I couldn't hand it anymore, who did Anna think she was to complain about not sleeping.. Thanks to her WHORE'MOANS I won't be sleeping again in this fucking century!
I didn't mean to yell or to break the table, but I just felt... Well Heart broken.
As I turn around to look back at her, she was already running toward the door. "Stop! Anna wait! Pleaaaase" I pleaded.. But it was to late I Hurd a rather heart sinking •BAM• and I know she was gone.
"What the fuck louis?" I Hurd my best man say, now I know I've fucked up when even my boobear thinks I'm wrong..
"Harry please I'm sorry, I swear I'm tired" I said as I let out a few deep signs and walked up stairs to my bed room. Once I got into my room I went out to the balcony and let everything out, I sat there for hours and simply cried. I haven't ever exploded like that before? WHATS WRONG WITH ME...
I knew what was wrong when as soon as I thought it...
IM IN LOVE
I Hurd Louis scream out for me but I didn't care.. I wanted to stop and run back to him, but not like this! Not the Louis who screams at me and breaks tables.
I'm walking down the drive way and I don't know what to do, do I just keep walking or stop and just go home.. Shit
I decided to just go home and as soon as I reaches the door I let out a huge sigh, I started crying and that turned into long hounding whimpers. I decided at 10am it was time to call it a night and go to bed.
By the time I woke up it was 9pm, I wish I could tell you that I feel better, but if I say that you know I'm lying to both of us... I feel numb, simply mind sucking numb.
I decided to go out to the balcony, I was a bit scared.. My balcony faces into Louis room.. And if he is on the balcony well I guess I hope the neighbours have had an early night cause his screaming will possibly wake the dead too...
I took a sneaky glance to see a very asleep louis. I could even hearing him snoring once I cracked the door open, he looked so peaceful and defiantly not even capable of getting horridly mad or breaking anything. SHIT THIS IS STALKING, and the reason your still swooning over him!! Staaaap!!!
I got my blanket to wrap around me so I could sit outside without feeling chilly, I made a cup of tea and sat on the rocking chair upon my balcony. I didn't mean to stare, but as soon as I started I couldn't stop.
I guess tomorrow we can Attempt to talk about it all, After all they're all my best friends and Liam was once again something I should have stopped Long ago.