This is it.
New things are coming.
I'm eagerly breathing in the future in big deep breaths.
You are my future.
I'm breathing in you.
You're the air I need.
I breathe out all the bad, all that my past holds, to make room for fresh, clean air.
You fixed me; not completely but I'm better, can you see that?
You are more effective than any medication a guy with a degree and a suit can prescribe.
Really they should bottle your joy and share it with the world; but I'm greedy you see... You're all for me.
They can't take my source of happiness away from me.
You're my drug and I'm addicted.
One small overdose and I'll be okay, please?
I promise to be careful!
I've already invested all of my being into you so there's not much to lose.
I thought that was the end of 'us' but maybe it was god testing how strong we are.. I've never been a religious person but something like what we have doesn't just happen by chance! Anyway I guess we passed his test cause here we are, still working on the puzzle that is 'us'.
We're close to completing it now, just a few pieces we can't quite fit together.
Not long and we'll be like the perfect finished picture on the box.
They present it so well, make it look so easy!
But you and I both know nothing about this trip has been easy.
I guess that's why they say 'the best things in life are worth fighting for'.
If they were easy we'd give up.
But I'm ready to put on those boxing gloves, enter that ring and stand up for what I want.
I may not be a world champion, a gold medalist or even bronze but one thing I can promise is that I will fight with all I have to make this work.
You're my only hope.
Please don't take my breath away.