1. The Real World
Have you ever loved someone so much that you had to let them go? I have. Not only was I dating Luke Hemmings from 5 Seconds of Summer, but I'm carrying his baby too. My parents had always done their best to keep me away from the pain of the real world. Only now I realize that their intentions were wrong, you can't hide from the real world forever, life can come down and get you at any moment, and boy did it get me. It's amazing how one minute everything is perfectly fine and then the next you're taking a home pregnancy test, and it comes up positive. When I realized that I was having Luke's baby I had to make a decision that would change my life forever. I let Luke go. I told him to leave and to not bother coming back for me. You have know idea how bad that hurts, but I made a decision and I'm sticking to it and just because it's going to drag me down, doesn't mean it's going to drag him down. Not if I can help it anyway.