I finally woke up and saw that I was in someone's bed. I saw a T-shirt laying near my feet. I picked it up and looked at it. It could either be Michael's or Ashton's . I put the shirt up to my nose and smelled it. I am not weird..... I promise. When I smelled the shirt it smelled like Michael so I knew that I was in Michael's bed. I decided that I should get up. I got up and grabbed my suitcase. I put on a shirt that was white with marron sleeves. In marron color on the front says:
I put that on with black leggings, a black beanie, and brown Uggs. I did a side braid and then went outside. I grabbed my purse, my phone and put in my headphones. I put on the song Sledgehammer by: Fifth Harmony. I opened the door and walked out. I then saw fans everywhere. Tons of them ran to me. My eyes went big, I am not good with crowded areas. A fan grabbed my headphones and ripped them out of my ears. I looked at them and they didn't seam like nice fans. They were mean fans.
"Why is Michael dating you? You are so ugly."
"Go die in a hole."
"I hope Michael leaves you."
"I hope you get in trouble and die in prison."
I was so shocked at what they were saying. They all started getting closer to me. I tried moving them back but they would not move. I was starting to have a hard time breathing. I was trying to breath but I started to have a panic attack. One of the girls threw something at me and I grabbed my head. I looked at my hand and saw blood. I started to lose it.
"HELP!!!!!" I yelled grabbing my head.
"Like anyone is going to help a whore like you, you little bitch." A fan said to me.
"Move." someone yelled.
"Leave her alone."
I saw four people pulling the girls off. I saw Michael, Ashton, and two other boys who I don't know. Michael grabbed me and put me on my back. I hung on tight and put my head down on his shirt behind my arm so no one could see my face. I knew that I could not cry in front of the boys so I held in the tears. I just waited, feeling Michael walk. Then he stopped. I just sat there with my head down and hanging onto him.
"Bay, hey its okay. They can't get you here." Ashton said touching my arm.
I jumped when he touched my arm. I hopped down and I didn't care who was watching me. I just kept looking at the wall.
"Bailee what were you doing?" Michael asked.
"Well, I thought we stopped to get something and no one was in the bus so I got changed and put in my headphones."
"Didn't you hear the fans outside?" Ashton said.
"No, because I am half death. I have to have a hearing aid and it is kinda hard to hear out of my right ear but I can hear pretty good from it."
"What!?!? I didn't know that."
"Yeah. I was born was to early and they think that is what is causing my hearing to be bad."
"Awe, I am sorry."
"Its fine." I saying looking at the ground.
"Oh Yeah, Bailee this is Louis and Harry. Harry, Louis, this is Bailee." Ashton says.
"Hi nice to met you both." I saying going up to the first guy getting ready to shake his hand,
but he ended up pulling me into a hug.
"Okay Harry. Nice to met you."
"Wait are you Louis?"
"Oh my god, I am so sorry. I really didn't mean too."
"Its fine. I totally understand."
I gave him a hug back but a tiny bit tighter. Once we stopped hugging I hugged Harry. When we hugged he put his hand on the back of my head.
"Hey if you ever need anything Louis and I will always be here." He said whispering into my ear.
I pulled away from him whispering a 'Thanks'.
"So you coming to the concert tonight?" Louis asked.
"If you guys want me too."
"Yeah, you should come. It is so much fun."
"Fine, I'll come." I say with a small grin.
"Yeah." Louis and Harry said all happy.
"So what are you going to be doing today?" I asked Michael.
"Practicing and more practicing."
I shook my head.
"But you and Alexa are going to go like shopping or something if your okay after that." Michael said with a worried look.
"I think I will be okay as long as that does not happen."
"Okay. Are you okay from that?"
"I think so. I might need my medicine but I think I'll be okay after I take them."
"Medicine?" Ashton said.
"Yeah. I take pills when something like that happens because I am Claustrophobic and when I start having a panic attack I need to take them so I can breath and calm down better. Also so nothing happens and so I don't need to go to the hospital again."
"Oh I didn't know that and again? Do you have your pills?"
"Yeah, I have been there so many times. The doctors know me well and yes I do."
"Oh I see now and come on lets go get you something to drink." Michael says grabbing my hand.
We started to walk and the boys were behind us.
"Wait are you two dating?" Louis asked.
"Yeah since yesterday." Michael said.
"Thats so cute. She's a cutie Mikey."
"Thanks Louis." I say.
We kept walking until we got to a door that says 5 Seconds of Summer/One Direction. We walked in and I saw Alexa, Luke, Calum, and three other boys. Michael pulled me over to the fridge. I grabbed a pepsi wild cherry. We all sat down on the couches and talked. I went into my side purse and grabbed my pills. I put two of them in my hands and put the rest of them away.
"Bailee, are you okay?" Alexa asked looking at my hand.
"You are taking your pills again."
"Oh, something happened outside but I'll be fine."
"What happened?" A blonde hair guy asked.
"Oh, I walked out of the bus and fans crowded me and said um nothing they just kept getting closer to me and I'm claustrophobic and I started having a panic attack. Then Michael, Ashton, Louis, and Harry saved me."
