*A week after the concert*
After the concert we all had fun. Touring with One Direction, getting to know the boys. I have gotten very close to Niall and Zayn. Bailee has been close to Louis, Liam, and Harry. To be honest at first I thought Harry was Scary but he is a really nice guy. Bailee loves meeting new people. I then had to go to the bathroom really badly.
"Hey Bailee. I'll be right back. I have to go to the bathroom." I said walking away.
"Jeez, that's like your fifth time in the last hour. " she said.
"Shut up." I said lightly pushing her.
I was walking by myself and happened to pass a store. I could smell what they were making and it smelled very good. I then smelled onions and felt sick to my stomach. I ran beside a building and threw up. God what was wrong with me? One minute I'm fine and the next up throwing up. It occurred to me then that I still had to use the bathroom, so I walked over to the bathroom and washed out my mouth while I was in there.
I walked back over and sat down by Bailee.
"Can I ask you something?" she asked.
"Do you have any tampons?" she asked.
"Yeah. I haven't gotten mine in forever." I said, getting them out of my purse.
"How long?" asked Bailee looking scared.
"I don't know like 13 days." I said, counting the days on my fingers.
"Alexa, do you think you're...."
"No, don't say it." I said, knowing exactly where she was going with this.
"Think about it, you pee like twenty times a day and you always get hungry, but then feel sick right after." she said.
All of the stuff she was saying was true, but I didn't want to even think about it.
"I can't be. I'm taking birth control." I said.
"That's stuff is only like 97% effective. I seriously think you are pregnant and you need to take a test." she said.
"Would you come with me?" I asked.
"But I still think your wrong."
At least I really hoped she was.
"How long does the test take?" asked Alexa, coming out of the bathroom of our hotel room.
"Only a minute." I said, looking at the box.
"I can't deal with this, Bailee. I'm 17, I'm just a kid myself, I can't have one." she said, pacing.
"Maybe the test will come up negative." I said, knowing that it probably wasn't going to.
"I doubt it. You were right, I do have all the signs." she said.
"Maybe it's just a coincidence." I said, having a hard time believing it myself.
"You don't believe that Bailee. I know you better than you know yourself."
"Yes, and I know you, and I know whatever happens you will make the right decision because that's what you always do." I said.
"I hope you're right." she said, as my phone went off, signaling that the test was done.
"I don't know if I can look." said Alexa.
"If you want me to, I'll look." I said, feeling scared just like her.
Oh hell if I'm feeling scared right now, I can only imagine how she feels.
"No, I have to." she says, walking over to the table and picking it up.
"What is it?" I ask, as she's looking at it.
"It's positive." she whispers, tears rolling down her face.
"Are you okay?" I ask, hugging her.
"What did I do, Bailee? How could I be so stupid? I should've known this would happen, this is punishment for having sex before marriage."
"Maybe it's not a bad thing." I said, pulling away.
"You're right, I can fix this."
"Are you going to get an abortion?" I asked.
"It's the only way. Is it wrong?"
"Only you can decide that. You have to do what's best for you." I said.
"You're right, I'm going to go make an appointment." she said, walking into the bathroom.
I just laid back on the bed, just utterly stunned. I had never pictured Alexa the type to get pregnant at 17, due to her religious beliefs, and now that she is, I just don't know what to think.
"I can't do it." said Alexa, coming out of the bathroom.
"What?" I asked, sitting up.
"I can't go through with an abortion, it doesn't feel right."
"So are you keeping it?" I asked.
"I don't know. I just have to go home." she said, starting to pack her stuff.
"What?! You can't just leave. What about Luke? Aren't you going to tell him?"
"I will, but I need to clear my head first." she said, still packing.
"Are you sure this is what you want?" I asked.
"No, but it's what I need." she said, finishing up her packing.
"I'm going to miss you." I said hugging her tight.
"I'll call you every day." she said and with that walked out the door, leaving me behind.
