The Slut Diaries

Carmen Elle 16 is a teen looking for identity.Pretty as a button and as smart as a book , she looks for new thrills in drugs and boyfriends.

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1. bAD gUY

Incoming Text ; Alfie - Im coming over in a bit rather be with you after lunch

Alfie -Im already leaving school 

 

In less than a minute my fresh boyfriend alerted me to the fact that he, was about to skip school on a wednesday.

typical ,ill be waiting 

i hit send as i strolled my shopping cart through the freezer aisle of the supermarket. We had very few things in common besides physical attraction, being adventurous and our deep appreciation for weed. The more time we spent the more i realized that we weren't a perfect match, but he gave me support and he was someone i could spend time with and have a history. I wasint looking for anybody to mary.im a junior in high school and still hadent had my first kiss he was the one to fake it with.  

I picked up two boxes of ice cream sandwiches and pepperoni pizza rolls.I plugged my earbuds in as i strolled through the almost empty walmart , i grabbed a bag of cheeses puffs and threw it into the cart.

"Do i need anything else ?" i thought to myself over Jhene aiko's chorus.

I caught a red carton of milk and placed my stuff at the counter as a red headed lady with thick glasses greeted me in a warm voice

How are you today she said as she simultaneously checked my items

Good thanks i said as i placed a handful of beef jerky on the counter

"That would be 14.57" 

I pulled out a couple bills from my wallet and handed her a 20

"Have a good day" i said with a weak smile.

I grabbed my groceries and walked out of the air conditioned environment into the now drizzling rain.I put my cell phone in my back pocket and mouthed a few curses. like clockwork i felt a buzz in my back pocket ignored it and covered my head in my hoodie tooked my boot cut jeans into my heavy navy boots and make the three minute in a half journey to the safety of my building.

 I pushed the elevator button and put my grocery bags on the lobby floor, and immediately texted alfie  

Babyyyyyyyyyyy

Im down stairs are you near by?

Alfie - yup 

His green eyes met mines as he opened the door. He unzipped his puffy black coat and went up the small steps that divided us.He kissed my forehead then my lips , his hands were cold on face but i didint mind i was happy to see him.

I smiled and wrapped out of the kiss  "Im supposed to be sick "

"Nope you're supposed to be in school" he said as he picked up the grocery bags 

"Look whos talking" i opened the elevator door and let him in .

"Whatever"he said as he pressed 3rd floor repeatedly.

"I like what you have on " he said with a smirk 

I gave him a look the elevator bumped up and we spilled into my apartment. He walked into the kitchen and put his stuff down.I turned the lights on.

"Can you be a dear and put those things away while i change " i said while i held his arm

"Times like these are when i dont know weather to be the good boyfriend or the boyfriend with good ideas"

 

"You can be both one day, ill be back" i said 

i walked into my room and hung my coat by the door took my boots off and i striped down to my underwear. I looked into the mirror what if i thought .... my mind wandered for a few second. Of course i wanted too, hormones aren't a lie but im 16 i said as i slipped on some fuzzy pjs It wouldn't be worth it i thought i took a deep breath and walked into the living room.Alfie sat hunched on the coach eyes texting someone i didn't care enough to ask about, he looked at me and i sat next to him crossed legged. 

"Hi" he said as he wrapped his arm around my shoulders and kissed my cheek

"your fucking beautiful carmen and i never thought id actually be able to say you are my girl"

i closed my eyes and smiled "Lucky you"

he sat me on his lap "i love it when you play hard to get "

i stared into his eyes "Dont you think i love it too" i climbed off of him and plugged my phone into the radio had my Weeknd and Jhene playlist on low volume.

"What time is anyone home " he said straight faced

"My mom,did i ever tell you she works like an hour away.At a plastic surgery consultation office" 

"Yeah "

 "She will be here like at 6 the earliest and im picking my little sister up from daycare at 3;30"

"Its 12;22 we got time ,are you hungry we go out for something" i said

"maybe later I rather stay in its fugly outside" he said looking through his bookbag

"whats that?"

"something to hold us" he said as he pulled out the strong smelling green stuff from a baggie

" I just remember what this playlist was for" i said almost laughing

"Wanna roll here and then go to the roof" he  said licking the paper

"Nope lets just do it in the bedroom" i grabbed the stuff and we set up on my dresser. I got some  towels and covered threshold of the door and opened the window. i layed on my bed and he sat on the edge. I turned up the home theatre and lit it up.He let me get the first one i hit it  smooth then exhaled through my nose as he did a bigger one for himself.The music got louder and the world got lower 

damn you make me so happy" he said as he layed on the bed.

Shook my head and didint know if it was the 2nd time around or 12th thats how loud it was.

My eyes felt heavy i burned it out as the drakes chorus took me to sleep 

 

 

 

wanna light up"

 

 

 

even if it feels good  couldint live with the  bu and i want to feel desired  i slipped on some loose pj bottoms and an old t shirt. i w

Im such a gentlemen i said 

 

 

 

almost nothing in common but good looks the more he talked the less i began to like him.

I walked in to the elevator and there he was. \

 

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