"Yeah. So if I ever have a panic attack then I have to take pills so I can breath and calm down better. Also so nothing happens and so I don't need to go to the hospital again."
"Ahh I see. Well, at least you have pills thats a good thing."
"Yeah." I say taking my pills.
"Hey Bailee, what happened to your head?" Alexa asked.
"Oh a fan threw something at me."
I saw Michael get up and grab somethings. He told me to sit on the floor in front of him. I sat down and he sat behind me on the couch. I saw that he had something to take care of my head. I smiled at him and he smiled back. He put a towel on my cut.
"Owch." I say moving away.
"Sorry." He says looking at me.
"No, its not you. You did nothing."
I moved back in front of him and let him do what he needs to do. After he got it cleaned up her put something on the cut that was above my eye. I gave him a hug and helped him put the things away. We both sat back down on the couch and I cuddled into the side of Michael. I felt warm with him and I was really cold.
"5 Seconds of Summer can you please come to the stage." The guard said.
Michael gave me a quick peck and then they all left with three of the One Direction boys. Alexa and the blonde boy left. Alexa said that she needed to go get the money of hers and mine. I saw a boy was still in the room with me.
"Um hi, I am Bailee."
"Nice to met you Liam."
"So you ready for the concert tonight?"
"Yeah, I can't wait."
"Yeah, so what are you girls going to be doing today?"
"Maybe go shopping or something like that."
"Ahh I see. Well, that will be fun."
"Yeah. I hope so."
"Why you say that?"
"I am excited but I am also scared because of the fans now."
"Oh, by the way what did they say. I saw that you were going to say something but you didn't"
I sat there and thought. Can I really trust Liam?
"You can't tell anyone okay? I don't want Michael or any of them to worry."
"They said a bunch of mean things like: Go die, I should kill my self, Michael deserves better, Im a whore, and they hope th....th....that he should leave me." I say with tears going down my face.
I could not hold it in any longer. Liam got up and came over to me. He put his arms around me and hugged me. I hugged him back while crying into his chest. We sat there hugging each other.
"Hey hey." Liam said wiping the tears away from my face.
"Don't listen to them. They don't know who you are. They are just trying to get to you. They are not true fans, true fans don't say things like that and don't try to hurt our girlfriends or anything like that. They are just jealous."
"Thanks Liam. I don't know what to do. If things like this keep going on I am going to run out of pills and then have to start going to the hospital."
"That won't happen. I promise. I will do anything to keep you safe from them. I won't let them hurt you."
"Thanks Liam." I say hugging him.
Alexa and the boy came back. Alexa handed me my wallet that had some of my money in it.
"Thanks Alexa." I say.
"No Problem. Hey Bailee have you met Niall yet?"
"No, I don't think so."
"Well, Bailee this is Niall. Niall this is my best friend Bailee." Alexa said.
"Hi nice to met you." Niall said giving me a hug.
"You too and Alexa this is Liam. Liam this is Alexa."
"Yeah, we have already met." Alexa said smiling.
"Oh." I say laughing.
Alexa and I said goodbye to the boys and went shopping. We called for a taxi and they took us to the mall. It was so huge. I got out of the taxi and Alexa paid him. We both went inside and it was such a huge place.
"Where to first?" I asked.
"That dress place."
"Okay sounds good." I say smiling.
We both went in and looked around. After a few minutes we both found 3 dresses.
"You go first." Alexa says.
I walked in and tried on the first dress it had a white top with a orangish/tan belt and a blue and white stripped skirt for the bottom.
I walked out and showed Alexa.
"Its so cute. I like it."
I smiled and went and tried on the next one. It was a jean top with a light brown belt and a white bottom.
"Its okay. I don't think it suits you very well."
I tried on my last one and I loved it.
"Oh my god you have to get this one. It goes cute with your um..... eye."
"Really? It's not that bad."
What she means is my eyes are different. One is a bright blue and one is green. Weird but cool.
"I am getting this one." I say.
It was a white sparkly top with a royal blue bottom.
Alexa tried on hers and she went with a light blue and it had white on it. We bought them and went shopping in other stores.
*3 hours later*
Alexa and I got ready after I took my shower. I put the dress on and a pretty royal blue jacket. I put on white converse, with a blue bow necklace, and I pulled up half of my hair and put in a blue and white bow. After Alexa got ready we went and met the boys in room.
Everyone was in there talking. We walked in and I saw Louis smile at me. I smiled back, he is such a nice person. I sat down in front of Michael. He lead down to my ear and whispered:
"You look really pretty tonight."
I smiled and nodded my head as a 'thank you.'
"Hey look Harry and Bailee are twinning." Alexa says getting out her phone.
"Did you two plan it?" Louis asked.
"No." Harry and I say at the same time.
Alexa took our picture and then the boys had to go. We could hear them. They sound so great.
When it was all over they came off the stage all hyper and excited. If this is how it is going to be, this is going to be a very long 5 months.