16. Chapter 14
I was thinking about the baby, l couldn't think straight. So l asked the doctor to leave the room with the boys. lm alone in a small room, there's little sonograms of baby's on the wall. I told myself Julianne are you having this baby or are you aborting it. I screamed out of frustration, l can't do this but l can't leave this clinic without an answer. l breath in for air, lm keeping the baby. l can't kill a human being inside of me, the baby didn't do anything wrong. l called for the doctor and the boys to come back into the room. l finally told them lm keeping the baby. Are you sure Ms. Garren asked the doctor. l nodded my head. Zayn spoke up and said " Julianne are you sure, your'e only 19 you didn't live you life yet. And this child isn't going to have a father. Its going to be a rape baby".
" Zayn please l don't need your shit, l made up my mind. lm already an adult l can raise this baby alone".
We finally left the clinic, the car ride was silence. l broke the ice and said to Niall (he was driving) take me to IN N OUT l really want a burger with animal style fries. Niall said " didn't you vomit earlier love, from the burger l handed you." Well yeah but me and my baby is craving it. Niall said " Okay l'll do it just for you and your baby, he finished it with a wink. l blushed. We finally got the burgers and fries l didn't wait to eat at the house l started munching on everything taking sips of my coke alternating bites with the burger. Ah that really hit the spot. Harry said " Julianne your not alone okay, if you don't find the right guy before the baby is born lm willing to be the father of your baby".
Whoa lm surprised what Harry just told me, Harry is usually childish now he was being serious. I replied to his answer and said " l will take you up on your offer Mr. Styles".
We finally arrived at the house l was so exhausted oh crap l remember that me and Kristin had a girls day today. I was about to call but the door bell rang. It was Kristin speak of the devil. She gave me a hug. l told her l was sorry. Then l sobbed to her about my life and stuff, l told her everything that happened for the past month. She didn't even give me an answer she just looked shocked. Then she brought me into a hug. l really appreciated that l had a friend like her. So she was already here so l asked her if she wanted to watch some chick flicks or something and there's big tubs of Ben and Jerry's in the freezer. She stayed, were watching the The fault in our stars. At this point me and Kristin been balling our eyes out especially me with these pregnant hormones. After that she slept on the couch she snuggled with Niall they looked so cute each time l looked at them l aww them. I was a little jealous though that l didn't have a snuggle buddy. But l finally realized l do have one its my baby. I started rubbing my belly there's no baby bump yet but it was fine.
My phone started ringing it was 12:45 at night (or morning whatever you prefer) it was a unknown caller. l answered it, it was a woman's voice. Hello is this Julianne, its me Sarah.
Me : Yeah its Julianne.
Sarah : Meet in the coffee shop tomorrow at 12 okay. Don't tell your Father about this he already contacted me earlier , that you found out.
Me : Yeah l'll meet you there, but what did l figure out Sarah ?
Sarah : The boy.
Then she hung up.
Boy? The boy l mentioned to Father over the phone.