I sat in the hospital talking to Bailee. Things have not been good. We had a scare with her. Her heart race had stopped but came back in a few seconds. I am scared for her. She has been in the hospital for 3 days now. I sat there looking at Bailee when I heard a knock on the door. I turn my head and saw Calum and Zayn walk in. I ran over to them and hugged Zayn. Calum hugged me and we made a little small group hug.
"How is she?" Zayn asked.
"Not good. The doctor says that her body has her trapped inside and we need to help her come back out."
"What? What is that suppose to mean?" Calum asked.
"She was so scared about that accident that it keeps playing in her mind and making her scared to come back to us. We have to help her see passed that. Also her heart beat stopped but came back. It really scared me. I don't want her to die." I say hugging Zayn again.
"Shhh..... Everything will be okay." He says into my ear.
Then I saw the rest of the boys were at the door. I saw Luke and before he could make eye contact with me I turned away and sat back down by Bailee.
"Is there anything we can do to help?" Michael asked going to the other side of the bed.
"All we can do is talk to her and wait."
*1 Month Later: Thursday*
It has been a month and no sign of Bailee coming back. The doctors said to say goodbye to her because they said that she is dying and the last time she will be able to hear us will be Saturday. I thought I was horrible crying so badly but Michael and Ashton are taking this very hard. They won't do any practice, concerts, or anything. Today we all are going to say our last goodbyes before they let her go. They are planning on taking her off the air machine. I know sad right. Zayn, Liam, and Niall came to pick me up. I had flowers for Bailee. It was her favorite they are called Candy Cane Tulip Flowers. I can't believe this is truly happening my true best friend will no longer be in my life.
We drove to the hospital and I saw everyone else there. Michael and Ashton were crying so badly. It made tears form in my eyes. We all walked in.
"Alexa you should go first to say your goodbyes." Luke said.
"Sure." I say looking at him.
I am not going to upset with him right now! I walked all the way down to Bailee's room and went inside. I walked over to the table and put her flowers next to her.
"Hey Bailee. Doctors say your going to be fine. I brought you some of your favorite flowers. I love you so much Bailee. I don't want you to forget that! When I saw you at school getting bullied, I had to help you. Then we became best friends it was so awesome! I remember when you stayed over and you put that walkie-talkie under my pillow and played scary music. Then the next day you asked how I slept and I figure out that it was you. I remember not being able to sleep that well that night! Those were the days. I am going to miss you so much! You will be in a better place now! I promise. I will be here even when your above. I love you so much Bailee and I will never forget you." I say starting to cry.
After a little bit I walked out. I walked out to everyone. Michael stood up. He gave me a hug and then the next person went. I knew that Michael would want to go last. More tears were forming. Liam got up and came over to me. He then picked me up and carried me over to his spot. I cried into his chest knowing that this can't be the end..... But I know that it probably is.
I waited for everyone to go because I wanted her to hear my voice last and remember everything that I had said to her. When the time came I walked down and into Bailee's room. Holding back tears. I walked to her side and held her hand.
"Hey Bailee. It's Michael. I just wanted to say is that I miss you and that I love you so much! Everyday I think about you and how I could of helped to make those fans stop doing what they have done to you. I still can't believe that I didn't help you out. I love you so much Bailee. From the start when I saw you I knew that I wanted you! You were so pretty. When you said that you like me more than Ashton, that was like the best thing I have ever felt. Knowing that you were the one! All the memories that we had. That time at the dance when we kissed was so awesome. Dancing with you was like Heaven, I could dance with you forever. Our first real date when I dropped you off and we were talking about the cute things that happen. Then we kissed and it started to rain. After the kiss you said: 'Well, that is off my list now.' It was so cute. I just want you to come back and stay with us. I just miss you so much and every night I have trouble sleeping because your not there. Please Bailee come back! I can't live without you. You are all I have! I love you so so much!" I said crying.
I then heard a beep and looked up the numbers on the thing were going up. Not by a lot by a little. I then felt something on my hand. I looked down and saw Bailee move her hand. I smiled big knowing that Bailee could have a chance to fight to stay with us.
"Bailee, if you can hear me squeeze my hand."
