Do you know what love feels like?
For example, we could use the sun.
During the day, it's shining bright.
During the night, it's still there, still supporting, only on the other side of the world.
There are times we see and feel support; love.
But there are times we don't see them; but it's there.
It's always there.
It's an intense experience.
Love is.. selflessness and faithfulness.
Love feels like an endless opportunity.
Of course; that's what I used to think.
But in reality, love is a painful bitch.
There's something I learned from being 'in love.'
It comes with a bonus;
You don't feel it at first,
but when you start to feel it, it's a scarring thing.
It doesn't come alone. It comes with a feeling of nothingness.
It's a feeling that makes you hold your breath, because you feel like if you exhale,
it's all over.
After a while, you just come to a stage of anxiety.
You just enjoy this horrible feeling.
You can't climb up to the reality.
You're stuck down there.
That's how you feel.
And that's exactly how I feel right now.