3. My life might end
I was laying on my bed. I was nearly crying again. I fell asleep on top of Kate in the old music school!!!!! I don't remember what happened after that. Only that I just woke up in my own bed, and heard mom and Kate talk out in the kitchen. Did she carry me all the way home?! Urgh that would be so embarrassing if she did carry me. "Kate you must be tired. I'm sorry for Toby's actions, he doesn't normally do that. It must be because that he likes you so much." Mom! Why are mothers always this embarrassing?! I heard a giggle. Kate?! Why are you giggling Kate? I turned around and lifted my blanket up over my head. A sweet scent surrounded me. This scent? It smellt like Kate. I removed it from my head. What I thought was a blanket, was acutally Kate's shirt. I blushed. She had taken this over me as a blanket? I smiled to myself. Argh. This is too much. I must give it back to her. "I have to leave now." Ah, Kate is leaving. " Why don't you go in say goodnight to Toby. MOM! "Sure, I was going to anyway."
I hided my face in her shirt. I pretended that I was asleep. I didn't want her to know that I heard them. I heard my door open. I could hear her close it behind her too. W-what is Kate doing?! I heard her steps come closer. "Heh. Who could have known, that you looked so cute and peaceful in your sleep?" I felt her hair on my cheek. The next second I felt something something thouch my hair. I blushed even harder behind the shirt. "Looks like, you like my shirt. You can keep it. I don't really need it." She slightly hugged me. I could feel her bare arms around me. Kate.... I love you so much, yet I'm afraid to tell you, cause I'm afraid to ruin our friendship. I turned around. I felt her hair disappear from my cheek. I heard her walk towards the door. I opened my eyes slightly. I reached out for her. 'Please Kate. Don't leave me. I wan't you to stay here forever.' I thought that as I saw her disappear. Her sweet words was still in my mind.
This is so frustrating. I punched the wall for like 5 minutes. 'Kate..... Kate!' Why can I only think of Kate? I heard a 'thud'. It sounded like someone was hitting their head agains the wall. "WHY DID I SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT?! IF HE HEARD THAT, MY LIFE WOULD BE OVER!!!!!!" Kate. Do you hate yourself for saying something like that? I was happy you did, but of course you don't have the same feelings as I do. Kate...... I hitted my pillow. I cried of frustration. If this keeps going on I might end up dying of embarrassment.