She did what I said. My smile went huge.
"I have to go but I love you so much. I will be back tomorrow okay?"
She then squeezed my hand again. I kissed her check and then walked out of the room. I walked all the way to everyone with a small smile on my face.
"Why are you so happy?" Liam asked.
"Because I think Bailee is going to be okay!"
"How do you know that? They said she is dying Mikey."
"Well, the numbers on the machine were going up and she squeezed my hand."
"What?" Alexa said looking at me.
"Im not lying. Lets all go home and come back tomorrow and see what happens okay?"
We all walked back out to the car and all the way back home. We dropped off Alexa and then went all the way home. When we got home I went right to bed as did everyone else. I laid down in bed know that what happened at the hospital was such an amazing feeling. I grabbed my phone and listened to Bailee's voicemails. I miss her voice so much. Once they were all done I then closed my eyes and went to sleep.
"Michael.....Michael. Wake up it's Bailee." someone shook me awake.
"I am not sure yet but all they said was that they were talking to her. They said they had felt what you did when she squeezed your hand. They read off our names they said she wants you." Ashton said.
"Me. Why me?"
"Michael come on. I think she is coming back to us. She misses you."
"I want to see her."
"Not like that your not." He said looking at what I was wearing
I looked down at my cloths and saw that I was in just sweatpants.
"Okay fine. I'll put on a shirt but can we please go."
"I'll be in the car." Ashton said leaving.
I grabbed a shirt and ran outside to Ashton. I hopped in the car and we went to the hospital. We both went inside and saw the others in the waiting room. I wanted to make sure I could go see Bailee so I walked up to the desk and the lady looked at me.
"Hi, I got a call that someone wanted to see me." I said.
"Who requested you?" She asked nicely.
"Ahh. So you must be the lucky Michael Clifford?"
"You may go in there right now!"
"Thank you." I say walking down to Bailee's room.
Once I got there I walked in and saw a few doctors. They all looked at me and I started to get worried.
"Is everything okay?"
"Yes. I think Bailee is coming to. She is still unconscious but I think she might come back."
"That is awesome news."
"We will leave you to talk to her."
"Thank you doctors."
Once they left I sat down next to Bailee and grabbed her hand.
"Bailee, Its Michael." Once I said that she squeezed her hand on mine letting me know she can hear me.
"I really miss you can want you to come back. When will you come back. I need to know your okay and wake so I can see your pretty eyes and hear your lovely voice again. I always listen to your voicemails every night before I go to sleep just to hear your voice again because I miss it so much! I just want you back!"
I kissed her cheek and sat there watching her. I see that she is starting to breath on her own which is a really good thing now! I laid my head down closing my eyes.
I ended up falling asleep.
*1 hour later*
I felt someone rubbing my head. I slowly opened my eyes and everyone was in the room smiling at me. I looked at them weird and then turned my head. I saw those pretty eyes. The eyes I have been dying to see in a very long time, even that smile.
"Bailee?" I said with a shocked face.
"Oh my god. Bailee." I say hugging her.
"How was your nap?"
"It was great."
"Well, thats good" She says smiling at me.
This has to be the best day of my life.
"Has anyone gotten a doctor telling them she is awake?" I asked.
"I'll get him." Liam says leaving.
The doctor than came in checking up on Bailee.
"Mrs. Gonzalez your finally awake. How are you feeling?" He asked grabbing something.
"My ankle hurts and my head."
"Well, you hit your head pretty good. I will get some Tylenol for your head and for your ankle you damaged something in your ankle and we can not figure it out yet. So we are going to get you a brace to wear on it to see if make it can help heal better."
"Okay. Thank you doctor." Bailee says.
*1 week later*
Bailee came home yesterday. Her parents will be home in about 2 days. They have came and seen Bailee for a while and then had to leave again. Bailee asked Ashton, Alexa, Louis, and I to stay over for 2 days so she was not alone. I am just so glad to have my Bailee back!!!!!
Hey guys well this book is about to come to a end. I know sad right! :( I don't want it to. But there will be about 5 more chapters and then I will end it so Kitty and I can write the Squeal so excited. It will be called 5 Seconds of Life ;)