39. 6 Feet Deep In Pain.
I walk in on Ash and Ari. I completely freeze. "WHAT. THE. FUCK." Ash pulls away looking my way. "Hmm?" I stare him down. "What the hell man?" He looks over to me. "What? We were just sleeping? Not like we did anything!" I roll my eyes. "God stop screaming I mean I did fucking get punched and hit my head." Ari says groggily. "Come on guys we need to get up." Ash nods. "Okay, Ari do you want me to pick you out some clothes and bring them back." She nods at me. "Please and thank you. Pick me out something cute."
I hold my breath then look at Ash. I let it out. "This can't happen again.. We almost got caught.." Ash nods at me. "Okay.. I understand." We lay there by each other the Ash stands walking over to his bad. "Heres your clothes Ari." I smile at Cal. "Thanks Calum." He smiles back then walks out of the room. When the door locks back I look over to Ash. He throws his clothes on the bed and starts to strip. I bite my lip watching him pull his pants off leaving him in just his boxers. He looks up and winks at me. "You want a picture it'll last longer." I roll my eyes. "There's a bathroom you know if you didn't want me to look then go to the bathroom." He raises his hands up in defeat. "FINE! You got me!" He pulls down. His boxers leaving him completely naked. I bite my lip taking his length in. "Damn. You're-" The door handle starts to jiggle Ashton takes off running tripping on the ground. It was hillarrriouuuss. I look back at the door truing to hold in my laughter. "Ariel?" My eyes widen. "A-Ash.. H-hurry!" Michael steps into the room. "Ariel don't I just.. I want to.. I want to say sorry..." I turn away from him. I feel so ignorant. I just saw Ashton naked and now Michael is in here... "I-I can't do this.." Ashton storms out of the bathroom. "GET THE FUCK OUT!" Michaels backs out of the room. "Okay... I-I.. Bye."
We walk out of the hotel Michael falling back behind. I have a bruise across my cheek and down my jaw bone. Then one on my side. I try to push it back but I can't. I'm scared of him... I don't know if I can do it.. Ash pushes me against a wall. I turn away. "Ash I don't... I have to tell Michael." He nods. "Yeah.. Whatever. It will always be Michael." I look down. "Thats the thing Ash. It always has been.. and it will always be..." He looks away. "I know.. I don't know what I was thinking... You would just drop him for something like me?" I look down. "Maybe if... I.." He cuts me off. "Just don't. Go back to him.
I walk outside leaning against the wall. I wish she would just talk to me.. "Uh.. Michael..." I turn my eyes widen. "Ariel." She looks down. "I-I have to tell you something." I move closer but she takes a step away. "Ariel please just let-" She cuts me off. "IkissedAshton." I stare at her. "You.. i thought you loved me.." She lioks me in the eye. "Yeah I thought you loved me too. Then you let a girl grind all over you and do all this shit and you fucking punched me." I shake my head. "Michael don't. I know it was wrong. I was feeling vulnerable. You fucking punched me." I start to laugh my ass. She just stares at me. "You're blaming being a slut on being vulnerable. Everybody was right. You are a slut. Go back to Ashton."