This is so embarrassing." I nod. "Whatever I'm leaving." She grabs my arm. "Wait Luke please." I turn and look at her. "Don't leave yet. I haven't been able to talk to you.." I nod. Her hand still on my arm. "Yeah sure." She smiles big and hugs me. "Fuck!" I roll my eyes. "Sit down!" She sits down and pats the bed beside her. I sit by her. "So Lukey.." She plays with my hair. "Hows it going?" I chuckle at her awkwardness. "Good I guess." I turn so I'm facing her. "You're beautiful Ari." She blushes. "Thanks.." I stare at her lips and bite mine. "Uh. Luke." I lean in and kiss her. It was everything I thought perfect. She freezes against my lips but ignore it trying to get her to respond again. I pull away. "L-Luke... I think you should leave..." This pisses me off. "WHY?!? If i was Michael you would've been all over me! Am I not good enough?!?!" I get up. "GUESS WHAT ARIEL!" I scream at her. "YOUR RELATIONSHIP IS GOING TO COME CRASHING DOWN AND MAYBE I WON'T BE HERE TO HELP YOU!" I turn towards the door. "I don't know what more you want from me I'm sorry I'm not as good as Michael. Just know that I know you wanted that kiss. I felt you start to give in." And with that I leave
I stare shocked at the door.. I feel stupid because I did give in at first.. I can't believe it. I love Mikey. I love him. Why did I kiss Luke back at first? Why didn't I push him off. I'm a horrible girl friend.. Mikey doesn't deserve me. I slam my face into the pillow feeling tears form in my eyes. "He deserves better you slut." I keep hearing that over and over. I get up and start to pack as quickly as I can. I get a piece of paper. "I'm so sorry.. You deserve better. I love you.. Always. Ari." I lay it on the bed and grab my bag. I'm giving him a chance to find someone better. I slip out the door and down the stairs. Going to the only place I can think of. I knock on the door. "Ari?"