"Buenos Dias!" says Mrs. Rodriguez as she enters the room with a coffee in one hand and her purse in the other.
A few people in class mumble a greeting back, but then it gets all quiet. I roll my eyes thinking, Why are they tired? They don't have to deal with the shit I have too.
"So who's ready to have another project?" says Mrs. Rodriquez with a bright smile. Everyone in the class groans as I continue read my City of Bones book.
"Alright, alright I know the feelings and thoughts are not mutual, but at least you get to work with partners this time!" she says in a cheery voice as everyone starts to shout who they want to work with.
"Silencio!" shouts Mrs. Rodriquez as everyone shuts up.
"I'll be picking the partners." she continues as everyone groans again.
"Okay, Jamie with Harper." she starts.
"Jonathan and Katie."
"Alec and Claire."
"Aline and John."
"Luke and Jocelyn."
"Harry and Bea."
I look around and notice Harry getting out his seat and grabbing his bag. He then pushes his chair in walks over to me with a nice genuine smile. You can notice his dimples and as he walks his curly brown hair bounces on his head. He grabs the seat next to my desk and sits down saying, "Hey Bea."
I simply whisper a 'Hey' back, and continue with my reading. Right when I reach the part where Valentine tells Jace he's Clary's brother, I close the book and look up.
"Now that you have your partners, you have two weeks to make a five page skit, in Spanish, using the vocab from Capitulo 5A to 6B." I mentally groan and roll my eyes before I lookat Harry. When I face him I see that he's already staring at me.
"Why are you staring at me? Is there something on my face?" I ask with worry. He blinks and then realizes what I just said. He than chuckles and says, "No! Sorry about that. I was just wondering what we should do the skit on."
Oh, well that wasn't what I was clearly thinking. "Apology accepted Harry." I say as I put my hand on his shoulder. Realizing what I just did I take my hand off his shoulder immediately and ask, "So the skit?"
He then opens his notebook as I open my textbook, as we wonder what we're going to make our skit about. This project is going to need more time, like eternity.
The hour passes by quickly and I wave Harry a simple goodbye, before I go to my locker to grab my water bottle and pills. I decided to take some pills to help lose weight 'cause I'm still fat. I don't care if people say that I'm anorexic, I know it's just a big fat lie.
Once I grab my stuff I go to an empty hallway, that nobody really walks through during the day and I. I quickly drink my pills down my throat, getting a sick feeling from the taste. I then take out my phones and plug my earphones into it. I look through my music and find the song I Don't Love You by My Chemical Romance. I click play and put it on shuffle. I then put my head against the wall and close my eyes. I take a deep breath, but I immediately open my eyes when I feel a presence near me. I look up to see Zayn, Harry, Liam, and Niall staring down at me. I take one earphone out and say, "Um hey."
They greet me back with nice smiles and ask if they can sit with me. I shrugged not knowing what to say, and plug my earphone back in. I look around to see them talking until I decide to ask, "Why are you guys being so nice to me?"
They looked back in shock, but replied, "We've never been rude to you."
"No, that's not what I meant. It's just we've been going to school together all our lives, and now all of a sudden we are talking to each other like we've been for years." I explain. Liam nods his head in agreement and says, "We thought we could try and be friends?"
"Um, I don't know..."
"Aw, how come?" says Niall as he bites into his chocolate bar.
"I just don't do friends. I'm sorry." I say looking down. I then feel a bunch of arms wrapped around me and I look up to see them hugging me. I don't tense up or hug back, I just sit still.
They then pull away and say, "We won't be labeled friends, but can we at least hang and talk with you?" asked Liam.
I thought about it, and eh why not?
"Sure, I guess." I mumble.
"What was that? I couldn't hear you?" asked Harry as he cupped his ear and came in my face.
"Okay." I shout in his ear making him flinch as everyone laughs, but me. As much as I enjoyed that, I just couldn't seem to smile or laugh.
For the rest of the day, I spent it with the boys. Though something or maybe someone was missing. But I just couldn't put my finger on it.
I shake the thoughts out of my head and walk out of the building and on my way. I gave the other boys my numbers and they've been pretty much spamming my notifications through group chat.
Harry: WHERE YOU AT GIRL?!
Zayn: stfu Harry
Niall: ooh 😂😂
Me: None of yo mothafuxkin beez wax bruh
Harry: 😳 whale damn. someone's on there period.
I literally snorted and rolled my eyes at Harry's last text.
Me: really? 😑
Liam: That's gross. Even for you Harry.
Zayn: OMFG STFU IM TRYING TO SLEEP!!!
Niall: mind if i join ya zayn?
Niall: wait tht sounded wrong. 😳 I meant like agh nvm... 😒
Me: awkward...well anyways I gtg now ttyl
Harry: bye boo!
Niall: i'm hungry.
I close my phone and put it back in my pocket as I walk home and listen to Amsterdam by Imagine Dragons. Once I get home, I drop my bag on the couch in the living room, and head off to the kitchen. I open the fridge and grab a bottle of water. My stomach starts make sounds 'cause of my hunger, but I choose to ignore it, for I need to lose weight.
I walk back into the living room and turn on the TV. It's Friday so I think I'll just stay up and watch TV all night.
I start channel surfing through the TV and see American Horror Story. I decide to watch it and let me just say Evan Peters makes my day.
After five hours of watching American Horror Story I finally turn the TV off and head up to my bedroom. I close my bedroom door and turn the light on. I go and grab my Sleeping With Sirens T-shirt and a pair of black, fluffy shorts to wear as pajamas. Once done changing I go to my bathroom and brush my teeth and tie my hair into a ponytail. I then turn the lights off and crawl into bed.
Before I closed my eyes I decide to check my phone one last time for any new notifications. I see a text sent from my parents, that they might not come back home this weekend, and that I'll have to wait another month. I roll my eyes at the messages and simply reply with a small 'ok'.
I then close my phone and drift off into darkness.
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