4. Dirty Little Secret.
I just stand there and look at Brian feeling the lump in my throat swell as he comes closer. "Ari can you come with me please we need to make sure nobody sees us talking." I don't answer just let Brian drag me along to his car. "Listen Ari I've missed-" I cut him off "Brian what do you want? Why are you all of the sudden trying to be nice? Huh? Because James isn't here? You've hurt me Brian! You were supposed to be my best fucking friend! How dare you! Now you come saying you've missed me? Well to fucking bad Brian I can't do this!" I feel a tear start to run down my cheek as I turn away and start to run to my car.
I watch her run this time not chasin her. She was right. I fucked up so bad I know I should have told her a long time ago what James said.. I'm so stupid.
I get in my car and slam my fist into the steering wheel. Feeling the tears rush down my face faster and faster. I turn the car on and start to drive home.
I pull up into my driveway and try to compose myself. "It's okay Ari sh it's okay" I say to myself as I wipe the tears away. I pull my phone out and get on twitter. There's a contest for tickets to a concert and backstage passes to meet the band. I click to see who the contest is for.
I see Ari run away from Brian. I watch at he turns around and kicks the door of his car. I start to walk outside and over to him when he turns around and sees me. "I fucked up Christina I fucked up. She'll never be my friend again." I walk up to him and wrap my arms around him "Sh Brian she'll come around. Sh its okay" I look up at him and give him a kiss. He returns the kiss and we get in the car. Brian looks at me "I hate having to hide us babe. I want to show everybody that I'm dating you." I know I shouldn't be dating the boy that helps get Ari bullied but, I know the truth about him. "Brian listen to me I don't care if we have to hide or not we will make it through this." I kiss him once more before he turns on the car and drives out of the school parking lot. Hes my Dirty. Little. Secret.