I've been dating Luke for 3 months. I feel like I'm really in love with him. I've been wearing sweaters and jeans because I'm being cyber bullied on Twitter for dating Luke. I started cutting again and I haven't been having sex with Luke because of my scars. Even when I put makeup on it it still looks bad. I just keep it to myself. Each bad tweet I get is one cut. I decided to check my twitter.
@IzzyHood Nobody likes u. 1
@IzzyHood Luke could have better. 2
@IzzyHood Your Such a slut! 3
@IzzyHood I'm disgusted! You flirt with Ashton while dating Luke? Mikey has a girlfriend and you still put your hands on him? Your such a whore. 7
I stopped and grabbed my razor and locked the bathroom door. I pulled my sleeves up. I cut each wrist and thighs 7 times. I left a tear roll down my face as I pulled my sleeves up and slid the razor in my back pocket. I opened the door to see Luke on my bed. I saw he was on my twitter. He had tears running down his face.
Why didn't you tell me? Luke cried.
I didn't want to make a big deal about it. I said calmly.
IT IS A BIG DEAL! You are getting cyber bullied! Baby are you ok??Luke asked as he cries more.
I'm fine. I lied.
Good. Luke said.
He walked over to me and kissed me. He slipped his tongue in my mouth. He slipped his hand down my back pocket as he yelped and pulled away. His hand was cut open really deep and it was pouring blood. He carefully grabbed my razor from my back pocket. I grabbed him some bandages and put it on his hand.
Seriously? Luke said.
What? I asked.
Take your shirt off. Luke said.
Why? I asked.
I wanna know if your cuttIng again. Luke said.
I took my shirt off and he saw all the scars. He kissed up wrists on each cut. He yanked my jeans down and saw my thigh cuts. He kissed down my thighs as he accidentally turned me on. I moaned. I quickly covered my mouth. Luke laughed as he picked me up and laid me the bed. He quickly stripped and stripped me and put a condom on. He slammed into me. I wanted him so bad. He grabbed my hips to get more force. His dick was slamming into my g-spot with every thrust. I was screaming so loud when he finally pulled out.
You know I have to tell Calum Michael and Ashton right? Luke said.
No buts Izzy I promised I would take care of u and me not saying anything to our best friends and your brother isn't right. Luke said.
Can we do it tomorrow? I'm tired. I said.
Fine. Luke said as he was about to get up and I pulled him back.
Stay! I giggled.
Whatever u want Izzy. Luke said as he cuddled me.