18. Packing Up Part 1
______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Chapter 17- Packing up part 1 _______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ I was tired of life over here, I was tired of Ashton getting the perfect girl for him, I was tired of Beau I loved him but I just didn’t know at this rate anymore. Beau and Ashton was all I ever seemed to think about, but right now they were in the back of my head.After all this might help Ashton and July’s relationship stronger. I just didn’t want to live in a place where I felt hatred and sick of people swooshing love down their throats.”Hey, Luna where are you?”I heard Mikey’s voice yell as he walked up the stairs. I am just getting ready, for a date with Beau.”I answered, on the verge of tears once more. Luke and Mikey and Calum were angels with me during this time and I didn’t want to hurt them again, but I had to leave, it would be the best decision. “Okay, me and Luke and the guys are leaving for sound check.Want pizza?”He asked as I heard his stepping stop. “No, I will be fine.”I answered.This time I felt a trickle tears roll down my face and I tried to hide the pain in my voice.”Okay, but I probably would've eaten the pizza sooner or later.”He answered.I laughed and closed my suitcase, this was it I guess.The end of my life with Luke and the end of seeing Ashton and Beau and somehow I really didn’t care as much as I used to, I felt sure with this.I knew deep down though, that I would miss them. _______________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Lolly here! How did you like this chapter, this is part one part 2 might be posted tonight!