Then she got into the taxi and she was gone. I waved goodbye to her and went back into the tour bus. I went onto my phone and checked out Alexa's twitter. She had a lot of followers and she was only following 11 people. One Direction, 5 Seconds of Summer, her sister, and her mother. She had 3,240 people following her. I looked at the things that people had posted and thought maybe I should get a twitter. I logged out of her twitter and made one for me.
I put my username as Bailee_Gonzalez and put a picture of Alexa and I up. Once I got that I followed Alexa and the boys. Alexa then texted me saying:
'Hey you finally got a Twitter. I am so proud of you. I am following you back right now.'
'Thanks Alexa :)'I texted back to her.
The boys came into the bus and I locked my phone and put it on the bed. I hugged the boys and we all sat down and talked to them until Luke had to ask.
"Hey where is Alexa?" He asked.
"Um..... she had to leave." I said looking down.
"Why what happened?"
"Her mother is really sick and her father is on a business trip so she needs to go home and take care of her mother."
"Awe." Luke said putting his head down.
"She said that she loves you and will try to call everyday. She is sorry that she left so early but she need to get home to her mother."
"At least she will call."
"Yeah." Luke says.
I stood up and walked over to Luke. I grabbed his hands and pulled him up. I took his hands and put them around my neck and I hugged him. He started to hug me back. He slowly started to tighten the hug. I pulled back and told him that everything will be okay. He nodded his head and looked at me.
"Hey, at least you will get to see her again. At least she is not dying."
"So where are you guys performing next?" I ask trying to make the mood better.
"In California again." Calum said.
"Okay good." I say smiling.
*1 Month Later*
I had then decided that maybe I should go home. I have been talking to Alexa and she still can't do the abortion thing. I feel so bad for her. I am so surprise her mother has not found out. Every time she throws up she just says she ate something bad or no feeling good which is good because he mother would kill her if she found out.
I just got done packing all of my things. We drove all the way to the airport so I could fly home. Once we got there my flight was then called. Michael and Ashton were crying which caused me cry. I hugged Luke and Calum first. I then hugged Ashton. He was so much like a brother to me. I just love him. He is so sweet and I am going to miss his funniness.
"Bye Ashton." I said threw my crying.
"Bye Bay. Remember to call me."
"I will. How could I not." I said smiling which caused him too.
I walked over to Michael and hugged him tightly.
"I love you Bailee."
"I love you too Mikey. I hope to see you again."
"I'll FaceTime you."
"Sounds good." I said looking at him.
He leaned down and gave me one last kiss on the lips before I needed to go. The boys walked me over to my gate. We grouped hugged and then I went onto the plane. I put one of my bags above me. My other one was in the back. I sat down by the window. Just wanting this flight to be over.
Once I finally made it home. I found my car that Alexa and I drove here before we left. I unlocked it and hopped into my car. I turned it on and then turned my phone on. I saw a message from Michael and smiled.
'Miss your beautiful face already'
I smiled and decided I should call Alexa. I started the car and put the phone up to my ear.
"Hey im here. I am driving home right now."
"Awesome. I can't wait to see you again."
"Call me when you get close."
"I will. Bye."
I drove for a good 5 hours before I finally got close to my home town. I was about 20 minutes away. I stopped at a stop sign, grabbed my phone and called Alexa.
"Hey. I am only 20 minutes away." I say once she answered it.
"I am coming outside. You family can't wait to see you."
"Me too. See yeah soon."
I kept driving getting more and more excited.
*20 minutes later*
I saw Alexa and my family waiting outside. I parked the car and got out.
"Bailee." Alexa yelled coming to me.
I hugged her when she got closer.
"I missed you." She said.
I looked up at my parents and saw all of my brothers. My smile grew. My brother started walking down to me. I let go of Alexa and ran to them. My brother older brother Hunter was in the front. I ran up to him and jump on to him and hugged him. I missed him and all my brothers so very much. The rest of my brothers all grouped hugged around us. God, I love my brothers. After our group hug, I went and hugged each brother. This has been a great day already.