15. Chapter 13
I through up in the toilet. Ah l don't feel so good, lm tired and exhausted. l headed back to the bed with the boys. Harry said " Hey are you alright love". Yeah lm fine, l feel exhausted. Niall " Okay l guess you not eating the burger, yeah more for me". The boys left, l checked my calendar when the last time I had my period. Huh no no l can't be no no no this can't be happening. lm late on my my period lm to 3 weeks late. No l didn't have sex yet. l fell down to the ground that Anthony Marce fucking raped me. l started crying lm having a panic attack. l started yelling, throwing stuff to the ground grabbing everything that's breakable smashing everything to the ground. Fuck my LIFE.
The boys came running in one by one. Liam said " What the hell happened to you room ,your hands are bleeding, Juli talk to us". I didn't look at them. Harry cupped my cheek lm looking into his orbs. "Harry Harry l l l think lmm pregnant". "What you told me your a virgin". I know that fucking Harry don't you remember l got raped. l missed my period. lm usually never late.
Niall : Its okay Juli calm down first. Lets clean you up first.
Niall is lifting me into the bathroom, washing my hands off.
He sat me down on my toilet.
Niall : Okay Liam go down to Walgreens to get a pregnancy test make it snappy.
Liam dashed out of the room.
10 minutes later Liam came back.
Liam : Okay Juli, your'e going to be fine don't worry you have us. Take you time time okay.
The boys left the bathroom.
l sat on the toilet looking at the test, staring at it. This test will change my life forever.
It took me a good twenty- minutes to take the test. I was so scared lm only 19.
l finally took the test, the instructions said it takes 4 minutes to get the answer.
l walked out of the bathroom, to see the guys. I looked up to see their faces Zayn was there.
l ran to Zayn, crying in his arms. Zayn l may be pregnant.
Zayn : l know sweetheart, lm sorry l left you..
Me : Its fine..
Four minutes passed, l was scared to get up l told Louis to get the pregnancy test.
He handed to me l looked it said positive.
I fainted this can't be true this all a big dream...........
I heard noises in the background. l got a pounding headache. I was laying on Zayn's lap.
Me : Hey Zayn when did you come back l was waiting for you. And also l had this horrible dream l was pregnant by the guy who raped me hilarious right.
Zayn gave me a sympathy look.
Zayn : No it wasn't a dream.
Me : No it has to be..
Harry walked up to me and said " Were taking you to the doctors office right now before they close". l couldn't even move. The boys had to put my jacket on me and my shoes. l felt so numb inside l was blank, nothing left in me.
We arrived at the doctor's office the doctor put this special jelly on me. It was so cold.
Okay Ms. Garren l will take a look now said the doctor. Is the Father around, all the boys were in the room with me. I told the doctor l was raped.
The doctor let out a deep sigh and said " Okay you see this on the screen Ms. Garren this little mass right here, that's a baby." Your'e are indeed pregnant.
Dr. Nancy said are you having this baby or are you going to get abortion ?
That's the question am l keeping this baby ?