Not Understanding

From the past couple weeks my father been slightly off and very distant from me.
When my father walked into my room he sat me down and told me to take a deep breath in , so I did. I was very anxious he started talking the first sentence were "My dear Julianne I will have not see you for awhile so please understand". My mind was blank I couldnt even process what words he said to me.


8. Chapter 7

Next Day Saturday

I woke up to the bathroom toilet how exciting. This is what a fucking hangover feels like. God just kill me now. I walked to my nightstand it has a note with Advil and water. The note says / Hey love take the medicine to make you feel better ;). lm guessing its from Louis. l took the medicine now lm heading downstairs. Zayn is on the couch sleeping he looks exhausted, l sat next to him. He looks like a angel. Im running through his hair with my fingers. l looked away for a second, l felt someone grab my wrist. l whimpered when he grabbed my wrist. l got scared for a second, but l knew who it was it was Zayn. Zayn brought me closer he lifted my sleeve. He unwrapped my bandage he saw the slits in my forearm. l was ashamed. He was inspecting my arm, he drew me in close my head is in the crook of his neck. l smell the alcohol on him, but its okay l probably reek to. He stroking my hair, this is my first time l feel safe. Were sitting in silence enjoying each other's presence. l got up so l can get him some medicine for his hangover. l gave him the medicine, he didn't want it. l said " Zayn why won't you take the Advil". He said " l deserve this Juli, l feel guilty about hitting Louis". " And when you saw me yesterday beating the crap out of Louis, l acted like monster." lm sorry Julianne please forgive me". Ah Zayn its not your fault its mine, lm the one that left the house no one forced me leave. Its my fault that everything happened, so please don't feel guilty. ( Zayn and l are crying) Zayn said " But Julianne he called you fucking disgusting, how could he say that". l didn't even reply, l just pulled him into a embracing hug.

While l was hugging Zayn, Louis came downstairs. He was wearing sunglasses, l pulled the sunglasses off he has a black eye l was inspecting the rest of his face he has a brusied lip and cheek. l was stroking his wounds, l gave him a kiss on his wounded cheek. l got up to bring Louis on the couch. Louis and Zayn are sitting next to each other, there giving each other sneering faces.
l spoke first, l cleared my throat so l can get their attention. There both staring at me so l said " Please guys please make up, okay give each other hugs okay". Zayn said ' No lm not hugging that bastard". l told Zayn you have two options, first option 1. If you don't make up with Louis, lm not going to talk to you. 2nd option Im not going to talk to you foreverr. Zayn said " If l make up with Louis lm going to take you out on a date". l was thinking over what he said "l just said fine". Zayn got super excited so he hugged Louis and kissed him on the fore head very quick. Zayn told Louis l love you man. Zayn took my hand leading me to my bedroom he sat me down on my bed, he went through my drawers he picked out shorts and a top with a bathing suit. l gave him a confused look. Zayn told me change into these get yourself all pretty meet me downstairs in twenty. l gave him a nod then he left. l jumped in the shower to shave and wash my face and stuff. l got out lm puting the clothes that Zayn picked for me. l grabbed my bag and phone and sunscreen.

Zayn is in his swimming trunks and sunglasses. lm putting my slippers on no were out the door, just like that. Were at the beach already Zayn took me by the hand. He started taking his shirt off. OH MY GOSH his body was hot. He was going to the water so l took my top off and shorts. l started running in the water. l couldn't see Zayn anywhere, but l felt something near my legs something pulled me under. l saw Zayn's beautiful face he gave me a peck on the cheek. My legs are straddling Zayns waist. He went for a kiss but, l blocked it. l put my head on his shoulder. I don't think he was hurt that l dodge his kiss. But l want to kiss this boy so bad, but l have to much on my mind. But l gave him a sweet little peck on his neck... After playing in the water, we started tanning in the sun. Ah California is so great. They didn't have beaches where l lived because it was all desert. l laid my head on Zayn's lap just looking at his facial features. He spotted me looking at him, l felt embarrassed, he lowered his head. lm looking into his sweet brown eyes. we were gazing into each other's eyes. Then l felt a urge to kiss him so l grabbed his head with my hands, l lowered his head now our lips are connecting. It was a nice sweet passionate kiss then we released. l started stroking his jawline with my fingers.

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